Zodiac Signs

ARIES - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.
TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good
fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!
GEMINI - Irresistible
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out.
Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.
CANCER - The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak.Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.
LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.
VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please.
LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying...
SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.
SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.
CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always
gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.
AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in
long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.
PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.

crash and burn

right now, meng is in malaysia and i am right here in singapore. at first it kind of feels wierd without him as normally every time when i am out of e shop, i will call him while both of us are working. however right now, hmm hmm ... last night, i recieved a msg from him. it wasl ike finally..!!! at least thank god i was not as affected as i thought i would be, so when it is time for him to go army and go back to malaysia during chinese new yr, i would be ok, means i will be able to adapt to e changes.
many things have happened in e shop. compititions are everywhere. how i wish i cann just get a proper job in e marketing department or go back to study.

today is a sunday when everyone is at home sleeping or preparing to go church or out with their family , a death occur in my home .
Yesterday we happened to notice a hamster who broke his leg when we were choosing hamster for our customer. So we decided to put him aside as we did not wanted to cost any more injury to him . At night i decided to bring him home as he would be alone in e cold store room and will be without water . He was not eating fine or drinking fine at all . He was only using his two hands to move around . Cute cute and i decided to call him terry as we thought his will power was as strong as terry fox . How ever this morning zhen i woke up i found him not moving. Even no matter how hard i shake him . He was dead . I am so heart broken when i saw him . He looked like he was sleeping but e fact is he is dead . He was so guai and cute . Hai . Hai hope he is happy now in some where else in e world or where ever. Now i am rushing to work after burying him downstairs my home . Rest in peace terry.

stress stress stress

firstly i would like to proudly announce tat i got a total of ten hamsters. Dunhill,winston,jingle,rudoph,bobo,chacha,feifei and lucky. Among all of them, lucky is e poor thing one, as he has skin pro tat needs to be treated. I just love all of them to bits just like how i love tigar.
Work is pretty stress for me. Lack of staff and tough competitions too. Sometimes is not tat i don work hard enough but i just work too hard and don know whether i am at e right track anot . Hai wad should i do? All u tell me is not to think so negative. E other person involve in e competition is pretty strong and experience too. I am pro just scared of failure. Sometimes i don even feel like socialising or even speaking a word. Other than these, every thing is fine at work. Nice environment to work in which u have to advice people on their pets and stuff.
There is so many things in my head right now tat i don know how to even express it out. I know u are there for me. I know u are doing alot for me. But i don wanna saying things tat will make us end up quarreling. I just wanna us to be happy and treasure e times tat we are together.
After tat night , i feel more secure towards us. How ever tat day i just felt a sudden insecurity in everything. My position in us in everything. I am afraid tat i might lose everything . Hmm hmm any way just recieve a call tat i got to work morning cause of some stupid reasons so i got to stop here than . . .

Speechless

A Mistake Which Is To Late To Be Learnt

A Change in Job

Yesterday was my last day at Funan aka Nokia. Got a new Job at PS in Pets' Lovers Centre. Tuesday will officially be my first day there and linkin park concert will also be on that day. yippie. though it is like balcany sits, i got it free man, lol . so who cares.
yesterday finish work at 8.30 and headded down to PS with kenneth and we played arcade. haven been so care free for a long time already. finally i am able to take a break after a long stressful 2 months at nokia.
today i shall be a good gal and stay at hm till late afternoon ,when i will meet up with mi mdis ex classmates in diploma. haven seen them for ages. some have gone out to work and others have gone into NS.
suppose to climb in SP today but mi boi friend and mi mum put a stop for mi not to go there and climb due to some reasons though.miss climbing. miss wearing home clothes,hmmm hmmm.
will stop here.

Suzuki Swift Sports

i am so glad that something have been possible for mi. Suzuki Swift Sports. went to pay the booking fees with mummy on sunday however, only can collect e car next yr hopefully jan. wil be working hard helping to pay for the car though. finally decided on a gun metal grey instead of yellow and white, as yellow is all over the road and white is hard to take care, so i suppose grey is still the best lol.
today is mi off day. gonna head down to cute cute hm to fetch him so we can head to paya labar for his interview. hmmm pet shop .. how i wish i got the chance to work in a pet shop too man. hope to head to Sp to climb today. i think pro i have to start all over again for climbing as i have not been even climbing for e past one month due to being sick and mi busy schedule. however i was told by cute ucte that we had invitation to Tp to climb/.. hmmm hmmm. lol lol ..
there are some conflict between mi mum and mi boy friend. i am so caught in the middle. hia wad do i do. ?? or do i just dun do any thing?? I DUN KNOE....
I got Linkin Park Tickets.. YEH YEH YEH!! FOC.. cool gonna catch them in indoor stadium,
lol..lol..LINKIN PARK!!.

Tired. Tired .Tired

yap today is mi off day. and it is gonna be one which is gonna be boring and tired i would say. many nice unforgetable things and many shits and quarrels had happened. hmm and i am tired of all e quarrels and shits. super tired. just had a major quarrel with mi parents, and i got to finally get the things i wanted to say long ago out of mi heart. it was a real relieve i would say. every issue is mi who is the problematic one i suppose.. i am so tired extremly tired just wanna be alone at times cause no one can help mi or listen to mi as i understand miself the best.yap i am having the time of the month now and feeling like shit and pro emo man.
any way, enough of those shit. that day went to test drive the suzuki swift sports and the feeling was WOW.. no doubts that the pick up of that car is good. i cant wait to own that car..one pro now, i do not have a idea which colour to get though. hmm... yap i got people calling mi spoilt and stuff but hello i am also paying part of it.. working mi ass off to be able to at least pay some. and if the car has successful come, i will need to work mi ass off again to do changes to it. like sound system,rims and stuff... lol..
today, in the morning, suddenly got an unexpected friend came to ask mi izzit i had an accident .. !!!! wtf. he seems to knoe things which is happening man. omg.. who e hell did he even heard it from? gonna stop here will try to upload a video clip.

The Happenings In Siloso Beach Resort

Thats Wad I Need

I seriously need to start dolling myself up again!! Need to get something done to my hair, Dress properly and not just grab anything from e cardboard.

Great Weekend Just Pass

wow. fri sat and sun was a cool and fun weekend. friday morning, woke up at 8 in e morning and met micheal at mi hm, drove to his hm and park e car there and he gave mi a ride on his Mx5 as i was too stone and tired to drive cause reached hm only at 12 plus 1 e night before. yawns.. lol after that we went to get something to eat and drove to bukit timah, hillcrese to collect lana chocolate cake. picked it up and rushed to west mall to get some candles and stuff. since it was on e way, i dropped by at mi sec school too. spoke to mr tan and mrs chan tt. e 2 teachers who encouraged mi e most during mi school days. After everything, i headed down to cute ucte hm to fetch him. as usual he was not ready yet. still in his PJs... lol. had lunch at his hm as his dad cooked... after him taking his own sweet time, lol we headed down to vivo to get some beers, soda water and ,drinks , chips and mi tooth brush. finally we chould check in into e hotel (siloso beach resort). after times and times staying in hotels, i suddenly do not have e feeling or ever stay in a chalet. we checked in at e reception and got our room which is room number 620.
e room was quite up to standard and it was overlooking the palawan beach and cafe delmar.
rested and headed out to fetch mic, de wei and melvin at mic hm. we reached kind of early though so we went up to his hm. saw mian mian and as usual she went round and round and round. lol. even 50 times wont be a problem for her man. lol
all of them got cute ucte real pist high in e night. i was looking after him as i did not wanted any thing to happen man. got him to cut e cake and blew e candle before he fell asleep. lol. mic, de wei and yeo got him feather light condoms.. i was like zzzz wtf. and a card which insulted woman ... lol.. i got cute cute a globe t shirt , dog tag and a combine pic of us and not to forget a card. hope he like it. e next day we headed to e pool to swim and after that cute ucte and i went to vivo, we got a pair of identical shoes...after that we headed back to e hotel to rest and after that i brought him to had a chocolate buffet. yummy. baby's fav is chocolate. lol lol. and we went down to MOS with his friends.
at about 5 plus we reached e hotel and bathe and had cup noodles. lol. and slept, as i was already feeling sick. mi nose was running and was coughing very badly and e night before i had asthma. i have been having asthma attacks quite often this few days..pro not enough sleep and rest. we only woke up at 3 plus 4 and had a late checked out...
oh yes oh yes. we bought a pair of furry hamster. lol lol. thier names are, dunhill and winston. also bought them thier hm and food. super active and one keep climbing. lol i see a potential in it in rock climbing. lol lol. some more is dun have to use leg one lo. it is at cute cute hm and i am to go there once a week to clean them. hmmm. hmmm.
yes i am dead sick now only wen to work for a few hours and went to see doc and came hm. gonna get some rest now. Cheers

