During Office Hours

lol. now i am in e office and blogging away. waiting for cute cute to finish his scanning so we can head down to eat. hungry...did not eat breakfast for 2 days already! HUNGRY!! since there is nothing to do, shall just blog some not so intersting things about yesterday happening! Went to working in e morning e crowd was madness !! hate e morning crowd !!! went to work than after that went to climb asia to get our chalk bag. got 2 one for mi and one for cute cute! will post a pic of it when i get hm and got e time! when i was working for nokia, met 3 other new promotors. we took a group pic will also pro post it when i get hm..
yesterday was a night mare! i haven been so stress out at work before. i could not actually control mi emotions that i had to rush down to e smoking area and just have some time to miself... hmm.. at times i will feel super useless as there is nothing i can do well in! climbing hiaz.. when will i improve?? it seems i have not progress at all. was suppose to meet hua yu man man and nat and kenneth for supper but e timing that they were meeting was too late for mi. i still have to wake up at 6 plus in e morning yawnzz. went climbing at SP yesterday. WOW shiok.. especially when i start getting blister again lol lol lol..
mi climbing shoes are getting very extremly tight. maybe cause mi toes are swollen!!
have to wear office wear to office everyday !! it is so stuffy in it. i miss e times when i can just wear berms and t shirt... looking forward to e weekends, as i will be able to sleep later and slack mi way through e days.
Am rather broke this few days and for e next months or so. have to settle mi starhub bill as i still owe them money.. hiaz. wanna take up e climbing courses but at e same time i wanna get e tights from climb asia.
yesterday while climbing, cute cute tore his finger skin.. PAIN!!! there was blood too.. omg!! all i could do is to stand there gong gong dont knoe wad to do. i realised everytime when he is down or sad or in e bad mood, i will not be able to comfort him or cheer him up. or maybe rather he will be able to confide in his friends better! hmm than wad is mi role???
any way IVY if u are reading this, this msg is for u... I WANNA DONUTS... hot DOnuts.... can i get one dozen?? lol lol
will be taking time off on monday and heading down to nokia for an interview for e full time job.hmm will i get e job?? i dun knoe lol lol
product show is round e corner! just love to work in product show as u will get to meet alot of different types of people there!!
will blog till here and head for luch maybe will be blogging later if i have nothing else to complete!

Exams Are OVER

GOOD MORNING!!! Finally exams of mi final module of advance diploma are OVER!! i repeat OVER...(erm actually not quite over though lol still have a finace paper in after national day lol. will be taking e sub paper as during that time of e exam, i had an asthma attack. yap i am very prone to it. i do shortness of breath every now and than without anyone knoeing so SHHH. lol . BUT it is not going to stop mi from doing things and sports i wanna do.) if i pass all of these papers means i can proceed to e degree level (yr 2). went through lots of stress e pass 1 week i got to say! and finally is over. am suppose to work at cherry mobile today, and by right i was suppose to start work at 11 but due to mi blurness, i tought it was at 10 and i got ass off e bed at 8.15 and got ready and changed by 8.50. omg i just wasted 1 hour of mi precious sleeping time.damm.. after exams yesterday, kenneth, hua yu , nat , man man and i took quite a few pic as it was officially e last day of school.that means after yesterday, we wont be in e same class again joking crapping lame jokes, playying around in class anymore. suppose only man man and i are going to take e degree ,marketing program. gonna miss u guys and e good and bad times we have together.it suddenly makes mi think about mi pri school, when it was e last day of p6. all of us cried like there was no tomorrow. lol. as for secondary school, i was not so attach to e school and class, so it was not so emotional though.will post up e pics. after that man man and i took e mrt together, i got off at city hall and i dun knoe where she got off lol. i headed over to marina and met cute cute to get mi pants. will be working at e same office with cute cute from mon onwards. will have to dress in office wear. hate e stupid idea cause due to mi being very small size, when i dress in office, i look like a kid in thier parents office wear. will try to post a pis up as well for that.after getting mi pants, we headed over to wisma. while walking along city link, a pair of charles and keith shoes.wow it look comfi though.. thankz claudia for entertaining mi request and getting mi nokia6300 as it is slim enough for mi to just carry around without thinking twice. i rather carry a slim and simple phone that one stupid N95 which is sooo big and bulky... after taking and buying everything i had, cute cute and i headed to e new open climb asia. had our eyes on a chalk bag, got e person to reserve it so we can head down on mon to get it after work. lol. yap we will getting e same chalk bag. since there were lots of people there, we change directions and headed back to sp. getting mi legs cramp up in that small shoes, getting blister and chalk all over mi. The feeling is SHIOK man. lol BUT still could not finish e route.. hiaz..YYYYYYY..there will be a malaysia trip planned ,properbly around september time and e trip is maining going there to climb. wow lol . will be 20 plus of 30 plus people going i think. 220 for transport, lodging and for e climbing there. however expenses will be on ourselves. gonna work now as hard as i can to earn lol. haha. will pro have to apply leave. omg feel so bad even before i start nokia, i have to apply leave already.. lol (BAD impression). it will be lots of us giong together, so it will be safety and suprising mi mum agreed on it. lol. still have one hour more till i will leave mi hm for work. omg how blur can i be.??? lol.. was talking to ivy last night and advicing her over some relationship issues, sorry ivy if i was too hush in e words or e way i spoke. just wanted to tell u, y do u wanna put ur self to that level and bother about her for. do u wanna be labelled as crazy woman just like how we label her?? think cute cute will be only looking for mi for dinner. hmm hmm hmm yawns . lack of sleep and food. have not been eating well yesterday. there was a major war in mi tummy yesterday. (gastric VS cramps) wonder who won though lol?? kk wadever stop e crap jas.. !!! lol felt better today. think there is some haze in e air today. this is also one factor that will trigger mi breathing problems! stupid haze!

