Moved On

Hi Peeps,

I have decided to move to http://jastatsme.wordpress.com/

Is All About HATES & DOUBTS In Her

All she wanted to do was to organise events so that when u come out of camp u wont be feeling bored. However, she didn't knoe that she was such a pain. Do u think she is so free to take e time to do this shiit. She hardly have even enough time for herself or for her friends. For wad ever she have done for u for every occasions, she dun even knoe whether u appreciate it anot? As the reaction u gave was it was just a simple gift from any tim dick and harry. She have been keeping this in her, as even if she voice it out, things are just gonna be e same. Wad can she do? Is trying to make someone happy that hard? I bet she is even trying harder to make u happy than herself. I bet when u read this, you are gonna think to urself or say to urself that wad else can u do to make her happy as u have tried all ways. She planned to take e day off tomorrow for u but yet again after wad u have said, her head is filled of doubts.
All she wants now is to be alone and think over the thinks she have done.

*Wad Do U Mean By Forever? Why Do Peoples' Forever Means A Year Or Two?

How Blur Can 1 Be??

Yesterday, it was my very first time visiting Tekong. If i did not heard or read about the incidents which happen there, most prop i will consider staying there as a resort. lol It really looked beautiful. Took the ferry there and it totally turn me dizzy. It will be a miss for those guys who were not posted to Tekong. Heard some of my guy friends complaining about the life in Tekong but my dear seems to like it alot though. Beside the fact that his company is filled with mummy's boy who will only complain like a girl.
Aside from all the bitching, last night, we met up with Micheal, Yeo and some of dear's friend. I totally forgotten the name though, i knoe them by the short guy or the tall guy. lol. Went to liquid. Did not stayed for long as i still had to work today. Feel like shit. dear is out but i am working instead of accompanying him. SHIT. only would be able to go out after work and on weekends. I am totally gonna vomit blood while working now. As cap is on leave for the whole week, they send a temp to take over her. Nothing much to complain but just a word. BLUR. Someone just kill me can?? I have been covering her ass since this morning, helping her answer her mistakes. HEllo i am a temp too u knoe. WTF....... cant wait to get out of work today.

i wanna Agnes B coin pouch

Half An Hour To Go

Yawns... Half and hour to go before i knock off from work. Than will take a slow drive to Plaza Singapura to help up Jordan in Pet Lovers Centre. Yippie tomorrow at least i can catch a tiny bit more sleep as i have took the day off to head down with baby's parents to Tekong for his Passing out Parade. Time do really fly super fast, a blink of eye and 3 months is over. WOW!!
Friday, i will be meeting up with the crazy bunch of girls. Vanessa, Amelia, Claudia, Xin Min, Eunice and a few more i think at Vanessa . Haven been really catching up with them lately. I miss e days which we just go out and go crazy and have fun. If they are reading this i wanna tell them that I MISS U GALS!!! Suddenly got the urge to club. Sadly the close group of people which i hang out with does not favour clubbing. I feel like going for a hair cut. Should i cut my fringe short or leave it? Should i dye my hair or leave it? I truely cant make up my mind though. As i blog. i realised that 13 mins have passed which measn 17 more mins to go. Will stop here and start finishing my paper work.


Just Met You Yesterday And I Am Already Missing You Badly!

The Birth Of a JackAss

I am so irritated by one guy. Totally a mighty jack-ass. If i was his parents i would rather disown him long ago or kill him at the time of his birth. Every now and than, he will msg me in friendster and tell me shocking news eg like my ex boi friend is getting married and irritating me by asking me stupid question that totally irritates me. Eg... he will ask."You sure u married meh?" Is it of ur problem? Whether i am married anot? At least i know clearly that when i get married is not that I NEED TO but I WAN TO... (wonder would this be too difficult for u to understand?) I would not say that when e couple get married cause the have to, they will not be happy. But sadly for u ... it ended the sad way. Cant u just grow up and get a life and stop irritating people? All u wanna do is to report news to both party right (Timothy and I)? Go ahead and tell the whole wide world how lucky and happy i am with my new life! Your wife is even complaining to me about how irritating u can be so stop pestling me and do something to save ur marriage! So wad even if i am only driving a swift sports and u are driving a wrx. At least i know i am paying at least half the car myself and not getting my parents to pay fully for my erp, petrol and car. Although how much i really like the wrx, i would not wanna make it a burden for me and at the end not allowing me to go shopping and spend on good nice food...

