Emotional Feak

just woke up from a nap. felt super tired today due to jogging in e morning and some other sudden happenings.lol am also more moody than usual and emo too. was watching huan huan ai and kept sobbing during sad parts.. wonder y in every month, sure there will be one or two days that i will feel this way.. symptoms ----> feel like crying for no reason, think about rubbish stuff, just wanna be alone and not talk, and again just wanna cry, and cry and cry... omg wad is wrong man??
After running alone as cute cute was sleeping like a PIG at mi hm and i tried to wake him up but failed. and he was also sleeping so soundly that i did not wanted to wake him as knew he did not had any sleep last night. so i end up jobbing round mi estate. OMG haven been jogging for a while and oi felt totally dead after the jog. after jogging came back and washed up and bathe and headed down to bbdc. they actually transferred mi instructor out from mi fixed group without a notice from anyone to mi. not saying as if i am some big fuck or something but at least have e decency to let mi knoe as i am also paying for e fixed group. any way will see wad is e out come of tomorrow when they call back. after that head down to Jurong Entertainment and wanted to catch a show but end up not as cute cute was complaining about e seats and stuff..so we end up trying to catch some stupid toys and slacking around. bought some animate as it was on offer from poh kim (4 boxes for 29.90). that is like wow.... at a unbelievable price.
After that we head to mi hm and i went out to have dinner with mi family and he went to meet his friends. After dinner, was talking to ivy. we ended up talking about relationship issues. most pro besides Man Man, i can also share with ivy mi pros. thankful to have these 2 friends around mi or else i will pro go nuts man. lol. at least to knoe they are real all e time and not just being fake when they are with u. am in deep in thoughts now or pro most of e time.sometimes wonder izzit beacuse i am just thinking too much for most of e things and over thinking or i do really have lots of pro.
i knoe i have an serious attitude pro and is trying real hard to change it. and many people may think i got e bo chup attitude. but e fact is that y do i always have to show to e world wad am i thinking and wad am i going through.??? Remembered someone telling mi this when i was in sec 2. Jas no matter who will u be in e future, u have to treasure him and just one pro change ur attitude. lol yap someone told that to mi in a chalet way early in e morning like 2 plus.. for those who have known mi since sec one, u will see how much changes i have made after sec 2.
any way shall blog till here for e night.Nightz