will be cute cute and mi 2 months together in 1 day time which is tomorrow. and i will be working at e place we first met. lol but e only difference now is that no more cute cute working with mi and going breaks with mi no more him looking down from 4 story will not be able to check with him on some specs of phones any more.lol.. time flys...lol.. lol mi TP driving test is round e corner. got to start practicing and correct all mi errors and be "zhia" at it. pray hard i will pass e first time though. so it will be more convinient for cute cute and i when we go out during unfavourable weathers and when we go chalet and when we go climbing, we wont have to walk all e way to take mrt or bus.!!! think will pro stop here for e day!

*ps: will upload e pics another time, as blogger in currently down. thus i cant upload any pics.

Meaningful Songs

These 3 chinese songs are my favourite when it comes to k box and emoing!
The lyrics brings alot of meanings.. that is one thing nice about chinese songs!

叶子
叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你

非你莫属
懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦懂
得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
看那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇迹
哦我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚

背叛
雨
不停落下来
花怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀
爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块
就不精采
紧紧相依的心如何
say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡
今后都不管
只要你能愉快
有一句感慨
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在
心

SORRY i am moody today

today woke up 12 after cute cute call mi for 13 times. he said he gave mi that many miss call to wake mi up to meet him for lunch. hmm was feeling super moody today. lost of appetite. gastric relapse.. omg so many pro during exam times. hmm any way sorry cute cute... i was super moody and not as cheerful today. rush down to marina and met him and went for lunch. went to G2000 to take a look at e office pants. hmm will be buying 2 tomorrow. reserved it at marina already. after all of that cute cute went back to work and i head home..
will blog till here for now as i do not have e mood to blog for today.
Friday- Climbing and Exams and Collect HP from Wisma and buy Pants
Saturday ----> Working at West Mall (Nokia)
Sunday -----> Working at West Mall (Nokia)
Monday-Friday -----> Working at Credit Swiss Bank
Tuesday (afterwork) -----> Nokia Training at Marriott