Wad's With That Attitude

Once again i am bored at work and trying to pass my morning by blogging. Life is passing like a routine. Will go to work in the morning at Fuji Xerox and after that if i am free will help out at Pet Lovers Centre. Thanks to Mic, we got a new logo for 'The Originals' And previously it was 'Expressway Hoggers' but thanks to my dear, meng for coming out with the new name.
This week, my dear will only be able to book out on Saturday noon. =(. Met someone new at work, name Caprina. Super nice girl and someone of my generation. As most of the time when i work at the reception, people who i end up working with are like 40 plus or 50 plus and that is equals to BORING. Anyway, managed to take leave to attend my dear's passing out parade which is next tuesday 10/6/2008. No topic to talk about and wad else besides boring i can say? There are lots of pictures to upload.
Time does really fly. My dear's and my 1st annual anniversary just pass, which is on the 29 of May. I am kind of getting sick of blogging already. There is nothing interesting to blog about. I still haven got an answer for the sales position.. arrr.
Oh ya a latest update. Micheal, De Wei, Melvin, Meng and i might(70%) be heading out ass to Hong Kong at the end of the year. Yippie.. Did someone said SHOPPING? I am dying to shop till i drop. However no matter how excited i can be, it is still pending.
Omg guess wad i just saw? A middle age woman whose dress is uo to her thighs. <---Nothing Wrong With That. BUT there was a huge Tatoo at her thigh area. Yuck! someone please save my eyes. Do u consider this a Fashion Icon or a Fashion Disaster?

*Missing You Badly Each Day Till The Day U 'POP'

Blogging @ Work Once Again

Once again i am blogging at work. Haven does this even since i stop working at credit swizz. I am super bored just sitting here shaking leg and waiting for phone calls etc. 3 more days to my and meng's 1 yr anniversary. Still thinking hard on wad to surprise him with. will be heading home after work i guess as i am shag tired. This week his parents would not be in town so i guess pro will be staying over at his home.
I am praying hard that i will get the sales job in Fuji Xerox. I wonder y are they making mi life so hard there? Aint i only a small tiny staff there? Why bother creating such a high profile for me? Just to apply for one sales trainee job i got to go all the way to speak to the managing director? lol Indeed they make me feel that as if i am apply for some general manager post or something. Got interview by 1 manager 2 general manager and guess wad? All of them are more than happy to emply me, just that the stupid hr department is making a fuss saying that my mum is doing p&c thus it is hard to emply me and shit. the joke is none of them actually feel that way they even said it was not a problem even the lawyer in the company said it was alright. Funny isnt it .
Will be having my second competition this fri. Pump Fest omg .. butterflies in my tummy again. gonna train these few days. Gonna go back to work and act hardworking for now.

I Need A Way Out

I am dead pist! Finally today i was given the guts to try the top speed on my car. Weee it totally rocks. Noticed that when i am pist or angry or unhappy i will tend to drive double the speed of my usual.hmm ...
Any way i have totally no idea wad am i thinking right now. Y do i see other couples together happily when their boi friend when they book out and mi here feel like shit. Or would i say is purely just how u prioritise things? Shit la confuse man!! Fuck just let nature takes its course i would say. Am i even consider important to u? Wad is my position! Fuck i would say, "come on jas, SHIT HAPPENS LIFE GOES ON!!"
I am having a mental block right now just wanna we alone and think about things.

*I have no idea wad is the meaning of SECURITY anymore

More Pictures From The Photo Shoot

*There Is Lots More But, If I Were To Upload all It Might Just Take A Few Hours

Rock Master 08

Finally i have my own free time to blog. Have been in sp for e past 2 days helping out in Rock Master. Woke up at 6 plus on sat and headed straight don to school as my even starts at 8 .30 and before that i got to help them with e registration. After much consideration, i decided to take part in novice which means all e new climbers will compete against each other. Routes were tricky man. Got to really think think think!! I saw Racheal, my cousin there. She was taking part as well. In the evening, finally e results were out. Did not really expected to get into the semi finals though. out of 70 plus climbers, i came in 28.. wad a lucky number huh? Headed back to Meng home took a shower and had to head to my home to collect some stuff and get a change of clothes. After which we met up with Micheal and De Wei to catch what happen in Vegas. And i end the day by spending e night in sp rock gym.
I am trashy dead tired now. Both mentally and physically. Gonna head back to school later to watch novice man.

*I hope i will not regret my decision. It may look all happy on the outside, but u wont knoe wad is it really is on the inside.

Climb!!

Today, i woke up like super late around 2.30pm and slack around in e house before rushing to meet Racheal, Ayuni and Nura at climb asia. Today's climbing was shiok man, both Racheal and i did a total of 10 routes all together.. After which i headed to get my nails done as my ingrowth was hurting. Gonna be a very short post today as i am super tired from the climb but it was satisfying.
Only left with less than 24 hrs before my love books out after a long weekend, cant wait to see him. yeppi!