The 1st and Last Clue To My Lame Birthday Plan

hmm hmm. today i came back quite early after work. was a good gal. met mic at marina square... damm did not wanted to bao toh him cause he said not to mention BUT fuck. it got mi hair messed up cause he did not wanted to whine up e windows earlier.dammm. ya that MX 5... i was wondering whether i would be seen if i sat in the car. lol lol. damm damm damm nv will i forgive him for that.
oh yes. hiaz everything was suppose to be a small surprise but zzzz no idea who said it out.. zzzz thanks ar... any way plan A distroyed , plan B is still on. muhahaha. just a small clue, you are gonna become fat after ur birthday or in other words actually on e day. lol lol.wadever ...lol lol. k i am getting excited.. hmm i just love planning stuff and see it go well.. yeh yeh.. hehehe.
hey man, he is a lucky bitch! i dun even get so many people to celebrate mi birthday. gonna take loads and loads of pics during e 3 days. yeh yeh..lol..tomorrow still got to work.. hiaz.. it is getting bored. not as exciting as before.any way who cares another 2 more days of work than i will off for 3 days.. oh yeh!!!
kk k gonna just stop here for now.

So Far So Good

hmm hmm so far every thing have been quite good at work. cute cute is working with mi in e same location and it kind of encourage mi to go work more. baby birthday is round e corner and yap will be celebrating with him. hope he is looking forward to it as much as i am. we booked sentosa beach resort 3 day 2 nights. and got a few surprises awaiting with e help of some people. hmm hmm pro he will nv ever guess wad it will be. lol hope he will like it. hmm hmm.. hmm hmm.. on fri morning, i would have to get some things done first before i fetch cute cute to head down to sentosa .on e first night which is fri night, mic de wei and melvin will be meeting us pro for dinner as well. than they pro will drink till quite late.hmmm next day will spend e day with baby and at night ... muhahahahaha. baby figure it out urself. lol lol .. hahaha. yap.. stupid boi keep telling mi dun need to give him present. lol.. lol.. muahahahahaha... =X .. k wad ever i am going nuts.
starting to get quite pist off my mi company and thinking of changing. mi aunty will be helpping mi pull string into a advertising company. many people says it is not easy getting a job in there. so if i am offered why not give it a try since i will be majoring in marketing in future...
cute cute got his enlistment already. 13 march 2008. hmm guess i will be missing him when he is in camp. tekong.!!!! wad a place .. wad if they dun have reception.?? means i cant call or msg him .. !!!! arrr.... zzz i am just thinking too much again lol lol. think when he is in camp, i will pro go back to school and study or work and study at night. have been spending almost every day with cute ucte, wonder wad will happen when he enter camp though.hiaz hiaz. hmm hmm wad ever it is, i am looking forward to his birthday. lol lol ..
however, e past few days, he have been acting weridly. it kind of worried mi. is cause i have no idea wad is thinking about at all. it really did freak mi out though. hope those issues are over now and we can carry on our normal life again. tomorrow will be another day at work. got to sleep early..so shall just stop here than.

Get On With Life Bitch!!

yap i have got to learn to get on with life even though shits does happens. hmm yesterday went for a photo shoot. e concept totally rock. was taking pic outside velvet dragon and i have decided to visit that place this wed since thursday i am on off. i got to start clubbing and be young again man. enough of rotting and chilling. i am young so act young and have a young and unhealthy life style man. lol.. i miss climbing , i miss all e people there. just miss climbing hope i will be able to make mi way there this week at else 2 or 3 times... hmmm... in e working world since everyone is fake, y not u play a part in it too and be fake. i got to learn how to be real fake man while working. with mi freak and stupid self, i wont get far nor promoted at all. y should i help people cover thier ass or even treat one with sincere and respect? so to conclude, u got to be FAKE while working always cover ur ass and just cover ur ass. but at e same time knoe who is real to u and repay him....
believe or not i have not tried shots. k maybe once. lol. was telling de wei about it and he said try it while in velvet dragon la .... lol ... shots... hmm hmm hmm hmm. though i had quite lot of sleep today, i am still feeling tired. and trying to carry on with life and e most i can do now is guard miself against everything.
am hearing a song right now.... wads love??? its should be all about us it should be all about trust....hmmm hmm hmm. just to think back, i have gone through lots of shits and after all, i have learn new lessons... so it is not that bad after all at least i got to learn something new.
am on MC today. i have not even recover every since before kl trip.. omg it is like close to 1 -2 months. wad is wrong with mi body system.???

confuse

i m at a lost , i dun knoe wad to do any more!! someone help mi pls pls help mi... y am i always like a sucker. i got enough of all e shits. i cant take it any more, mentally, emotionally and physically. i just wan to hide in a corner all by miself and cry miself to sleep.just tell mi wad should i do. wad ever i say is always not taken serious. could all those shit be avoided? can it? someone answer mi pls. i need a aim in mi life again. now all i can say is mi life just suck. when will i be able to get up on mi feets again. hiaz..

back to reality

finally all e misunderstanding at work is being settled already. so glad, however there will be manay changes. mark, mi ic will be transfered out and a new ic will be replacing him. Eugene will be transfered out too and he still owe mi, byran and xin ru 38 dollars in total. i sometimes wonder how is he gonna survive alone when he is in another outlet without us buying drink for him... so in funan, it will be only mi , xin ru and bryan. sad sad!!!

tomorrow will be working closing shift so pro will be heading down to e bank with cute cute to create a joint account and than to funan as he starts work at 1 at a shop which is just 6 sec walking distance from mi shop. lol. and after work will be heading to a ktv pub to celebrate eddie's birthday. sunday got to wake up extra early as i will be having a photo shoot with knight ong shi fu lol lol. will be held at central mall though. and after that head down to work at funan again.

cute cute birthday is round e corner. hmmm 3 weeks from now. we decided to book a room at sentosa beach resort 3 days 2 nights.hmmm hmmm hmmm.. muhahahahahaha... took 3 days of no pay leave so i will be able to spend his birthday with him. will pro ask his friends out to chill on his birthday too. hmmmmm...

just got back from training and kind of got mi eyes on a pair of rings. looked nice and best of all, it do not look common though. not like those which all couples will get. hmm hmm.. went down to sentosa on thursday with cute cute which was on mi off day. took quite alot of pics there while chilling out at mi usual fav place.. KM8.. just love that place, as it just have a very peaceful and away from e urban life feeling. but sad to say, heard that they will be closing down at e end of e yr.. SAD SAD..

will pro stop blogging here and head to bed or else i wont be able to wake up.yawns...

here are some outdated photos which have not been posted:

Welcome To My Life

finally i can update mi blog again. was tired from work and shits that was happening recently. backstabbing and everything. who can i trust now? who can i actually put mi trust in now? everyone is just trying to cover thier own ass... i just dun understand, why do people wanna fight to sell hand sets when no many how many they sell, they will still get e fixed full commission. isn't it funny? lol lol.
today a big big incident actually happen to mi. i told a customer e wrong price of e phone. i told him it was $128 but it was $238. zzzzz yap and at e end i had to top up $110 using mi own money. wtf. for a moment i was shock and just did not knoe what to do. and soon i could not control mi emotions and started breaking into tears. funny thing is that i cried till mi lens dropped out from mi eyes. zzzz. i had to run to get solution and force it back into mi eyes. eee i knoe it sounds disgusting though lol. soon i also found out that mi lens was cracked. it had broke at e sides. but wad to do i cant make do without lens so have to just ta han abit before i get mi pay and get a new pair....
recently i have been feeling real down. nothing seems to be going right. i cant take it any more... sometimes, i just wanna be alone. i am just not confident enough in miself. always thinking about e negative issues. cant soneone just assure mi??
sad sad, have not been climbing for e past one week due to e busy schedule and i miss climbing to bits.....

cute cute birthday is round e corner. hmmm hmmm hmmm.....