2 Down 1 More To Go

finally, 2 papers down but sad to say 1 more HR paper to go. woke up at 9.30 today to study e last bit of mi pom. while i was studying i caught tigar resting his head on mi pillow and falling asleep.lol. will post e pick below. slack abit at hm and study and than head off to school. manman bought mi lor mee from bukit brumai. yummy the lor mee there rocks. have been eating there since i was a kid, as mi grand parents stay near there.after eating continuing to study. this time nothing went in and was feeling soooooo stresss. think i haven felt so stress for a long long time.i became very gan chiong. lol as nothing is going into mi head . it was all blank. finally drag till 2.55 till hua yu, bing, kenneth and i went into e examination room. lol. when all of us saw e questions, our face all changed. like wtf all e questions that we were given and studied did not come out. stupid pom lec, all of us had found him a asshole since e very first day of class and he is no doubt one. at 4 plus i decided to come out as i felt it was no point staring at e paper when i dun even knoe abit. hiaz anyway i think i try mi best. when i was out side with man man nat bing kenneth as usual waiting for them to smoke, mummy called and said there was i job for mi and whether i wanted anot? e job was at credit swiss bank. cute cute is also working there. and i will be working in e department and i will be his partner.. hmmm should i take this offer? obviosly when i first heard his news i called him and ask him. wonder is he happy about it? hmm hmmm hmm.. will pro work here till product show than sign full time with nokia. have no idea y i suddenly have a lost in appetite again. hmm pro PMS? been constantly having gastric pro once again though i have been eating. hmm hmm .. anyway after exams i will be not so stress already. will pro bring mi mum uncle and grandparents to town restaurant at fullaton hotel for e buffet after i get mi first nokia pay. just finish tution and i am feeling super tired from e memorising and stuff. hmmm think will meet cute cute tomorrow for lunch and on fri will be going to g 2000 to get mi pants and go climb asia to climb and before all that i will have to head down to wisma to collect phone. hmm wonder will i get e Nokia6300 or N76???. work work work !! will blog till here !=) Here is also a link which mi uncle post it on you tube which shows mi dog climbing a fence we created just to get freedom lol sometime last yr. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zH-ma2lVdcE (can stop e video when it reaches 30 sec)

Deployments

Woke up this morning and recieved two msg from cute cute .... after that i drag miself out of bed and went to e com to check mi e mail. got deployment in wisma this fri after exam from 6- 12am yap there is going to be a midnight sale. and sat and sun from 10-9pm... definately i am happy when i get deployments but when i saw i was posted to cherry mobile this weekend , u would not even imagine e look on mi face. there was e first place where i met cute cute and other of mi friends. After looking at e name of e shop i saw person incharge... STEVEN.. omg gold chain. lol he is e shop manager and although he is in his late twenties, he look like he is in his late forties.lol have nothing against him so far though but heard lots bout him. who cares i wont get affected cause i will not be under him, eventually i am still under nokia..lol. just chat with roy on msn and he was also suppose to get posted there but he rejected it cause he did not wanted to see steven lol... dam it ... means no friends for mi.. lol .. On fri after mi exam, thought i will be able to climb on fri or e weekends but end up i got to work on all e days. yap fri got posted to wisma till 12 midnight. think they are having a midnight sale. e offer is quite good so i took e job as i get hourly paid and 20 bucks extra for transport. so y not?? lol buti have to wake up early e next day. having mi POM exams tomorrow and i am only half prepared. will be heading down to city link to meet him for lunch and head back to study. STUDY STUDY STUDY !!! soon i will be able to enjoy work climb and shop as i like. lol before i start onmi degree again. log in to friendster in e morning and got a friend request. it was from xue li. hmmm for a moment i was huh who is that. after much tinking i think i should be timothy's god sister ?? i dun knoe any way she is a nice gal la. as usual, she use to didnt like mi as she found i was dao but after talking and stuff she some how kick e idea that i was dao. lol. got to go and get ready already or someone is gonna complain that i am forever late. will blog till here ..

1 Down 2 More To Go

Finally one paper is down but i still have 2 more to go. Just came back not long from marina square. went there after school to get mi white dress and at e same time bought a ring. lol thank god there was a new piece for it. without thinking twice, i bought it. went to take e mrt hm with cute cute. it was horribly pack. i hate it when i have to get onto a train that is so pack, or rather at peak hours. i just hate crowds. even if i club i will always stand by e side and not squeeze with e rest. mummy bought for us dinner so we had to go hm for dinner.
while walking home we made a u turn to seven eleven to get mi ice cream. yummy lol. in school bing said i am fat. lol.. and i knoe i have been irritating people by keep asking them whether i am fat anot. lol . when we were walking hm, cute cute suddenly told mi someting and i was like huh... oh ok!!! lol felt bit unfortable after hearing it though lol. anyway will maybe continue later. got to go for tuition bye.