*No Words Can Describe How Much i Miss You

Happy Birthday De Wei

Happy Birthday De Wei....
Yesterday was a real fun day i would say. Micheal came to fetch mi after his work as i was feeling lazy to drive. Head down to cold storage to get e raw food which includes of beef, chicken etc.. Mic was looking around for sour apple so he could buy for mi to drink as it was mi favourite drink. but fail to find it though.*SAD* we ended up getting redbull instead which will go perfectly well with Vodka. Bought everything and had to rush back to micheal's home as melvin was waiting.. De wei came shortly after melvin arrived. Melvin and i prepared the food while de wei planted his fat ass on the sofa and was enjoying some documentry. Micheal only paid lip services and some waitering skills.lol (hope i dun get killed for saying this). Before we officially started the steamboat feast, Micheal decided to give De wei 1 shot of Bacardi 151. It wasn't like any other normal alcohol like Vodka, Chivas or Martell and shit. It was 74% if i did not get it wrong. Imaging ironlivers brother like de wei and micheal had to start away down 1-2 cups of water straight after drinking the shot down..hmm. i really ought to try it someday.
After dinner, we settled in micheal's room and they started drinking like fishes AGAIN... and i just stick to mi Vodka red bull with e minimal alcohol in it. Soon, our mr kpo de wei wanted to try Martell Cordon Bleu. Micheal ask mi if i would wan to give it a taste too. Out of mi kponess, i tried it. I LIKE IT!! Even made a statement asking Micheal to order it so i could share with him on our next outing.. Yummy!! The taste was totally different from Chivas, Black Label and Vodka. it was not bitter, in fact it was slightly sweet and left no after taste in it. Smooth as well i would say.
Lets jump the topic to e happenings of today. Was suppose to visit Hatta in hospital today as i recieved a text msg saying that he fractured his leg and had to be admitted. But he could be discharge today so.. pro will visit him some other time. In the late noon, i made mi way down Sp to meet up with nura and samantha and headed towards Climb Asia. Have not been climbing for bout 2 weeks due to Lung Infection. Racheal was there too so Samantha, Racheal, Janice and i climbed together. Completed quite a few routes and felt satisfied man. Gonna climb again tomorrow as Rock master is round the corner which is this Saturday and Sunday (Qualifying) next Saturday and Sunday (Semi finals and finals). Doubt i will even get top 20 which is to qualify for semi, so i shall just do mi best and gain some experience as it is also mi 1st competition.. I will be competing in e Novice lady and cute cute in the Intemediate man.
Will blog till here for tonight. will try to upload the pictures soon when i get it.
ps: Yesterday we found out that Micheal becomes very sensitive when it comes to ANTS!!! Muahahaha

*Missing You More As Each Second Passes.

Wonder Y They Named It Halo Bar?

Back from a long lazy break from not blogging. There are lots of pictures to be uploaded. On fri, De wei celebrated his birthday at Halo Bar. Happen to see winlock there as he was working. Had three drinks, sourapple with 7 up, shirley temple and something that winlock mixed it himself. Thanks to winlock, my drinks for e night was on him.Thanks!! it was also a smoke free day for mi, as i was sick and all mi nannys did not allow mi to even touch a cig.
Yesterday, Mic,Mel,Dewei and i me up at night and headed to newton to have dinner cum supper kind of thing. Ordered crab,hum,bread,sting ray. Yummy!! I have been resting enough for e past few days already. Lung infection is e caused of it. spend a total of 400 plus on all mi medical and medicines.
Haven been driving too as i was on medication thus mic fetched mi to newton and mel fetched Dewei. Tomorrow will be heading to mic home to celebrate for De wei and pro he willbe pist drunk at e end of e session.Really miss cute cute as he is unable to book out this week due to some stupid field camp.
Lets just let the pictures do e talking for now as i got to wash e car.

More Pic From The PhotoShoot

It's Here!!

Got up real early as i had a interview to attend today. Getting real tired and sleepy as i haven got enough sleep since yesterday. On wed, i went to school to climb and Arzah some how manage to physco mi to go orchard with Berd and Gary. After shopping with them at orchard, i rushed home and Eric came to fetch mi from mi home to head down to changi to meet the rest. we stayed up till 2 and decided to leave but as we were about to leave, Bing SP motor couldn't start so ..... u knoe wad happen !! Stayed till 3 plus and only manage to get home bout 4 .
Next day, got to wake up early again as i could finally collect mi car. HEE. went to Turf City and Micheal took time off to go as well. At night we met up with the rest and chat , went down to demsy hill and took some pic.
After yesterday, i was so affected by wad a person said. I truely dun understand y i can get along with 99.9 of e parents and not urs. i was so affected till i chould not sleep the whole night. Wonder to share with you or to just keep it within mi. i dun wanna pressure u as i have ur own things already but wad else can i do. i totally dun wish to face them or in fact dun knoe how to.the thouhgt of wad she said keep coming back to mi and i am AFFECTED. I dun see y i should do any thing else when i did try and the response i got was such. TOTALLY FUCKED UP.