This Is What The Working World Is All About

this few nights, have been coming back late and stuff so did not have e time to really blog much. many things have been happening at work. first is e commission issue however thank god i am not involve in it at all. other than that, next came e crashing of e laptop. e lap top suddenly just crash and no one wants to own up at all. come on own up and stop getting e whole group into trouble and worst of get our ic mark into big shit. yesterday was mi off day and headed down to sentosa with cute cute to chill however, i recieve a call from mark saying that one speaker was stolen.. wtf... how on earth did e speakers get stolen in e first place. anit they suppose to be alert no matter how much they slack.??? here, this is e worst thing. though mark and i were not at e scene, we too had to play a part by contributing 20 bucks for e speakers. do they even have any shame by asking two people who were not at e shop to share e burden and cost? wadever.. shall stop bitcching about some people here.lets go back to normal life.
have been spending most of mi time with cute cute e past few days. he has found a job and he is back into e mobile industry.these two days was call to attend some training insteading of going to work. oh yes. cute cute and i got another new phone. some nokia phone,6120Classic. same colour too. WHITE and a new pair of watch for casual wear.
this few days many unhappy things had happened. office sits and yesterday just got a big argument with cute cute. i was not understanding enough though. SORRY!! and nw mi results. hiaz i screwed it up. i am now thinking twice on whether to continuing mi studies anot. COnfuse indeed.for half of yesterday i was thinking of this particular question. how do u know how much e other party feels for u? hmmm hard question right. even so if he or her tells u slot or wad so ever, how would u knoe is true? properly it will be a unsolve question... hmm wull pro blog til here for now.

Work Work Work

haven been blogging for a long long time due to working. many things kind of happen at work that kind of stress us out alot. but i took a great break during e weekends. Climb On!! e whole event rocks although it proved that i sucked at climbing though. this yr e shirt looked a bit budget.. lol.. mummy rented a car for mi on fri so i could like drive to tamp instead of like taking public transport that required soooo much more time.
on sat after e competition, cute cute , hakim, a couple of his friends and i went to funeral for a friend concert. OMG it rocks... although at first i got hit elbow and stepped by people. e songs were great and i am gonna get thier cd... after e concert, we headed down to east coast to slack and chit chat.
e next day i had to wake up early in e morning to ferry cute cute ass to tamp for his turn at e competition.his results were pretty good. after e whole comp we headed to somewhere which is near tamp to eat. and after that we headed hm as i had to work e next day.
have been eating alot at work as there was nothing else to do except eating eating and eating. people are finding mi not usual as i am eating so much. but e pro is after eating lunch, i dun eat dinner any more. so wad is wrong??
linkin park is coming to singapore, hope to get free tickets from nokia though as they are part of e concert . will be meeting cute cute after work tomorrow to head to sp to climb and hope to meet up with micheal.
last few days many things had happened and those things made mi realised y is it important to trust someone. but at e same time e other party should at least give some assurance...
is it mi or not that i am just oversensitive about things. pro i just get jealous too easily.
will blog till here..
check out this video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zf4EZtY5Zm8

Sick Once again

haven been blogging for a long long time due to e lack of time as i am working full time at nokia now. was posted to funan and that place is fun. people there are nice and e manager too. after coming back from malaysia, i kind of fell sick again. lost mi voice and now down with a flu. yesterday i spend mi off day helping mark with his car repair as he did not had e time to do it. lol. thanks to cute cute, i actually got into e parking lot a few times successfully. e car that he drove was bit dif from normal cars. it was a subaru TS. which means is a all wheel drive thus e turning is dif. tomorrow and sunday will be on leave again. Climb On... it will be held at near tap mrt. hope to get e car so it wont be so troublesome for us to travel up and down. after that will be heading hm first before heading for funeral for a friend concert. will blog till here for now as i have to get ready for work.

DRIVING

Auto Suck Manual Rocks

I Am Back!!!

i am back from kl, but i dun feel happy at all. i miss kl, camp5 ,swiss in, and everyone. i miss walking from hotel to some shops to eat in e middle of e night and cracking lame jokes as we walk.
camp5 just rocks. it is big and there are lots of different walls and different routes to try out. top rope, lead climbing, bouldering etc...sad to say, i only tried bouldering,lead climbing and top rope. it was FUN... e first day of camp 5, i tried out top ropes first. yes i am afraid of heights. imaging, after chalking mi hands while climbing, it is still wet. even when i am not climbing and just looking up or down, mi hands will start to water. after doing e high walls, i went to boulder. i admit i just suck at climbing high wall man, mi endurance is SHIT...no stamina at all.
on e second day of e trip, all of us were too lazy and tired to even climb so the whole day wad we did was to sleep slack sleep slack sleep. one day wasted.
third day of e trip aka second day at camp 5, i tried auto belay and still continued to boulder.
third day at camp 5, after much encouragement from e gals, i finally tried out mi first route in lead climbing. it really did project itself very scary as some of them like bert, actually injured themself cause they did not clip properly. and also wad i was scared that was, mi climbing is not up to standard yet .... but who cares? evenually i tried it. damm this require even more energy and stamina than top rope man. i was like sweating like a pig wheni finished e route. even fell asleep while recharging mi energy before i boulder.
realised, during this trip, i tried routes that i did not even thought of trying in e past or even ever thought i could do it. love camp5 i would not think twice if someone were to ask mi along to kl man lol lol.
wanted to get a pair of yoga pants from e pro shop but firstly, it did not have mi size, it was too big. secondly, i found out from cute cute that he bought it for his ex gal friend. i was like -_- lol...
end up, i did not buy anything at all except a chalk ball.
besides climbing, i also went shopping. bought alot of things, tops, hypertune mag, undies,slipper, skirt and black pants and not to forget a necklace which is e same as cute cute...
felt bit disappointed that i was not able to go back with e rest of e group to singapore instead, cute cute parents came to pick us up in e morning.
and not to forget, i came back with lots of minor injuries. on mi knee leg hands fingers.... lol lol. i have taken leave for sat and sun for climb on competition. but lol i am still considering. mi mind was set till cute cute told mi i had to take part in open category as e novice is full. arrrrrr.. damm damm damm. any way i am just going there to gain experience and not win. like how on earth to? lol lol. will up load some pics of e trip another day maybe tomorrow.