http://www.geocities.com/lummoxisallaroundyou/js.html (this is wad i found when i was bored and serving yahoo, was created by jeraldine ages ago)

Just woke up at 9.30 and i am suppose to be revising mi work and stuff but ended up blogging again. i have no idea y for this time exam i simply have no concentration at all. wad wrong with me? everyone around me are encouraging mi to study and give it e last shot as this are e last 3 papers (besides mi finance) if mi advance diploma. Yawns just feeling tired although i had a good sleep yesterday.
once i wake up in e morning , i will have a habit of calling cute cute, but i forgot that every time when i call him it was always 12 plus and today when i called at 9 plus i got rejected,lol . oppz i forgot he was working and it was only 9 plus. during tuition yesterday, i found out that i had not enough pen for mi exam for today. so since he was at IMM, gothim to get mi 2 pen and pencil leads. all together it cost 5 bucks and he was so sweet to bring it to mi hm althought i woould say is quite inconvinient as mi hm is not like just next to IMM.. THANKZ. lol .. will be heading for school at 12 plus 1 so i wont be late for exams. anyway even if we are early, we always had e habit to still outside till 2.30 till we go in. and pro around 4 or earlier we will be out already.
On friday, when ivy and i were shopping at marina square and city link, i kind of feel in love with one white dress, it did caught mi eye.i tried it on and wa la... it fits well lol. wanted to get it that day, but it was e last piece so evenually i gave it up. will be heading down to Marina Square today to see if they have stock there anot. and while i was chatting with ivy yesterday, she told mi she wanted to get it as well as she liked it too and it was very nice. lol .. last night i was suppose to help ivy set up her tag board, but was not able at e end as i was too tired. will pro do it tomorrow or wad.
this whole week is going to be a emo and streesful week for mi as i will be having exams on mon, wed and fri that means i would have to study on all days. wont have time for climbing, cute cute and everything too. while i was chatting iwth cute cute yes, he was telling mi that e gal who he went out with yes, wears fake lashes. it reminds mi of e firt topic we touched on when we first met lol. time do pass very fast, soon i will be completing mi advance dip and working, than soon i will be starting on mi degree 2nd yr. soon cute ucte and i will be 2 months. wow everything seems to be happening so fast. wad chatting with sean (from nokia) last night as well on msn and he was telling mi, on e last training which i did not attend as i helpped to cover some full timers, someone actually went up to him and ask him , "where is ur gal friend" think if i was there both our reactions will be HUH...???? lol as when he told mi i huh first than burst into laughter. when i told cute cute he said that, that ishow people like to assume things.
Will be studying at hm again tonight and pro he will be working OT and heading to SP to climb.. SAD SAD ... i wanna climb i miss climbing, i miss all e blisters , i miss the feeling of cramping mi toes and feet into that small shoes, i miss e feeling of having chalk all over mi face too, i miss getting blue black due to banging miself on e wall, i miss falling from that level....... I JUST MISS CLIMBING... =(
Did not meet cute cute yesterday and not sure about whether i will be meeting him today anot? pro will be super tiny little time for him during mi exam period.. sorry.. hope to have more time again when mi whole exams come to an end.
sometime last week, eugene called mi and ask mi to pei him go out as he was feeling down, and i rejected him due to exams as i had to study. i feel kind of guilty though, as everytime when he call mi to either chat, go out or accompany him cause he is feeling sad, i will either be going out, studying , busy or working...
will be stopping here for today. have to start revising soon..

