Losing My Way

woke up real early this morning at around 7.15 in e morning to fetch mi dad to e ferry terminal to his work place. after fetching him there, head down to where i use to stay to have breakfast at e market there. e food still rocks. good food with a cheap price. after eating finally could head hm to get some rest before i had to get up to bathe tigar and bathe miself and head to fetch mi dad back. went to mi grand dad hm to visit mi great grand mother and grand father (father's side) and had mi lunch over there, had lor mee.yummy.
head back hm at about 2 plus and rest again before i head to fetch cute cute together with mi mum. head down to mazda showroom and suzuki show room. had mi eyes on 2 cars, mazda 3 sp 1.6 and suzuki swift sports.e dif is that one is manual and one is auto. mi mum likes e madza but it is auto.. hmm.hmm. on our way to pandan cres, i forgot e way and did not print out e directions for it, and as usual got scolded again. hiaz hiaz. after seeing e cars, i went to mi e other grandparents hm to have mi dinner.
i am having some major attitude pro and mood swing. dun able to torlerate things as much as last time. i hope it is only for a short period of time though.
tomorrow is a day back to work. hmm how boring can it be in life? as for climbing, i still am interested in climbing but am getting sick and tired of pushing miself and not seeing any results. in simple words i suck at it. ya i knoe i dun do all e hand exercises and stuff... there is nothing that i am good at or infact NOTHING... mi self esteem is totally gone. i cant do it CANT!! i am going to give mi last shot again hoping that it will help this time. but i am not gonna pint too much hope on miself any more. e higher e hope i have, e higher e disappointment i will get.
think i am falling sick soon,been sneezing for e whole day and mi nose have been watering. having bad sorethroat as well. will to get well before e kl trip as i dun wanna be a sick duck on e way to kl. lol lol.
think will blog till here for now.