Everything is Changing

there is still 2 more days till i will be in KL with cute cute 24/7. it will officially e first time that i will be travelling without mi parents... NOOB right? lol haven even packed mi bag yet. have been busy with work and have to finish 3 days work within 2 days. hope i will be able to do it though. took e work hm to finish and e rest i will have to finish it in work as it requires e computer in e office. would pro have to work ot till super later tomorrow, till i get all e work done. hope when i am in malaysia, i wont waste mi time not able to do routes.
am still wondering whether to just take a cab down to golden mile or meet cute cute at his hm and his mum will fetch us down. hmmm hmmm hmmm.
have been having head ache , tummy cramp and giddiness today. hmm due to ...........!!! hope all this shit will be gone by e time i go malaysia. will be away from tuesday to sunday. will start work at nokia officially on e wed. got posted to funan. means will be working with mark...DA GE..
2 days back, on fri. met cute cute for lunch and after work i went hm to see e doc for a check up and after that jason came to pick mi and sent mi to sp. haven been climbing on wed and fri due to being sick. down with a terrible flu. on sat cute cute and i headed down to aunty jenny to get mi nails done and after that we did a mini shopping. we end up buying same ear studs, he bought his cross chain and chalk for climbing.
did not meet him today although we were suppose to meet as he was to help mi with mi work. but due to some change in last min plans, we did not meet. not sure yet on will we be meeting tomorrow anot for lunch.
will stop here have to continue mi work.

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3 More Days To KL Malaysia
[Malaysia Truely Asia]

Last Day At Credit Suisse

finally, today is mi last day at credit suisse. no more indexing and looking at documents which half of the things i dunb knoe what it is all about!!yeppie!! however, it also means i wont be working with cute cute any more!=( no one to disturb mi when i am falling asleep or bored at work. so from tomorrow onwards, i will have be independant already..... tomorrow will be a new start at fuji xerox. instead of heading down to e office tomorrow at fuji xerox tower, will be heading to hyatt hotel instead. will be attched there for 2 days due to some product show which is organised by them. love working in product show, as u can get to interact with customers and get to see dif dif types of weird and funny people, their actions and behaviours. this time, mi boss appointed mi to be at e reception. STRESS.. lol.. and worst i am incharge of e laptop. that means, i have to get e business cards for e clients and key in and try to look for thier record in e comp. it sounds easy right? yes it is not that dif but e pro only comes in when there are a crowd waiting to get thier name sign in and u just cant find e record of e first client. lol. e timing to report there is abit shitty though. 8 O'CLOCK in morning. was telling mi mum that, y not she just book a room in hyatt for mi to stay over so i wont be late e next day. lol. although she was not so crazy to do that, she offered to pay for mi cab from hm to hyatt for both days.
today i will be only working half day, as i have to reach nokia office at 3 to sign some contract. got some doubts to clarify with them. when mi nokia job start, i will only need to report work at either at 10.30am or 12pm but i will have to work till 6.30pm or 8pm.
went to sp yesterday and climb, however there were not much people there think it is because it was e exam period. climb with prajakta.. finished 2 routes that cute cute gave mi, one from last week and one new one. actually it was 3 routes altogether, and one more route that i created.see when u are in e good mood, u will tend to climg better. lol i was complaining to cute cute that mi route is kind of stupid, but he said that no route is stupid as long u can finish it. though i was sick yesterday, it did not restrict mi from climbing. mi daddy came to fetch mi and cute cute from school, home. when i reached hm, found out that i was running a fever......
got to get back to work now. dun wanna get shack on mi last day at work...lol

Losing My Way

woke up real early this morning at around 7.15 in e morning to fetch mi dad to e ferry terminal to his work place. after fetching him there, head down to where i use to stay to have breakfast at e market there. e food still rocks. good food with a cheap price. after eating finally could head hm to get some rest before i had to get up to bathe tigar and bathe miself and head to fetch mi dad back. went to mi grand dad hm to visit mi great grand mother and grand father (father's side) and had mi lunch over there, had lor mee.yummy.
head back hm at about 2 plus and rest again before i head to fetch cute cute together with mi mum. head down to mazda showroom and suzuki show room. had mi eyes on 2 cars, mazda 3 sp 1.6 and suzuki swift sports.e dif is that one is manual and one is auto. mi mum likes e madza but it is auto.. hmm.hmm. on our way to pandan cres, i forgot e way and did not print out e directions for it, and as usual got scolded again. hiaz hiaz. after seeing e cars, i went to mi e other grandparents hm to have mi dinner.
i am having some major attitude pro and mood swing. dun able to torlerate things as much as last time. i hope it is only for a short period of time though.
tomorrow is a day back to work. hmm how boring can it be in life? as for climbing, i still am interested in climbing but am getting sick and tired of pushing miself and not seeing any results. in simple words i suck at it. ya i knoe i dun do all e hand exercises and stuff... there is nothing that i am good at or infact NOTHING... mi self esteem is totally gone. i cant do it CANT!! i am going to give mi last shot again hoping that it will help this time. but i am not gonna pint too much hope on miself any more. e higher e hope i have, e higher e disappointment i will get.
think i am falling sick soon,been sneezing for e whole day and mi nose have been watering. having bad sorethroat as well. will to get well before e kl trip as i dun wanna be a sick duck on e way to kl. lol lol.
think will blog till here for now.

Another wet cold weather

wow !! today's weather was siok !! slept till 12 plus 1 in e afternoon lol. at around 10 plus mummy opened e door and let tigar in e room and yap he took half of mi bed. it was raining so he is naturally scared of e thunder. after a good night sleep, i felt so much betterafter wad happened yesterday.
mumy cooked lunch today so i end up lunching at hm and around 4 plus will be heading down to e ford and peugeot show room to pick up and look at e cars before deciding wad car will we settle down for. yap i ain't gonna get mi fav wrx any more. SAD SAD SAD!!! =( doubt i will have e ability to control e car yet, and dun wanna mi parents to get worried. so i will just settle either a ford focus 1.6 5 dr manual or a peugeot 1.6 5 dr auto. ya i knoe it suck to get a auto but , peugeot 307 dun come in manual. i actually log on e website to check out how it look like and i kind of fell in love with it. is a simple yet elegent yet sporty car. nv in mi life did i ever thought of getting a car with a hatch back.
after work yesterday, cute cute and i did nt head down to sp to climb although by right we were suppose to. we headed to his hm instead. same old mi, i fell asleep. lol. showered and felt so much more refresh. after that we headed down to clementi to meet hatta, hakim and bert (that one who looks like edison) lol think when cute cute see this, he will be pro laughing his ass off. still remembered, there was once i text him that bert look like edison chen, and he told mi hatta and him were like laughing his ass off. lol lol.
was bored so decided to look through some blogs. cam across one, e owner is a guy but his blog was pink. omg . mi jaw dropped when i saw it. if a gal like mi can dun really favour pink, wad more a guy?
i am starting to miss sec school life, e stress compared to now is nothing at all. all we had to do is to get our ass of e bed and head down to school everyday. there is a standard uniform to wear so u can even close both of ur eyes in e morning to wear ur clothes as u dun even need to choose. Now, u have to choose wad u wanna wear to school every day. might be going back to sec school on teachers' day. hmm but when is it? can someone just refresh mi memory by dropping mi a tag telling mi?
my singtel bill came yesterday and it was like 68 dollars. lol yap pao again!!! but not too bad this time compared to mi starhub bill which pao at 389 dollars. thats is y people always say, during e start of a relationship, it is always e sweetest and it is also e highest in e hp bill. lol lol.
finally , there is 2 days for mi to recharge mi energy before i head back to work on monday again.
i MISS manyun. it have been ages since i last sit down with her at tcc or sake to chat. man man if u are seeing this, I MISS U.. lol lol. i also wanna go K box!! IVY when when when?? Friday??
after advance diploma, everyone have gone their own way. kenneth and nat started work dun knoe where, msg him also dun knoe how to reply one. hua yu, going to start degree. man man still jobless but partime at 5 star working. Bing, wokring at k box i think or going army as well. And mi?, also working!! as for diploma, danny is working, this time selling guess watches. eric, working in a bank i think standrad charter. chris, chris where are you? i suppose as usual drinking lol. sherman aka puching, in army. wei yang, in army (police) too. peh, betting on his football matches. tommy, have no idea wad is he doing now. lol.
will blog till here first, need to get ready to go out.