Examinations Emo

woke up super early yesterday morning to head down to school to get some past yrs papers. was suppose to take a bus, but e weather suddenly changed, forcing mi to change mi mind and take a cab instead. school on sat is very different, as it is super quiet compared to during e weekdays. was feeling bit hungry so decided to get some food while waiting for cute cute to arrived. while waiting for him, i also headed to e student services to ask about mi degree course. still cant make up mi mind whether to head to UK to study on mi 3 yr anot. alot things and people in singapore are a factor that is stopping mi to go over to study. met cute cute and we headed up to e library to get mi notes.i could hardly get any as e past yr papers there are not up dated. after getting e notes, we took a cab back to jurong to meet mi mummy and headed to IMM.bought pretty much stuff from there and had lunch. cute cute bought a formal belt. and unfortunately upon buying his belt we had some misunderstandings. but everything was solved. after that we head back to mi hm. again i was so tired and fell asleep in cute cute arms. lol was super tired. met cute cute again at night to catch a movie. we suppose to watch invisable target. but due to some stupid screwed system of shaw, we end up booking in lido. so end up watch condemned. it was a very good show though. it kind of rocks too. after e show we headed to mi hm. cute cute explained to mi y he wanted to get e belt. he said cause it had bad memories about his ex gal friend who took his money n stuff. obvious e first thing that came into mi mind was whether he still could not get over his ex? i did not wan to end up being with a guy wose heart is with someone else.call mi selfish or wad but that is mi. than cute cute scolded mi stupid as he said if he could not get over her, he will not be with mi now. like how i knoe ar. lol. ivy juat called mi and told mi e puppy that she was helping her aunty to look after just pass away. RIP. and e most disgusting thing i ever heard is that her aunty ask her to just throw waay into e bin. WTF. it is also a living thing la. if it was mi aunty i would just tell her if her son or daughty die also just throw into e rubbish bin la... can these people be more responsible if she does not have e time than dun breed dogs la. ya puppies are cute, but they are hard to take care too.
will be having mi econs paper tomorrow, and will be studying real hard today and try to score well ... was watching tv and realised that guys who wear e army uniform with e right built and height can look sexy and cute too. lol. wow ... lol... lol... will blog till here for now.

ALL E BEST TO THOSE WHO ARE TAKING ECONS PAPER TOMORROW!!

Slacking + Eating = Fat

Have been so called studying, slacking, sleeping and eating these few days. running out of cash soon as well lol. just recoloured mi hair today. woke up only at 1 plus. wow it was a real good whether to sleep in man. was raining heavily. decided to order mac delivery. was eating and chatting with ivy on e phone at e same time. after eating went to bathe and head down to have mi hair done. stayed there till it was 6 than took e mrt back to Jurong to meet mi mummy and cute cute.
will be heading down to marina tomorrow to meet cute cute and ivy for lunch . and ivy wans to line up for e stupid donuts. lol . was looking through pics of mi and cute cute taken in km8 sentosa. really miss that place as i have not been going there for a period of time due to mi being busy. pro will miss e place even more when it closes down end of e yr. that place have many of mi memories there. both good and bad. and not to forget it is a real good place to chill and just relax whether is it at night or morning or afternoon. i feel more comfortable there compared to cafe del mar. will really have head there one day after mi exams.. it is a MUST.. lol.. had just added ivy's link in as well and it is written in her blog that she created e blog for mi lol. lol. omg y is it starting to sound les.lol. these few weeks of in fact the next few weeks as well cute cute will be busy with work.. work work work.. i have to soon look for a job as well as mi exams are coming to an end. had a few choices of jobs. around august time i will be working for mi Fuji Xerox as they will be having a product show. after that will pro sign full time with nokia or if possible join one of e advertising firms that i can get lobang from mi aunty. wonder when i am taking degree will there be any attachments???
Was told that cute cute medical check up will be on 24/9. ARMY!!!. damm it. e thought of him going army turns mi emo. wonder how some gals can be so happy when thier boifriend go army man. is really unbelieveable. will blog till here.

Trust NO one in e world

climbing yesterday was good. just so addicted to climbing however, wont be able to do it so often now as i have exams. went down to city hall to meet cute cute this afternoon for lunch. we ate sakee sushi. yummy. lol omg i am growing fat.lol after that cute cute went back to work and i headed home. was too tired to carry miself around though. was suppose to go driving but ended up pisting mi instructor by not going. lol.so end up slacking at hm looking for songs. yesterday went out with ivy and sze min. she had her tattoo down and it was cute. will post a pic up soon. during e process she was grabbing our hands.. lol i knoe it was painful. it is e main reason y i am not getting mine done lol. after that we went to take neo print. after that met cute cute and head down to sp to climb. this time nora thought mi to climb properly. lol finally !!!
right now mi mood is shit. would be able to kill anyone now who pist mi off. so much for mi trusting u and telling u mi secerts and stuff and you end up not keeping ur promise. Fuck it. wad is this world going to be? who can i trust now?? wad is friendship? i seriously have no idea. is this considered backstabbing or betraying? is there any motive for treating mi so nice? it is all bull shit. (who ever is reading this PLS dun not ask mi who is it). jas chill chill.!! would pro be going MIA from most of mi friends and concentrate on mi studies and job. i have enough of people talking shit about mi. come on get a fucking life. if u dun like any thing about mi, than thats too bad as wad i am is not for u to choose. not happy with mi ? than fuck off. DUN act as nice and angel like infront of mi and behind mi back backstab mi. i seriously had enough of it.shall just blog till here.