1st Day Of Enlistment

Today is cute cute first day of enlistment at tekong. Only recieved one msg and a calll in the morning from him than i had to wait till night to talk to him again. To be honest, it is really not easy for the person inside and outside camp. It pro takes alot of trust i guess. Thank god he is not e type that is super horribly posessive type, or else he will be suspecting mi here and there by now.
I woke up real early today and decided to head down to ancp to help out Jasmine. Only reached at 10 plus and worked all e way to 6 plus. Had a good talk with Jasmine as she was complaining to mi about our dear incharge. I just hate him to the core right now, he really did his part well by acting a two faced person. Anyways, bad things aside. During our lunch break, Jasmine and i went over to F.O.S and i managed to picked 3 tops which are of reasonable price. Another news that made mi real happy is that, i am finally able to collect mi car on saturday. Yap Saturday. My original plan was to head down to Climb Asia to get mi climbing chalk and climb with some friends there including Hatta. However i suppose there will be some change of plans again.

Planning to change mi headlights to something which is white and mi interior lights to white too. Get 2 pillows and get mi sound stream system done up asap.

The prices are as follows;

Fog Lamp Change To White Bulb - $30
Headlights - $30
Interior - $20
Car Number Plate - $10
Sunshade Front And Back - $30

Pole lights To Led - $10

Total: $130

This car is gonna make be broke. I am gonna slow mod e damm car as so that i wont get sick of it and i wont get so broke. Cute cute will be booking out on e 25/4/2008. Will be picking him up from Pasir Ris as predicting that he will be too tired to take public transport home, and i wont wanna him to take that too if i can ferry him back home. Won't wanna him to trouble his parents to drive all the way there. As for now on, i will try to stay at home as much as i can to save money!! And not to forget, will be going for a interview on Friday for some outdoor camp leader thing. Will blog till here for now.

Busy Day

1 day to go till cute cute goes into camp. He will be in for 2 weeks straight before he can book out on e weekend again. Today schedule was quite tight. Had many things to do and buy.

We first met at dover mrt than headed down to orchard, wheellock place to collect his i pod than went to lucky plaza to get an extra batt from kenneth. After all of those, headed down to heeren and managed to get a pair of shoes and i pod shuffle casing from apple store at wheellock and not to forget a cap from flash and splash for cute cute as he would be botak soon and wanted to bring in something that i got him lol. Went to Cini to take a last neo print before he get his hair shaved off. Soon we headed to mandai area, Qian Ying shop to get Ashley's suppliments (Arthrex and Demertrix). And settled down for tim sum. Had to than rush down to holland v to get his hair shaved. Omg u wont knoe how i felt at that min when i saw his hair slowly being shaved lol not sure y was it mi the one feeling nervous instead lol.

Finally, we reached SP. finish 1 route and flash 1. Haven been climbing so hard at all. Not sure wad motivate mi to climb so hard and push miself so hard. Wonder of i had improved? Gonna train more even though cute cute goes into army. Pro climb at sp on fri and sat at climb asia. Gonna also get e membership thing done and get some chalk as well.

After climbing, headed down to holland v to meet Hatta, mi hamster friend, for a drink and took a couple of pics before leaving. Went to cold storage to get some ingredients for sushi as both of us will be making sushi tomorrow for lunch and pro meet mic and yeo for a drink in the night as they would wanna catch up with him before he get enlisted.

Oh yes, yesterday's shoot was awesome though e weather was freaking hot. imaging u got to perspire in make up. Only managed to get 2 pic so far from Knight Ong. It turned out quite good though. Thank god it did, as i wanted to give cute cute a special and something different before he goes into NS. Nv did i let any of mi exs or attended a shoot with them before as i did not like the idea of mi boi friend getting involve in mi modelling life... So Chan Kar Meng Adrian, now u knoe how DIFFERENT and SPECIAL are u from the rest.

Will blog till here as it is already very draggy. Nights!

PS: Have anyone seen the Singapore version of Shutter?