Friday Rainy Wet Day

just arrived at work. was suppose to reach work at 8.30 every morning but today had some problems so only came to work at 2pm. met cute cute first than we headed over to marina square for lunch. Long John. yummy chrispy Shrimps. my Fav. this few days have been hearing lots and lots of people getting sick and stuff. cute cute is sick as well. subborn too. ask him wear jacket but at first be did not wanted to listen.
was at hm this morning and looking for mi pair of jeans, but could not find any as all of them were sent to wash. damm finally i found one pair of jeans which i always wear when i was in sec 2. lol .. yuck hate wearing jeans which is above e hip. felt so uncomfortable. hope to get mi pay next week as i am currently broke like crap. still need to buy quite alot of stuff for e malaysia trip. omg so many things. next week thursday will have to attend a training by nokia again. it has beenages since i last went for training.
now i am enjoying a hot english breakfast tea with milk and blogging. tonight doubt we will be going climbing. e most, we will do is head down to sp and slack in e gym.
sometimes i wonder whether am i really not cut out for climbing??? hiaz. finally tomorrow is saturday. i would be able to sleep till e sun set also no problem. hope to climb tomorrow if possible.
there is still a week and a half to wait before e KL trip. cause of this trip, i have costed lots of inconvinience for lots of people. suprisingly, mi dad is ok with mi going malaysia. lol lol. there is nothing to do . i am bored. in fact there are alot of things to do and i dun feel like working anymore. working sucks except for e money nothing else is attractive. have to go back to work so i shall just stop here.

Everything is Changing

hmm wad do i have to blog about today? now is current after work and i am still in office as i am waiting for cute cute to come back before we can head down to Jurong East to meet melvin and kor kor to catch The Simpsons. finally i get to watch simpsons. currently he is still at e interview place. all e best !! i do hope he get selected for e job as i knoe he will enjoy there more than working here just like how i would enjoy working in nokia. hmm hmmm hope to get posted in either suntec or funan as, it wont be so ma fun as in to change train here and there.

today i have been very cranky. have no idea y just that i dun really feel like talking at all. WHY?? to mi, mi life seem to have changed. hiaz. it is hard to explain... nothing have been going right except e fact that i pass i tp on mi first try and that is wad i really wanted. other than that nothing is going right. there are more quarrels with everyone. wad am i thinking.... i just need a life and a simple and happy life you knoe.!! okok i shall stop blogging about those emo shit.

went for a 2 hour lunch break with cute cute this afternoon. went to take neo print and wa la, we took 2 .. it kind of got us broke lol. lol. so after work i will be heading down to collect e neo print as it had some pro in printing .... will try to post it as well. think shall just blog till here but before i end this post , i would like to thank man man and ivy for being there when i needed them especially man man thankz gals.

Pass Or Fail

just came back to bbdc. hmm how do i even express how i am feeling now? lol e thing that i have been waiting for sooo long have finally came!!! yes mi driving licence lol with 16 points. who cares how many points i got as long i passed. lol lol
.. omg i am soo happy that when e tester told mi that i pass, i was smiling from ear to ear. e past few days i was in doubt whether i was able to pass it on e first time anot as many people of mi age actually fail it a few times before they passed it. OVERJOYED is currently spelled on mi forehead. i would like to thank all e people who encouraged mi before mi test like kor kor, jason, my mum, even my grandmother. and a big THANK YOU to cute cute. and not to forget mi veru own kor kor mic. lol chin chow!!. oh my he is going kill mi if he sees this. lol lol. just got hm after rushing here and there, as i did not got ready enough cash and e stupid passport photo.
still feeling bit sick now though due to mi passing i felt a bit better. will be headed down to cute cute working place to meet him and down to sp to climb yeh.. CLIMB. time do flies, still remember when i first started driving, i kept stepping on e brakes like no ones bussiness as if it owed mi money but now a few months passed, i got mi licence. how long was it. hmmmm 5 months and 8 days. wow. wow. wow. cute cute and i will be spending our 3 rd month in kl. isn't that cool. lol . things have been going quite smoothly for us and mi. however there is one sucker or mother fucker who kept using mi name to tag at cute cute blog. wad e hell is he proving? lol who is he? all i can say is that he is only making a fool out of himself. it only prove how childish and how "well" his parents actually brought him up. who cares about him. he has just proved that he is just one childish useless lifeless KID who is trying to find a life from other peoples' life. lol. gtg or else i am going to be late.

Bike Licence

Omg just came back from driving lessons. was talking to mr pang who is mi driving instructor about motor bike. he urge mi to get mi motor bike licence too. omg .. i kept telling him that i will not be able to stand or even reach e floor lol. he actually went to pull a bike and ask mi to sit on it and try. wow . actually i could reach e floor.. lol. after sitting on e bike, i was abit gian to get mi bike licence too. but if i get it, i will pro get it without mi parent consent. lol. omg it rocks. bike is more affordable and it is fun and more exciting when u do cornering. BUT. there will always be e dangerous part of it. hmmm. will consentrate on getting mi car licence first than focus on mi bike licence. when cute cute see this podt, he will tel mi that he wanna tke his bike licence.. lol.. lol..
last night, mic de wei melvin cute cute and i went to catch Rush Hour 3. it was a good show. i give it 4 out of 5. funny and entertaining .soon, i will be in nokia. i prefer slaes job more to office work as i will get to meet more people and really gain experience from there which i need if i wanna work as a PR.not much to blog this few days though. so shall stop here.

Back to Work

Is a friday and i am at work now. today is a dress down day that means, i am in jeans and shirt now. feel so relax compared to e stupid office wear that i have to wear from mon to fri. woke up yesterday early, had tuition and met cute cute to head down to far east to remove mi ingrowth. if i had a choice, i would rather stay at hm instead of going out on national day. before heading to far east, since aunty jenny called and ask was it possible to go at 6.30 instead, he and i head down to marina square to get our puma bag for will play a part in our malaysia trip. oh yes how can i forget to mention about mi new phone. LOVE IT. it rocks. at least compared to k800i , it is not as common. i dun see like 7 out of 10 people carry this phone on e train or on e streets. evrything thing is perfect from e plastic cover to e phone colour BUT there is still sort of one thing, e memory card. waiting for cute cute to buy it from his friend as he can get it at a cheaper price. having a finance exam tomorrow, so i wont be climbing today. SAD. SAD. i will only be able to climb tomorrow after 3 plus which is after mi driving. hope to catch simpsons on sunday after driving as well heard it was a good show. hmm wad else have i to get. mi heels, adidas small bag, flats for work, clothes.... i am taking half day leave today as i have to go driving. haven been driving for a month, think i have forgotten all e things i have to remember.
same bag, same watch, same hp, same ear-ring, same hp strip, same hp pouch, same chalk bag, same climbing shoe bag... wad else is coming up..?? lol
now cute cute is in a another part of e office doing swift copy and i am here slacking away like no ones business. oh yes, cute cute and i got a pair of similar hp numbers. lol just a difference in one no. an important date of mine is nearing. i am feeling nervious. super nervious.. i have waited long infact super long for this event.
weird, yesterday mi dad suddenly ask mi, when is ur tp?? than i was like HUH.?? cause all along he was quite against mi taking driving.he said once that i will be a rackless and dangerous driver. like as if!! was looking through e internet, checking for e prices of oriantial and marina mandrine. i was thinkign of booking a room for new day day so we can view e fire works in a more cosy area instead of having to sqeeze with e crowd. however e final prices of it is not out yet and they can advice mi on wad type of rooms to book so that i can get a good view of e fire works. will be onleave on monday. yeh finally there is a day i can sleep till at least 12 noon. a long break for mi to rest and recharged miself... will stop till here,have to get back to work.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oDNkLM2aK-g

