back to reality

finally all e misunderstanding at work is being settled already. so glad, however there will be manay changes. mark, mi ic will be transfered out and a new ic will be replacing him. Eugene will be transfered out too and he still owe mi, byran and xin ru 38 dollars in total. i sometimes wonder how is he gonna survive alone when he is in another outlet without us buying drink for him... so in funan, it will be only mi , xin ru and bryan. sad sad!!!

tomorrow will be working closing shift so pro will be heading down to e bank with cute cute to create a joint account and than to funan as he starts work at 1 at a shop which is just 6 sec walking distance from mi shop. lol. and after work will be heading to a ktv pub to celebrate eddie's birthday. sunday got to wake up extra early as i will be having a photo shoot with knight ong shi fu lol lol. will be held at central mall though. and after that head down to work at funan again.

cute cute birthday is round e corner. hmmm 3 weeks from now. we decided to book a room at sentosa beach resort 3 days 2 nights.hmmm hmmm hmmm.. muhahahahahaha... took 3 days of no pay leave so i will be able to spend his birthday with him. will pro ask his friends out to chill on his birthday too. hmmmmm...

just got back from training and kind of got mi eyes on a pair of rings. looked nice and best of all, it do not look common though. not like those which all couples will get. hmm hmm.. went down to sentosa on thursday with cute cute which was on mi off day. took quite alot of pics there while chilling out at mi usual fav place.. KM8.. just love that place, as it just have a very peaceful and away from e urban life feeling. but sad to say, heard that they will be closing down at e end of e yr.. SAD SAD..

will pro stop blogging here and head to bed or else i wont be able to wake up.yawns...

here are some outdated photos which have not been posted:

Welcome To My Life

finally i can update mi blog again. was tired from work and shits that was happening recently. backstabbing and everything. who can i trust now? who can i actually put mi trust in now? everyone is just trying to cover thier own ass... i just dun understand, why do people wanna fight to sell hand sets when no many how many they sell, they will still get e fixed full commission. isn't it funny? lol lol.
today a big big incident actually happen to mi. i told a customer e wrong price of e phone. i told him it was $128 but it was $238. zzzzz yap and at e end i had to top up $110 using mi own money. wtf. for a moment i was shock and just did not knoe what to do. and soon i could not control mi emotions and started breaking into tears. funny thing is that i cried till mi lens dropped out from mi eyes. zzzz. i had to run to get solution and force it back into mi eyes. eee i knoe it sounds disgusting though lol. soon i also found out that mi lens was cracked. it had broke at e sides. but wad to do i cant make do without lens so have to just ta han abit before i get mi pay and get a new pair....
recently i have been feeling real down. nothing seems to be going right. i cant take it any more... sometimes, i just wanna be alone. i am just not confident enough in miself. always thinking about e negative issues. cant soneone just assure mi??
sad sad, have not been climbing for e past one week due to e busy schedule and i miss climbing to bits.....

cute cute birthday is round e corner. hmmm hmmm hmmm.....

This Is What The Working World Is All About

this few nights, have been coming back late and stuff so did not have e time to really blog much. many things have been happening at work. first is e commission issue however thank god i am not involve in it at all. other than that, next came e crashing of e laptop. e lap top suddenly just crash and no one wants to own up at all. come on own up and stop getting e whole group into trouble and worst of get our ic mark into big shit. yesterday was mi off day and headed down to sentosa with cute cute to chill however, i recieve a call from mark saying that one speaker was stolen.. wtf... how on earth did e speakers get stolen in e first place. anit they suppose to be alert no matter how much they slack.??? here, this is e worst thing. though mark and i were not at e scene, we too had to play a part by contributing 20 bucks for e speakers. do they even have any shame by asking two people who were not at e shop to share e burden and cost? wadever.. shall stop bitcching about some people here.lets go back to normal life.
have been spending most of mi time with cute cute e past few days. he has found a job and he is back into e mobile industry.these two days was call to attend some training insteading of going to work. oh yes. cute cute and i got another new phone. some nokia phone,6120Classic. same colour too. WHITE and a new pair of watch for casual wear.
this few days many unhappy things had happened. office sits and yesterday just got a big argument with cute cute. i was not understanding enough though. SORRY!! and nw mi results. hiaz i screwed it up. i am now thinking twice on whether to continuing mi studies anot. COnfuse indeed.for half of yesterday i was thinking of this particular question. how do u know how much e other party feels for u? hmmm hard question right. even so if he or her tells u slot or wad so ever, how would u knoe is true? properly it will be a unsolve question... hmm wull pro blog til here for now.

