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working now as usual and it is boring and tiring. got a call from vanessa this morning, the person who are in incharge of e part timers. she wanted mi to help her work today at marina as she was having rashes. but i had mine own work to attend. lol later found out angeline took over e job.
as usual went to work early ine morning ... was early so i walked super slowly back to e office, bought bread talk for breakfast and walked all e way to marina to get starbucks. yummy. had a change in craving today so i decided to get vanilla latte instead. it was yummy.! reach office started indexing like siao.. hmm wonder why do i even index so fast for? not as if each i have a target to hit than when i hit it, i will get commission. lol stupid right!today is dress down day. but i wore dress with a black polo tee. wanted to wear jeans but karen said we could not wear. so i did not dare to wear. for next fri , i am going to FUCK CARE... damm stupid wonder y she give e wrong info..? dammdammdamm!! work ot till 9 plus yesterday,yap could claim cab fare and dinner allowance. having mi mini self declare break now. relaxing and slacking away.i am hungry again. due to all e energy i use in indexing.. i miss mi afternoon nap.. i miss hibernating.
hopefully they dun change e date of going malaysia to this month. or else cute cute and i would not be able to make it. sian. i am looking forward to it though. after having lunch at marina square, we window shopped awhile before heading back to e office. caught mi eye on a adidas small bag for makeup and a Gola BIG BIG bag. wow!!! when i get mine pay , i will pro be getting e big bag, small bag, 25 hrs watch, sonyericsson s500 and some singlet and running shorts for climbing and settel mi bill. dammm i am going broke or infact i am broke. e way i am buying things , is like as if i am getting thousands of dollars. but infact for this month will be only getting 121 bucks. lol as i only worked two days before i submitted mi time sheet. hmm will pro save day by day allowance and e money mi garndparents give mi. maybe save 10 bucks per day. possible??? lol lol .have no idea where to go after today's OT. might be staying for OT for a while than go off to some where it is more relaxing. time does flies when u are working and have alot of things to do. i did not even knoe it was like 5.30 already. no wonder everyone is starting to leave e office. YAWNZ i am tired. very tired. will be taking time off on monday to go for nokia interview. hope it will go smoothly. will have to bring mi application form, resume and certs along..
hmm i admit i am getting attitude this few days. dun knoe y ? get aggitated very easily too. wad is wrong with mi.. i am feeling super pressured by e cash out flow. got e urge to work on weekends and give tuition too. but if i do that i wont be able to spend time with him. how how how??? y cant cash come in and go out smoothly?? WHY WHY WHY???
will blog till here today..