Good Sunny Day

Same Phone. Same Slippers. Same Bag. Same Ear-ring. Same Watch. Same Chalk Bag.
wad else?? more to come as e cash comes

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

EmO eMo EmO eMo

just got back from lunch break. have a pretty late breakfast so as for lunch, cute cute and i ended up walking to suntec to submit his application form to adidas and after that we walked around. there is sooo many things i wanna get. clothes, shoes,bags,water bottle.... etc..... but it is time for mi to control mi spending as i will need it more in malaysia.
finally i got a new watch. haven got a new watch since chinese new yr. love this watch though it is bit too big for mi. recieve a call from nokia yesterday and they said they will be offering mi a job. as for e price it is quite good as i am not planning to work long there as i wanna go back to studying. will post a photo of e watches when i get hm and hopefully get e time to do it. was not suppose to climb today but due to some changes, yippie , i am able to climb tonight.as least that is one good news i got this morning. think i am falling sick. woke up with terrible head ache and decided to just stay on e bed till i feel better to head to e toilet and wash up and get ready for work. i did not even bother not to choose wad to wear this morning. just took wad ever that was in mi closet. that is y i look so aunty today with e stupid specs. when i left e hm it is close to 8 o clock already so i decided to take a cab down instead. since clementi was on e way, detour there to pick cute cute up and head down to work together. guess how much e cab fare cost! $20.60 .. OMG.. lol think can take from mi hm to orchard and take back hm.
looking forward to malaysia trip.. just need to get away from all e stressful shit in singapore. it seems that everything is not going right for mi. is it mi or wad? always hear people say life suck life suck, but are they doing anything about it to improve situation. cause i am definately not. wad can i do ?? these two days i have been very emo. not smiling and laughing as much, not craping and laming as much too. just wanna keep to miself and stay away from e crowd. i hope soon i will be better. cause i dun wanna be labelled as a emo child.
damm just recieve a msg form ivy saying that mi batch lots of failure for econs nad those who pass only had Cs and Ds. i just pray i get a D i also happy already. really dun wanna fail man. wad a bad news for e day. lots of major activities are coming up that cause mi to get pretty gan jiong (nervous)... omg omg omg omg omg. yap OMG.!!! will be starting mi nokia job on e 4 of sep. one day after coming back from malaysia. hope i will get posted to either wisma or funan. as sale at these two places will be better. lol but seriously who cares? i will be getting e full commission even whether i sell any phone or not. lol.when i start e job, i will have very little time to do things i wanna do.. but for climbing, no matter how busy i am, i will definately dig out for it. i wanna mi phone...!!! damm have to wait till fri before i can get mi hands on it and start using it. i just realised someone in mi diploma class is working in e same company as mi. lol wad a small world. if i am not wrong, his name is Edwin.. also known as e brainy guy of e class for business law. thought he was still studying... hahahaha.
I NEED A BREAK.... MALAYSIA...
will blog till here for now got to get back to work as i was indexing half way. lol

Tuesday Yawny Morning

i wonder how those working adults can endure years and years of sitting in front of the computer doing the same old thing over and over again and again. i have been in work for close to 2 weeks already and it is not fun at all. u have to wake up at 6.15 in e morning, get ready and wash up. squeeze with e morning crowd and when you reach work, u have to settle down and start doing ur work. after work if it is a mon, wed or fri, i will go to sp to climb till 10 and by the tim ei reach hm it will be close to 12. than i will pack mi things bathe change and by e time i sleep, it will be 1. the next day, e same routine over and over again. have been sitting in front in front of the computer doing mi work and have yawn close to 20 times since i started on mi work.

another one hour plus till it is lunch time. yappie. lol wadever!!! will be going for luch as usual with cute cute and we will be buying the watch today. lol lol .. finally i am able to get mi hands on shopping again. have been saving money e past few days so bit budget. cause i have to get lots of things for e trip. might be just doing OT today so that i will be able to earn more and spend more lolol muahahahahaha. wow.. lol lol .. i think i am turning nuts and crazy. too much indexing.

oh yes! yesterday was mi interview with nokia. two people interviewed mi . Hazal and kelvin. kelvin sounded very nice and friendly however on e other hand, hazal sounded more bitchy during e interview. both pf them are quite nice. but hazal dun look very please with mi performance and e way i present miself and also maybe because i was late.OPPZ. yap LATE.. any way, if i get e job than good for mi but if i dun just look for another job lo. lol nothing to be worried about as i am still young. lol. after the inteview, i went over to Ultrex that is also known as URL.to hand zhen lin mi time sheet. stayed there for a while to charge mi handphone and chatted with zhenlin and cogin before i headed back to office again. after work, we went climbing at sp. wow just love yesterday. i was able to finish e routes that hatta and cute cute gave mi. maybe cause they gave mi a easier ruotes so i was able to complete it. mi fingers are aching and abit swollen. mi finger joints are not straight anymore. but who cares, i enjoy climbing i dun mind sacrificing for it. the date of e malaysia trip have been changed to 28Aug-2Sep. thought i would not be able to go. but yes i am going. Rachel, Ayuni,Aisha,Nura if u gals are reading this. this msg is for u .. COME ON GALS, GO MALAYSIA, ONCE IN A LIFE TIME TO GO WITH YOUR FRIENDS!!.. lol cause i doubt there will be many gals going... After climbing, we went to clementi to eat. and after that, mummy came to fetch mi from there. excited.. will be going to get e same Puma Bag as cute cute, same 25 hrs watch, just that miis e female design and his is e male one. oh yes, did i mention that i sold mi k800i. i knoe alot of people will think i am crazy to do that as it has a 3.2 mega pixal cyber shoot camera and bla bla bla bla. but too bad i sold it and ordered another phone.S500i . it is more of a bimbo phone which does not have any major functions besides a 2 mega pixal camera. 2 G phone. but e more i look at it, e more i like it. heard from kelvin's friend that e phone's no 1 keypad will break into 2 . lol??? so i shall just properbly take a gamble to get e phone. thats mi , a person who likes to take risks. sad i have no phone on mi now. using mi company's phone Nokia 6300. hiaz hiaz hiaz have to wait till fri till i can get e phone as we ordered it cause it is out of stock. cant climb on wed and fri hiaz. got a finance paper on sat morning.will blog till here, got to get back to work or else they will shack mi lo.. e pics below are e phone look like!

Picture Taken During Cherry Mobile Road Show

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working now as usual and it is boring and tiring. got a call from vanessa this morning, the person who are in incharge of e part timers. she wanted mi to help her work today at marina as she was having rashes. but i had mine own work to attend. lol later found out angeline took over e job.
as usual went to work early ine morning ... was early so i walked super slowly back to e office, bought bread talk for breakfast and walked all e way to marina to get starbucks. yummy. had a change in craving today so i decided to get vanilla latte instead. it was yummy.! reach office started indexing like siao.. hmm wonder why do i even index so fast for? not as if each i have a target to hit than when i hit it, i will get commission. lol stupid right!today is dress down day. but i wore dress with a black polo tee. wanted to wear jeans but karen said we could not wear. so i did not dare to wear. for next fri , i am going to FUCK CARE... damm stupid wonder y she give e wrong info..? dammdammdamm!! work ot till 9 plus yesterday,yap could claim cab fare and dinner allowance. having mi mini self declare break now. relaxing and slacking away.i am hungry again. due to all e energy i use in indexing.. i miss mi afternoon nap.. i miss hibernating.
hopefully they dun change e date of going malaysia to this month. or else cute cute and i would not be able to make it. sian. i am looking forward to it though. after having lunch at marina square, we window shopped awhile before heading back to e office. caught mi eye on a adidas small bag for makeup and a Gola BIG BIG bag. wow!!! when i get mine pay , i will pro be getting e big bag, small bag, 25 hrs watch, sonyericsson s500 and some singlet and running shorts for climbing and settel mi bill. dammm i am going broke or infact i am broke. e way i am buying things , is like as if i am getting thousands of dollars. but infact for this month will be only getting 121 bucks. lol as i only worked two days before i submitted mi time sheet. hmm will pro save day by day allowance and e money mi garndparents give mi. maybe save 10 bucks per day. possible??? lol lol .have no idea where to go after today's OT. might be staying for OT for a while than go off to some where it is more relaxing. time does flies when u are working and have alot of things to do. i did not even knoe it was like 5.30 already. no wonder everyone is starting to leave e office. YAWNZ i am tired. very tired. will be taking time off on monday to go for nokia interview. hope it will go smoothly. will have to bring mi application form, resume and certs along..
hmm i admit i am getting attitude this few days. dun knoe y ? get aggitated very easily too. wad is wrong with mi.. i am feeling super pressured by e cash out flow. got e urge to work on weekends and give tuition too. but if i do that i wont be able to spend time with him. how how how??? y cant cash come in and go out smoothly?? WHY WHY WHY???
will blog till here today..

