confuse

i m at a lost , i dun knoe wad to do any more!! someone help mi pls pls help mi... y am i always like a sucker. i got enough of all e shits. i cant take it any more, mentally, emotionally and physically. i just wan to hide in a corner all by miself and cry miself to sleep.just tell mi wad should i do. wad ever i say is always not taken serious. could all those shit be avoided? can it? someone answer mi pls. i need a aim in mi life again. now all i can say is mi life just suck. when will i be able to get up on mi feets again. hiaz..