Tired Eyes

Just woke up and only was able to fall a sleep at around 2 plus 3. had a arguement with cute cute and i had to get it solve before i could fall a sleep. i am a person that i like to get things solved before i go to sleep, hate to drag problems to e next day. wad is e point and it will end up spoiling e next day. Having a Major head pain now. thing cause 1st i had not enough sleep 2nd i forced miself to wake up. so as to get ready before tuition so i can just head out with cute cute to see e husky after tuition.
after the arguement with him, was actually thinking through wad he said. mi being lazy and how am i suppose to able to achieve wad i wanna do being lazy?? i have made up mi mind, i will visit e gym 3 times per week. at night will star with 20 push ups 20 sit ups from than i will slowly increase. dam lol i have not been doing push ups and sit ups for ages man, think ever since i stopped npcc. today is e opening day of climb asia, and pro cute cute and i will head down and maybe i will get mi chalk bag.
Cant wait for mi exams to finish, so i can focus on climbing. for now piority is exams. who lieks exams ? lol but e stupid grad is needed in e socity now. wonder did i regrat not going for e new paper new face semi finals anot? did i regrat not taking mi os and able to enter poly anot? did i regrat not visiting mi grandmother before she pass away? did i regrat not taking every oppotunity i had in life,instead wasting it? why is there so many regrats in life? but yet again wad is e point of regrating when it is already over? sometimes i can be so tired of everything that i just wanna drop everything in singapore and head to uk to study. but again i will be super selfish as mi parents, grandparents and cute cute are here.
was thinking of doing e first yr of mi degree in singapore and e sec yr transfer to uk to study. by than he will be army. . . any way will e heading to e bathroom now as it is already 10.28 lol .

CLIMBING...

Went to work yesterday at Funan.. BUT athough mi work started at 4, went to city link there to meet cute cute for lunch. recieved a call from man man and she told mi she was going to suntec to study. when i reached city hall, he was still ot ready to go for lunch as he still had some unfinished work to complete so i went over to suntec to look for man man n nat. after recieving his call i headed down to look for him. we had some stupid jap fast food. after that i head down to some climbing shop near funan and bought some climbing shoe bag for him and mi. after buying, i head down to work. cute cute was sweet to wait for mi till mi work end and we headed down to liquid kitchen for dinner and a dink lol.
this morning woke up quite late and had to rush a bit through mi lunch and head down to dover and meet cute cute. we climb till it was 5 as he and mi had to head hm for dinner and mi fingers and hands had no more strength. sometimes when climbing i get fustrated with miself saying that y cant i do that move y cant i do this move. why do i take so long to learn am i dumb or wad. hiaz jus wanna climb more practicce more and get better at it.stupid exams will be coming up e week after next and that will stop mi from climbing more than once a week. hiaz will only climb more often after mi exams had end and i will have all e time to climb. am still thinking whether to take up full time at nokia or get another job that is related to marketing since i will be majoring in marketing. if i work in nokia i will not be able to climb as often as job will be till 8 plus 9 every day. so i would pro get a job in an office or something where e timing is till 5 at most 6. that way i will have more time for climbing and cute cute.. and i got a new fresh blister!! now i got 7 blisters... check it out man !!!!!!
just had a mini arguement with cute cute as he thought i was angry or unhappy about headed to farm way 2 to take a look at e abunden hasky. i felt so guilty now as i reacted wrongly by nagging at him and giving e wrong impression that i m unhappy .. sorry baby.. i did not mean that though .. if i did not wanna go i wont even go through all e trouble and push mi tuition to a ealier time. really hope he will understand e misunderstanding.
Any ways will be working at Funan on monday again and will be climbing on tuesday at sp.. yehhhh cant wait... and after that i have to really put mi heart abd soul at least try to as it will be mi last 4 sub before i complete Advance Dip.. YEHHHHH will stop here for e night.

Changes!!!!

Back to blogging after resting mi fingers for a few days due to some stupid internet connection of mine.. was suppose to go training tomorrow but it was a last min change thati have to work at funan.. was suppose to go for e semi finals on sat but decided not to go in e end as well. i just wanna improve on mi climbing. climbing climbing climbing.. i wanna improve on that... okok chill jas chill lol.. will be meeting cute cute for lunch tomorrow at around 1 than will pro slack around till it is time for mi work to start. he will be meeting mi after mi work too. finding him sweeter as each day passes. wanted to buy him e 2 shirts that he got his eye on at G2000, but his mum decided to get it for him. lol will be climbing again sat.. cant wait .. although mi hand is half dead n look stupid. lol. will blog till here due to some connection error.. nights

Pictures Part 2

This are e pics that were taken in Sp climbing gym. hmm wonder when than i would be able to climb like aisha and ayumi. hiaz.. lol have to really say that i have been pushing miself more now compared to before when i first started. sometimes i would be able to do it but sometimes i just cant. wad is wrong with mi??? e 2 pics of cute cute were taken in e mrt on our way from dover. went down to marina square after mi school to meet him than head down to dover (sp) to climb. had 6 blisters on mi hand lol. though it is painful, it feels shiok after climbing... really wish and hop and must improve on mi climbing.. SADDD... someone help mi!!!

Pictures Part 1

These are e photos that we took on e last day of school that was yesterday.. gonna really miss mi classmates as not all of us will be taking degree course together. e lec in grey that we took photo with, is call Miss Peggy Yeo.. she is a very nice lec, have been having her for econs since diploma level.

Stay Tune for pictures part 2 where there are pics that are taken in Sp Climbing gym!

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