Error! Error! Error!

yap i am in office blogging again lol .since yesterday i have been trying to generate one stupid file which consist of 27 data. and guess wad? i did e smae file over and over for 3 times. and it still appear to have error. this did really spoiled mi mood for yesterday!!!! asfor today, i tried again thinking that as i succeed in generating other files, i woul dbe able to do this as welll. but when i tried to save, it can out error! FUCK!!! it is gone once again!!! 4th tiime omg... SHIT!!! feel like just tearing e damm set of papers.
have been having a terrible head ache since e time i woke up. went to dover to meet cute cute and headed to work together! feel hungry now! very hungry.. having tummy pain and head ache and bit giddy too. i am so restless.!!! now cute cute is away doing swiss copy!! and i am here rotting doing some stupid indexing.lots of work to do today so i will pro be working OT tonight.
looking forward to go malaysia to climb.. wow.. only drank milo in e morning when i reach office!! yawns .. i am so tired.. yesterday went to sp to climb. it was shit !!! i am not able to do anything at all... crap... I DID NOT IMPROVE!!starting to get more and more impatient with miself already! y cant i do things or routes or moves which others can? hia.. WEAK!!! damm it. during luch time yesterday, cute cute and i went to line up for donuts as i was craving for it. i was pretty shock as all e long. when i ask him to queue with mi, he will scold mi siao!! ya SIAO..but suprising... yesterday he queued with mi!!! lol yummy we bought half a dozen to ourself and half a dozen for e office and e reat 2 dozen, we helpped people to buy. we also bought one extra glazed to enjoy while rushing back to e office. lol YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY...
will be heading down to marina square later for lunch and at e same time look at shoes!! yap wanna get another covered shoes as it will look better with office pants and i cant wear open toe shoes for e time being as one of mi toe nail broke. lol it was actually broken half way already. hmm wonder will nokia take mi in for full time? as i really need a job to keep mi going. if they reject mi, where am i going to work? there is still 45 mins more before i can have mi lunch. am starving like no ones business. have been skipping meals thus stupid gastric is back. even now if i eat i will still get gastric. PAIN PAIN PAIN. cute cute is just behind mi doing some stupid scanning and mi? i am just happily blogging away although mi boss is just next to mi! lol like who cares ? i did mi work.lol.
will be having mi finance sub paper next sat. sianz back to studying. crappy. yucky. and after that, i will be free. at least for a while before i get back to school for degree. talking bout going back to school, it suddenly reminded mi of cute cute NS. when he goes in NS, i will be going school going out with friends. no more going out with him ... only on weekends, hopefully that he would not be tired to go out! Finally tomorrow is fri. will be dress down day. hello jeans 3/4 and short skirts and short dresses. good bye formal wear. lol lol. will blog till here for now.

During Office Hours

lol. now i am in e office and blogging away. waiting for cute cute to finish his scanning so we can head down to eat. hungry...did not eat breakfast for 2 days already! HUNGRY!! since there is nothing to do, shall just blog some not so intersting things about yesterday happening! Went to working in e morning e crowd was madness !! hate e morning crowd !!! went to work than after that went to climb asia to get our chalk bag. got 2 one for mi and one for cute cute! will post a pic of it when i get hm and got e time! when i was working for nokia, met 3 other new promotors. we took a group pic will also pro post it when i get hm..
yesterday was a night mare! i haven been so stress out at work before. i could not actually control mi emotions that i had to rush down to e smoking area and just have some time to miself... hmm.. at times i will feel super useless as there is nothing i can do well in! climbing hiaz.. when will i improve?? it seems i have not progress at all. was suppose to meet hua yu man man and nat and kenneth for supper but e timing that they were meeting was too late for mi. i still have to wake up at 6 plus in e morning yawnzz. went climbing at SP yesterday. WOW shiok.. especially when i start getting blister again lol lol lol..
mi climbing shoes are getting very extremly tight. maybe cause mi toes are swollen!!
have to wear office wear to office everyday !! it is so stuffy in it. i miss e times when i can just wear berms and t shirt... looking forward to e weekends, as i will be able to sleep later and slack mi way through e days.
Am rather broke this few days and for e next months or so. have to settle mi starhub bill as i still owe them money.. hiaz. wanna take up e climbing courses but at e same time i wanna get e tights from climb asia.
yesterday while climbing, cute cute tore his finger skin.. PAIN!!! there was blood too.. omg!! all i could do is to stand there gong gong dont knoe wad to do. i realised everytime when he is down or sad or in e bad mood, i will not be able to comfort him or cheer him up. or maybe rather he will be able to confide in his friends better! hmm than wad is mi role???
any way IVY if u are reading this, this msg is for u... I WANNA DONUTS... hot DOnuts.... can i get one dozen?? lol lol
will be taking time off on monday and heading down to nokia for an interview for e full time job.hmm will i get e job?? i dun knoe lol lol
product show is round e corner! just love to work in product show as u will get to meet alot of different types of people there!!
will blog till here and head for luch maybe will be blogging later if i have nothing else to complete!

