Wednesday, November 21, 2007

stress stress stress

firstly i would like to proudly announce tat i got a total of ten hamsters. Dunhill,winston,jingle,rudoph,bobo,chacha,feifei and lucky. Among all of them, lucky is e poor thing one, as he has skin pro tat needs to be treated. I just love all of them to bits just like how i love tigar.
Work is pretty stress for me. Lack of staff and tough competitions too. Sometimes is not tat i don work hard enough but i just work too hard and don know whether i am at e right track anot . Hai wad should i do? All u tell me is not to think so negative. E other person involve in e competition is pretty strong and experience too. I am pro just scared of failure. Sometimes i don even feel like socialising or even speaking a word. Other than these, every thing is fine at work. Nice environment to work in which u have to advice people on their pets and stuff.
There is so many things in my head right now tat i don know how to even express it out. I know u are there for me. I know u are doing alot for me. But i don wanna saying things tat will make us end up quarreling. I just wanna us to be happy and treasure e times tat we are together.
After tat night , i feel more secure towards us. How ever tat day i just felt a sudden insecurity in everything. My position in us in everything. I am afraid tat i might lose everything . Hmm hmm any way just recieve a call tat i got to work morning cause of some stupid reasons so i got to stop here than . . .

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