Back

My blog is starting to collect dust i guess. life have been normal for me nothing interesting though. have been going to work and climbing for e past few months. Was working in pet lovers and am still there now, but the dif is that in e past i was put in charge of one shop but now i choose to leave e company and just help out as a part timer.Am running between vivo, holland v and anchor point (my old home).
Right now time is passing real slowly,i have been waiting for close to a 2 months and am still waiting for e car keys to finally reach my hands. yap got myself a swift sports manual, gun metal grey. hope it will look as nice as i expect it to be. Recently boulder active was held outside plaza singapura. sad to say i did not join, as i stopped climbing for a month was feel i was not qualified for it. never the less, i was there way early in the morning with adrian, kenneth, terry etc. All of them took part. Anyway i hope to join rock master in may.
I am bored at home. Hoping to make sushi but am super lazy too, suppose to make cup cake but at e end lazy too. Adrian is enlisting into army soon. Will only bo out after 2 weeks. His plan was to stay a night or two at siloso beach resort. also is the place where we spend his birthday last yr.

Adrian, Me, Ashley, and Tigar might be having a photo shoot this sun hee. Excited

back at e hates of hell

for e past few days, it have been pretty shitty for me. Nearly went into a depression as i was so stress . However, finally one issue is being solved and which is e most important one. I got all i wanna say out of my lungs. There will be a jay chou concert held in e indoor stadiums on fri which is tomorrow and sat. Cute cute managed to get one pair of free vip tickets from his uncle thus we will be heading to e sat concert. How exciting ya. After going through so much thing with cute cute, i really appreciate tat he was there for me all e time. And after a big arguement we finally known how much we felt for each other.
So far work is good. Enjoying every min at centre point with ping timothy and angela. How ever e fun is not gonna last long . Today jordan spoke to me telling me tat i will be transfering back to ps. Hai and tat fat piece of lard will be at centre point. Wtf. All she did was to picture things in a way tat it looks pretty but in actual fact it is all bull shit. I got bitten once by trusting her and listening to her thus now i am shy . Finally i got use to centre point and now ya wanna me back at ps.
Enough of unhappy things for now. Cute cute and i are gonna get e nintendo ds dog best friend limited edition. I will be going for e corgi and e mini pincher hee. Cant wait to get it too.
For e car , i have decided to only get it in april. Wads e rush right lol.
Hopefully when i go over to centre point. I will not end up pulling hair every night.

in need of a life

work have been quite tiring this two days due to people getting sick and even myself. Have been also working night shift with ping and realised tat she is quite a understanding yet nice person to talk to and talk cock too as well lol. Sales haven been tat good this few weeks but hope it will buck up soon. Tat day was speaking to mic and he told me tat don know due to wad, i have changed i was not as patient as before or i do not go about doing thing as calm as before. Did i change ? Yes to be honest i just alot of things in me i don wanna talk about it. Wad is e point? Not as if it will disappear. I am just pretty lost and i don know where to stop. Tat day while i was walking out to buy food with angela , guess wad i saw? Timothy ! He was acting so dao did not even say hi just siam me. Wth.... Once u do something just on impulse or without thinking one term, e change of u regrating is high and regrating is e only thing u can do. Somethings can be changed but some cant it will also leave a scar in u. And it did in me .just one small mistake and u regrate.

welcome 2008

Time flies,now it is already 2008. Finally i am also posted to centrepoint. life just rocks here. i just hated working in Plaza sinagpura. no one just knoe how much i hated going to work when i was working there. however, people here in centrepoint are dif. they make u feel welcome and even wanna come to work even if u are sick.kk enough about work.
my job issue have been resolved, however sad to say there are other worst issues that surfaced. i am hopping to start my degree by this yr however... hiaz but due to many issues i guess i got to wait. everyone who reads that i feel i should not get a car will this i am out of my mind and insane. however i did not have e urge to get a car now. even if i get one, it will be for e sick of convinience. maybe when i was younger by 2 yrs, i might feel i would wanna a car so that i would be able to gain attentions and shit. but to be honest wad is the point of it?? wad is e point of using ur parents money to buy something so ex and use it to show off so u can attract gals or guys attention?
meng and i have been together for 7 months close to 8 however, no doubts that there are still lots of disagreement with each other. having to wake up in e morning feeling like shit cause of a swollen eye is bad enough, however after reading mengs blog i felt worst. not able to go to hong kong is worst. it left my freaking disappointed. however, yesterday i recieve a i pod red from him. it was sweet of him though. just have to pray hard everything just goes smoothly.
we will be going for incubus concert and jay zhou. we got e jay chou concert for free.
my new yr resolution is just for everything to go smoothly and all my family memebers including all my hamham ashley and tigar to be healthy.