Exams Are OVER

GOOD MORNING!!! Finally exams of mi final module of advance diploma are OVER!! i repeat OVER...(erm actually not quite over though lol still have a finace paper in after national day lol. will be taking e sub paper as during that time of e exam, i had an asthma attack. yap i am very prone to it. i do shortness of breath every now and than without anyone knoeing so SHHH. lol . BUT it is not going to stop mi from doing things and sports i wanna do.) if i pass all of these papers means i can proceed to e degree level (yr 2). went through lots of stress e pass 1 week i got to say! and finally is over. am suppose to work at cherry mobile today, and by right i was suppose to start work at 11 but due to mi blurness, i tought it was at 10 and i got ass off e bed at 8.15 and got ready and changed by 8.50. omg i just wasted 1 hour of mi precious sleeping time.damm.. after exams yesterday, kenneth, hua yu , nat , man man and i took quite a few pic as it was officially e last day of school.that means after yesterday, we wont be in e same class again joking crapping lame jokes, playying around in class anymore. suppose only man man and i are going to take e degree ,marketing program. gonna miss u guys and e good and bad times we have together.it suddenly makes mi think about mi pri school, when it was e last day of p6. all of us cried like there was no tomorrow. lol. as for secondary school, i was not so attach to e school and class, so it was not so emotional though.will post up e pics. after that man man and i took e mrt together, i got off at city hall and i dun knoe where she got off lol. i headed over to marina and met cute cute to get mi pants. will be working at e same office with cute cute from mon onwards. will have to dress in office wear. hate e stupid idea cause due to mi being very small size, when i dress in office, i look like a kid in thier parents office wear. will try to post a pis up as well for that.after getting mi pants, we headed over to wisma. while walking along city link, a pair of charles and keith shoes.wow it look comfi though.. thankz claudia for entertaining mi request and getting mi nokia6300 as it is slim enough for mi to just carry around without thinking twice. i rather carry a slim and simple phone that one stupid N95 which is sooo big and bulky... after taking and buying everything i had, cute cute and i headed to e new open climb asia. had our eyes on a chalk bag, got e person to reserve it so we can head down on mon to get it after work. lol. yap we will getting e same chalk bag. since there were lots of people there, we change directions and headed back to sp. getting mi legs cramp up in that small shoes, getting blister and chalk all over mi. The feeling is SHIOK man. lol BUT still could not finish e route.. hiaz..YYYYYYY..there will be a malaysia trip planned ,properbly around september time and e trip is maining going there to climb. wow lol . will be 20 plus of 30 plus people going i think. 220 for transport, lodging and for e climbing there. however expenses will be on ourselves. gonna work now as hard as i can to earn lol. haha. will pro have to apply leave. omg feel so bad even before i start nokia, i have to apply leave already.. lol (BAD impression). it will be lots of us giong together, so it will be safety and suprising mi mum agreed on it. lol. still have one hour more till i will leave mi hm for work. omg how blur can i be.??? lol.. was talking to ivy last night and advicing her over some relationship issues, sorry ivy if i was too hush in e words or e way i spoke. just wanted to tell u, y do u wanna put ur self to that level and bother about her for. do u wanna be labelled as crazy woman just like how we label her?? think cute cute will be only looking for mi for dinner. hmm hmm hmm yawns . lack of sleep and food. have not been eating well yesterday. there was a major war in mi tummy yesterday. (gastric VS cramps) wonder who won though lol?? kk wadever stop e crap jas.. !!! lol felt better today. think there is some haze in e air today. this is also one factor that will trigger mi breathing problems! stupid haze!

will be cute cute and mi 2 months together in 1 day time which is tomorrow. and i will be working at e place we first met. lol but e only difference now is that no more cute cute working with mi and going breaks with mi no more him looking down from 4 story will not be able to check with him on some specs of phones any more.lol.. time flys...lol.. lol mi TP driving test is round e corner. got to start practicing and correct all mi errors and be "zhia" at it. pray hard i will pass e first time though. so it will be more convinient for cute cute and i when we go out during unfavourable weathers and when we go chalet and when we go climbing, we wont have to walk all e way to take mrt or bus.!!! think will pro stop here for e day!

*ps: will upload e pics another time, as blogger in currently down. thus i cant upload any pics.

Meaningful Songs

These 3 chinese songs are my favourite when it comes to k box and emoing!
The lyrics brings alot of meanings.. that is one thing nice about chinese songs!

叶子
叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你

非你莫属
懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦懂
得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
看那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇迹
哦我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚

背叛
雨
不停落下来
花怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀
爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块
就不精采
紧紧相依的心如何
say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡
今后都不管
只要你能愉快
有一句感慨
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在
心

SORRY i am moody today

today woke up 12 after cute cute call mi for 13 times. he said he gave mi that many miss call to wake mi up to meet him for lunch. hmm was feeling super moody today. lost of appetite. gastric relapse.. omg so many pro during exam times. hmm any way sorry cute cute... i was super moody and not as cheerful today. rush down to marina and met him and went for lunch. went to G2000 to take a look at e office pants. hmm will be buying 2 tomorrow. reserved it at marina already. after all of that cute cute went back to work and i head home..
will blog till here for now as i do not have e mood to blog for today.
Friday- Climbing and Exams and Collect HP from Wisma and buy Pants
Saturday ----> Working at West Mall (Nokia)
Sunday -----> Working at West Mall (Nokia)
Monday-Friday -----> Working at Credit Swiss Bank
Tuesday (afterwork) -----> Nokia Training at Marriott

2 Down 1 More To Go

finally, 2 papers down but sad to say 1 more HR paper to go. woke up at 9.30 today to study e last bit of mi pom. while i was studying i caught tigar resting his head on mi pillow and falling asleep.lol. will post e pick below. slack abit at hm and study and than head off to school. manman bought mi lor mee from bukit brumai. yummy the lor mee there rocks. have been eating there since i was a kid, as mi grand parents stay near there.after eating continuing to study. this time nothing went in and was feeling soooooo stresss. think i haven felt so stress for a long long time.i became very gan chiong. lol as nothing is going into mi head . it was all blank. finally drag till 2.55 till hua yu, bing, kenneth and i went into e examination room. lol. when all of us saw e questions, our face all changed. like wtf all e questions that we were given and studied did not come out. stupid pom lec, all of us had found him a asshole since e very first day of class and he is no doubt one. at 4 plus i decided to come out as i felt it was no point staring at e paper when i dun even knoe abit. hiaz anyway i think i try mi best. when i was out side with man man nat bing kenneth as usual waiting for them to smoke, mummy called and said there was i job for mi and whether i wanted anot? e job was at credit swiss bank. cute cute is also working there. and i will be working in e department and i will be his partner.. hmmm should i take this offer? obviosly when i first heard his news i called him and ask him. wonder is he happy about it? hmm hmmm hmm.. will pro work here till product show than sign full time with nokia. have no idea y i suddenly have a lost in appetite again. hmm pro PMS? been constantly having gastric pro once again though i have been eating. hmm hmm .. anyway after exams i will be not so stress already. will pro bring mi mum uncle and grandparents to town restaurant at fullaton hotel for e buffet after i get mi first nokia pay. just finish tution and i am feeling super tired from e memorising and stuff. hmmm think will meet cute cute tomorrow for lunch and on fri will be going to g 2000 to get mi pants and go climb asia to climb and before all that i will have to head down to wisma to collect phone. hmm wonder will i get e Nokia6300 or N76???. work work work !! will blog till here !=) Here is also a link which mi uncle post it on you tube which shows mi dog climbing a fence we created just to get freedom lol sometime last yr. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zH-ma2lVdcE (can stop e video when it reaches 30 sec)

Deployments

Woke up this morning and recieved two msg from cute cute .... after that i drag miself out of bed and went to e com to check mi e mail. got deployment in wisma this fri after exam from 6- 12am yap there is going to be a midnight sale. and sat and sun from 10-9pm... definately i am happy when i get deployments but when i saw i was posted to cherry mobile this weekend , u would not even imagine e look on mi face. there was e first place where i met cute cute and other of mi friends. After looking at e name of e shop i saw person incharge... STEVEN.. omg gold chain. lol he is e shop manager and although he is in his late twenties, he look like he is in his late forties.lol have nothing against him so far though but heard lots bout him. who cares i wont get affected cause i will not be under him, eventually i am still under nokia..lol. just chat with roy on msn and he was also suppose to get posted there but he rejected it cause he did not wanted to see steven lol... dam it ... means no friends for mi.. lol .. On fri after mi exam, thought i will be able to climb on fri or e weekends but end up i got to work on all e days. yap fri got posted to wisma till 12 midnight. think they are having a midnight sale. e offer is quite good so i took e job as i get hourly paid and 20 bucks extra for transport. so y not?? lol buti have to wake up early e next day. having mi POM exams tomorrow and i am only half prepared. will be heading down to city link to meet him for lunch and head back to study. STUDY STUDY STUDY !!! soon i will be able to enjoy work climb and shop as i like. lol before i start onmi degree again. log in to friendster in e morning and got a friend request. it was from xue li. hmmm for a moment i was huh who is that. after much tinking i think i should be timothy's god sister ?? i dun knoe any way she is a nice gal la. as usual, she use to didnt like mi as she found i was dao but after talking and stuff she some how kick e idea that i was dao. lol. got to go and get ready already or someone is gonna complain that i am forever late. will blog till here ..