in need of a life

work have been quite tiring this two days due to people getting sick and even myself. Have been also working night shift with ping and realised tat she is quite a understanding yet nice person to talk to and talk cock too as well lol. Sales haven been tat good this few weeks but hope it will buck up soon. Tat day was speaking to mic and he told me tat don know due to wad, i have changed i was not as patient as before or i do not go about doing thing as calm as before. Did i change ? Yes to be honest i just alot of things in me i don wanna talk about it. Wad is e point? Not as if it will disappear. I am just pretty lost and i don know where to stop. Tat day while i was walking out to buy food with angela , guess wad i saw? Timothy ! He was acting so dao did not even say hi just siam me. Wth.... Once u do something just on impulse or without thinking one term, e change of u regrating is high and regrating is e only thing u can do. Somethings can be changed but some cant it will also leave a scar in u. And it did in me .just one small mistake and u regrate.