Tattoo

just came back from e gym with ivy. wow did exercises that was for mi tighs, arms and legs.. lol felt so refresh. will be meet sze min and ivy as sze min is thinking of putting tattoo lol .. i had that idea before, always wanting to put one behind mi neck. i will pro put REN (in chinese) 忍. as e pro with mi is that i am very bad tempered. mi singtel bill just came. wow hundred plus again sianz.. lol.. now i have more commitments. i have 2 bills to pay miself . at least i feel proud paying for mi own bill lol.. to some some people is like wad ever right lol..will blog till here for e time being as i need to get ready and meet ivy and after that meet cute cute to head to sp for climbing .

DOGGIES

After tution headed down to Pasir Ris farm way 1 to check out a abundent hasky. it was in good condition except that it was kind of thin. could see cute cute was real into bring it hm but doubt he will be able to as he already have one and she is just a puppy. At that particular shop i had my eyes on a very cute jap spitz, it kept rolling and bitting its own tighs. lol most of e time it was entertaining mi, but it was too cute for me. After that we headed down to farm way 2 to check out more farms that breed pups. went to one and had our eyes on a short coat chihuahua. e colour was beautiful. and saw couple of mini maltise. we headed over to pet movers next and there were lots of dogs there most breed in fact. cute cute had his eyes on a hasky. he was ooo tempted to get it lol u could just see it in his face and eyes too. finally we head over to erricson. there place is a stupid place to get dogs. they feed e dogs little and dun even bother about e welfare of e dogs at all. this time, i had eyes for a female husky that looked so innocent and blur. arrr so cute. but sad to say i did not get it although i wanted it.lol i have already not much time with tigar wad more another dog. hiaz.. mummy called and told mi to take a cab home and she will pay for it. lol yeh free ride. lol the whole stupid cab fare cost about $20.20. wow from pasir ris to jurong east. is like from one side of e island to e other man..
tried msging cute cute a few times but he did not reply. so tried calling him but no one answered too. was kind of worried as i did not knoe wad happened to him. he finally chat with mi on msn and told mi that he was feeling down and pist. while waiting for his reply. i did some pic thingy of both of us and hope he will like it and cheer him up though cause i felt quite helpless when he called mi and shared his problems. i am sorry baby i really dun not knoe how to comfort u when u are feeling so pist and angry... just wanna tell you i will be there any thing just call or msg mi...sorry... hope to see u cheerful again ...
will blog till here..

Tired Eyes

Just woke up and only was able to fall a sleep at around 2 plus 3. had a arguement with cute cute and i had to get it solve before i could fall a sleep. i am a person that i like to get things solved before i go to sleep, hate to drag problems to e next day. wad is e point and it will end up spoiling e next day. Having a Major head pain now. thing cause 1st i had not enough sleep 2nd i forced miself to wake up. so as to get ready before tuition so i can just head out with cute cute to see e husky after tuition.
after the arguement with him, was actually thinking through wad he said. mi being lazy and how am i suppose to able to achieve wad i wanna do being lazy?? i have made up mi mind, i will visit e gym 3 times per week. at night will star with 20 push ups 20 sit ups from than i will slowly increase. dam lol i have not been doing push ups and sit ups for ages man, think ever since i stopped npcc. today is e opening day of climb asia, and pro cute cute and i will head down and maybe i will get mi chalk bag.
Cant wait for mi exams to finish, so i can focus on climbing. for now piority is exams. who lieks exams ? lol but e stupid grad is needed in e socity now. wonder did i regrat not going for e new paper new face semi finals anot? did i regrat not taking mi os and able to enter poly anot? did i regrat not visiting mi grandmother before she pass away? did i regrat not taking every oppotunity i had in life,instead wasting it? why is there so many regrats in life? but yet again wad is e point of regrating when it is already over? sometimes i can be so tired of everything that i just wanna drop everything in singapore and head to uk to study. but again i will be super selfish as mi parents, grandparents and cute cute are here.
was thinking of doing e first yr of mi degree in singapore and e sec yr transfer to uk to study. by than he will be army. . . any way will e heading to e bathroom now as it is already 10.28 lol .

