Tired Eyes

Just woke up and only was able to fall a sleep at around 2 plus 3. had a arguement with cute cute and i had to get it solve before i could fall a sleep. i am a person that i like to get things solved before i go to sleep, hate to drag problems to e next day. wad is e point and it will end up spoiling e next day. Having a Major head pain now. thing cause 1st i had not enough sleep 2nd i forced miself to wake up. so as to get ready before tuition so i can just head out with cute cute to see e husky after tuition.
after the arguement with him, was actually thinking through wad he said. mi being lazy and how am i suppose to able to achieve wad i wanna do being lazy?? i have made up mi mind, i will visit e gym 3 times per week. at night will star with 20 push ups 20 sit ups from than i will slowly increase. dam lol i have not been doing push ups and sit ups for ages man, think ever since i stopped npcc. today is e opening day of climb asia, and pro cute cute and i will head down and maybe i will get mi chalk bag.
Cant wait for mi exams to finish, so i can focus on climbing. for now piority is exams. who lieks exams ? lol but e stupid grad is needed in e socity now. wonder did i regrat not going for e new paper new face semi finals anot? did i regrat not taking mi os and able to enter poly anot? did i regrat not visiting mi grandmother before she pass away? did i regrat not taking every oppotunity i had in life,instead wasting it? why is there so many regrats in life? but yet again wad is e point of regrating when it is already over? sometimes i can be so tired of everything that i just wanna drop everything in singapore and head to uk to study. but again i will be super selfish as mi parents, grandparents and cute cute are here.
was thinking of doing e first yr of mi degree in singapore and e sec yr transfer to uk to study. by than he will be army. . . any way will e heading to e bathroom now as it is already 10.28 lol .