Work Work Work

haven been blogging for a long long time due to working. many things kind of happen at work that kind of stress us out alot. but i took a great break during e weekends. Climb On!! e whole event rocks although it proved that i sucked at climbing though. this yr e shirt looked a bit budget.. lol.. mummy rented a car for mi on fri so i could like drive to tamp instead of like taking public transport that required soooo much more time.
on sat after e competition, cute cute , hakim, a couple of his friends and i went to funeral for a friend concert. OMG it rocks... although at first i got hit elbow and stepped by people. e songs were great and i am gonna get thier cd... after e concert, we headed down to east coast to slack and chit chat.
e next day i had to wake up early in e morning to ferry cute cute ass to tamp for his turn at e competition.his results were pretty good. after e whole comp we headed to somewhere which is near tamp to eat. and after that we headed hm as i had to work e next day.
have been eating alot at work as there was nothing else to do except eating eating and eating. people are finding mi not usual as i am eating so much. but e pro is after eating lunch, i dun eat dinner any more. so wad is wrong??
linkin park is coming to singapore, hope to get free tickets from nokia though as they are part of e concert . will be meeting cute cute after work tomorrow to head to sp to climb and hope to meet up with micheal.
last few days many things had happened and those things made mi realised y is it important to trust someone. but at e same time e other party should at least give some assurance...
is it mi or not that i am just oversensitive about things. pro i just get jealous too easily.
will blog till here..
check out this video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zf4EZtY5Zm8

Sick Once again

haven been blogging for a long long time due to e lack of time as i am working full time at nokia now. was posted to funan and that place is fun. people there are nice and e manager too. after coming back from malaysia, i kind of fell sick again. lost mi voice and now down with a flu. yesterday i spend mi off day helping mark with his car repair as he did not had e time to do it. lol. thanks to cute cute, i actually got into e parking lot a few times successfully. e car that he drove was bit dif from normal cars. it was a subaru TS. which means is a all wheel drive thus e turning is dif. tomorrow and sunday will be on leave again. Climb On... it will be held at near tap mrt. hope to get e car so it wont be so troublesome for us to travel up and down. after that will be heading hm first before heading for funeral for a friend concert. will blog till here for now as i have to get ready for work.

DRIVING

Auto Suck Manual Rocks

I Am Back!!!

i am back from kl, but i dun feel happy at all. i miss kl, camp5 ,swiss in, and everyone. i miss walking from hotel to some shops to eat in e middle of e night and cracking lame jokes as we walk.
camp5 just rocks. it is big and there are lots of different walls and different routes to try out. top rope, lead climbing, bouldering etc...sad to say, i only tried bouldering,lead climbing and top rope. it was FUN... e first day of camp 5, i tried out top ropes first. yes i am afraid of heights. imaging, after chalking mi hands while climbing, it is still wet. even when i am not climbing and just looking up or down, mi hands will start to water. after doing e high walls, i went to boulder. i admit i just suck at climbing high wall man, mi endurance is SHIT...no stamina at all.
on e second day of e trip, all of us were too lazy and tired to even climb so the whole day wad we did was to sleep slack sleep slack sleep. one day wasted.
third day of e trip aka second day at camp 5, i tried auto belay and still continued to boulder.
third day at camp 5, after much encouragement from e gals, i finally tried out mi first route in lead climbing. it really did project itself very scary as some of them like bert, actually injured themself cause they did not clip properly. and also wad i was scared that was, mi climbing is not up to standard yet .... but who cares? evenually i tried it. damm this require even more energy and stamina than top rope man. i was like sweating like a pig wheni finished e route. even fell asleep while recharging mi energy before i boulder.
realised, during this trip, i tried routes that i did not even thought of trying in e past or even ever thought i could do it. love camp5 i would not think twice if someone were to ask mi along to kl man lol lol.
wanted to get a pair of yoga pants from e pro shop but firstly, it did not have mi size, it was too big. secondly, i found out from cute cute that he bought it for his ex gal friend. i was like -_- lol...
end up, i did not buy anything at all except a chalk ball.
besides climbing, i also went shopping. bought alot of things, tops, hypertune mag, undies,slipper, skirt and black pants and not to forget a necklace which is e same as cute cute...
felt bit disappointed that i was not able to go back with e rest of e group to singapore instead, cute cute parents came to pick us up in e morning.
and not to forget, i came back with lots of minor injuries. on mi knee leg hands fingers.... lol lol. i have taken leave for sat and sun for climb on competition. but lol i am still considering. mi mind was set till cute cute told mi i had to take part in open category as e novice is full. arrrrrr.. damm damm damm. any way i am just going there to gain experience and not win. like how on earth to? lol lol. will up load some pics of e trip another day maybe tomorrow.