CLIMBING...

Went to work yesterday at Funan.. BUT athough mi work started at 4, went to city link there to meet cute cute for lunch. recieved a call from man man and she told mi she was going to suntec to study. when i reached city hall, he was still ot ready to go for lunch as he still had some unfinished work to complete so i went over to suntec to look for man man n nat. after recieving his call i headed down to look for him. we had some stupid jap fast food. after that i head down to some climbing shop near funan and bought some climbing shoe bag for him and mi. after buying, i head down to work. cute cute was sweet to wait for mi till mi work end and we headed down to liquid kitchen for dinner and a dink lol.
this morning woke up quite late and had to rush a bit through mi lunch and head down to dover and meet cute cute. we climb till it was 5 as he and mi had to head hm for dinner and mi fingers and hands had no more strength. sometimes when climbing i get fustrated with miself saying that y cant i do that move y cant i do this move. why do i take so long to learn am i dumb or wad. hiaz jus wanna climb more practicce more and get better at it.stupid exams will be coming up e week after next and that will stop mi from climbing more than once a week. hiaz will only climb more often after mi exams had end and i will have all e time to climb. am still thinking whether to take up full time at nokia or get another job that is related to marketing since i will be majoring in marketing. if i work in nokia i will not be able to climb as often as job will be till 8 plus 9 every day. so i would pro get a job in an office or something where e timing is till 5 at most 6. that way i will have more time for climbing and cute cute.. and i got a new fresh blister!! now i got 7 blisters... check it out man !!!!!!
just had a mini arguement with cute cute as he thought i was angry or unhappy about headed to farm way 2 to take a look at e abunden hasky. i felt so guilty now as i reacted wrongly by nagging at him and giving e wrong impression that i m unhappy .. sorry baby.. i did not mean that though .. if i did not wanna go i wont even go through all e trouble and push mi tuition to a ealier time. really hope he will understand e misunderstanding.
Any ways will be working at Funan on monday again and will be climbing on tuesday at sp.. yehhhh cant wait... and after that i have to really put mi heart abd soul at least try to as it will be mi last 4 sub before i complete Advance Dip.. YEHHHHH will stop here for e night.

Changes!!!!

Back to blogging after resting mi fingers for a few days due to some stupid internet connection of mine.. was suppose to go training tomorrow but it was a last min change thati have to work at funan.. was suppose to go for e semi finals on sat but decided not to go in e end as well. i just wanna improve on mi climbing. climbing climbing climbing.. i wanna improve on that... okok chill jas chill lol.. will be meeting cute cute for lunch tomorrow at around 1 than will pro slack around till it is time for mi work to start. he will be meeting mi after mi work too. finding him sweeter as each day passes. wanted to buy him e 2 shirts that he got his eye on at G2000, but his mum decided to get it for him. lol will be climbing again sat.. cant wait .. although mi hand is half dead n look stupid. lol. will blog till here due to some connection error.. nights

Pictures Part 2

This are e pics that were taken in Sp climbing gym. hmm wonder when than i would be able to climb like aisha and ayumi. hiaz.. lol have to really say that i have been pushing miself more now compared to before when i first started. sometimes i would be able to do it but sometimes i just cant. wad is wrong with mi??? e 2 pics of cute cute were taken in e mrt on our way from dover. went down to marina square after mi school to meet him than head down to dover (sp) to climb. had 6 blisters on mi hand lol. though it is painful, it feels shiok after climbing... really wish and hop and must improve on mi climbing.. SADDD... someone help mi!!!

Pictures Part 1

These are e photos that we took on e last day of school that was yesterday.. gonna really miss mi classmates as not all of us will be taking degree course together. e lec in grey that we took photo with, is call Miss Peggy Yeo.. she is a very nice lec, have been having her for econs since diploma level.

Stay Tune for pictures part 2 where there are pics that are taken in Sp Climbing gym!

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