During Office Hours

lol. now i am in e office and blogging away. waiting for cute cute to finish his scanning so we can head down to eat. hungry...did not eat breakfast for 2 days already! HUNGRY!! since there is nothing to do, shall just blog some not so intersting things about yesterday happening! Went to working in e morning e crowd was madness !! hate e morning crowd !!! went to work than after that went to climb asia to get our chalk bag. got 2 one for mi and one for cute cute! will post a pic of it when i get hm and got e time! when i was working for nokia, met 3 other new promotors. we took a group pic will also pro post it when i get hm..
yesterday was a night mare! i haven been so stress out at work before. i could not actually control mi emotions that i had to rush down to e smoking area and just have some time to miself... hmm.. at times i will feel super useless as there is nothing i can do well in! climbing hiaz.. when will i improve?? it seems i have not progress at all. was suppose to meet hua yu man man and nat and kenneth for supper but e timing that they were meeting was too late for mi. i still have to wake up at 6 plus in e morning yawnzz. went climbing at SP yesterday. WOW shiok.. especially when i start getting blister again lol lol lol..
mi climbing shoes are getting very extremly tight. maybe cause mi toes are swollen!!
have to wear office wear to office everyday !! it is so stuffy in it. i miss e times when i can just wear berms and t shirt... looking forward to e weekends, as i will be able to sleep later and slack mi way through e days.
Am rather broke this few days and for e next months or so. have to settle mi starhub bill as i still owe them money.. hiaz. wanna take up e climbing courses but at e same time i wanna get e tights from climb asia.
yesterday while climbing, cute cute tore his finger skin.. PAIN!!! there was blood too.. omg!! all i could do is to stand there gong gong dont knoe wad to do. i realised everytime when he is down or sad or in e bad mood, i will not be able to comfort him or cheer him up. or maybe rather he will be able to confide in his friends better! hmm than wad is mi role???
any way IVY if u are reading this, this msg is for u... I WANNA DONUTS... hot DOnuts.... can i get one dozen?? lol lol
will be taking time off on monday and heading down to nokia for an interview for e full time job.hmm will i get e job?? i dun knoe lol lol
product show is round e corner! just love to work in product show as u will get to meet alot of different types of people there!!
will blog till here and head for luch maybe will be blogging later if i have nothing else to complete!

Exams Are OVER

GOOD MORNING!!! Finally exams of mi final module of advance diploma are OVER!! i repeat OVER...(erm actually not quite over though lol still have a finace paper in after national day lol. will be taking e sub paper as during that time of e exam, i had an asthma attack. yap i am very prone to it. i do shortness of breath every now and than without anyone knoeing so SHHH. lol . BUT it is not going to stop mi from doing things and sports i wanna do.) if i pass all of these papers means i can proceed to e degree level (yr 2). went through lots of stress e pass 1 week i got to say! and finally is over. am suppose to work at cherry mobile today, and by right i was suppose to start work at 11 but due to mi blurness, i tought it was at 10 and i got ass off e bed at 8.15 and got ready and changed by 8.50. omg i just wasted 1 hour of mi precious sleeping time.damm.. after exams yesterday, kenneth, hua yu , nat , man man and i took quite a few pic as it was officially e last day of school.that means after yesterday, we wont be in e same class again joking crapping lame jokes, playying around in class anymore. suppose only man man and i are going to take e degree ,marketing program. gonna miss u guys and e good and bad times we have together.it suddenly makes mi think about mi pri school, when it was e last day of p6. all of us cried like there was no tomorrow. lol. as for secondary school, i was not so attach to e school and class, so it was not so emotional though.will post up e pics. after that man man and i took e mrt together, i got off at city hall and i dun knoe where she got off lol. i headed over to marina and met cute cute to get mi pants. will be working at e same office with cute cute from mon onwards. will have to dress in office wear. hate e stupid idea cause due to mi being very small size, when i dress in office, i look like a kid in thier parents office wear. will try to post a pis up as well for that.after getting mi pants, we headed over to wisma. while walking along city link, a pair of charles and keith shoes.wow it look comfi though.. thankz claudia for entertaining mi request and getting mi nokia6300 as it is slim enough for mi to just carry around without thinking twice. i rather carry a slim and simple phone that one stupid N95 which is sooo big and bulky... after taking and buying everything i had, cute cute and i headed to e new open climb asia. had our eyes on a chalk bag, got e person to reserve it so we can head down on mon to get it after work. lol. yap we will getting e same chalk bag. since there were lots of people there, we change directions and headed back to sp. getting mi legs cramp up in that small shoes, getting blister and chalk all over mi. The feeling is SHIOK man. lol BUT still could not finish e route.. hiaz..YYYYYYY..there will be a malaysia trip planned ,properbly around september time and e trip is maining going there to climb. wow lol . will be 20 plus of 30 plus people going i think. 220 for transport, lodging and for e climbing there. however expenses will be on ourselves. gonna work now as hard as i can to earn lol. haha. will pro have to apply leave. omg feel so bad even before i start nokia, i have to apply leave already.. lol (BAD impression). it will be lots of us giong together, so it will be safety and suprising mi mum agreed on it. lol. still have one hour more till i will leave mi hm for work. omg how blur can i be.??? lol.. was talking to ivy last night and advicing her over some relationship issues, sorry ivy if i was too hush in e words or e way i spoke. just wanted to tell u, y do u wanna put ur self to that level and bother about her for. do u wanna be labelled as crazy woman just like how we label her?? think cute cute will be only looking for mi for dinner. hmm hmm hmm yawns . lack of sleep and food. have not been eating well yesterday. there was a major war in mi tummy yesterday. (gastric VS cramps) wonder who won though lol?? kk wadever stop e crap jas.. !!! lol felt better today. think there is some haze in e air today. this is also one factor that will trigger mi breathing problems! stupid haze!

will be cute cute and mi 2 months together in 1 day time which is tomorrow. and i will be working at e place we first met. lol but e only difference now is that no more cute cute working with mi and going breaks with mi no more him looking down from 4 story will not be able to check with him on some specs of phones any more.lol.. time flys...lol.. lol mi TP driving test is round e corner. got to start practicing and correct all mi errors and be "zhia" at it. pray hard i will pass e first time though. so it will be more convinient for cute cute and i when we go out during unfavourable weathers and when we go chalet and when we go climbing, we wont have to walk all e way to take mrt or bus.!!! think will pro stop here for e day!

*ps: will upload e pics another time, as blogger in currently down. thus i cant upload any pics.

Meaningful Songs

These 3 chinese songs are my favourite when it comes to k box and emoing!
The lyrics brings alot of meanings.. that is one thing nice about chinese songs!

叶子
叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你

非你莫属
懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦懂
得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
看那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇迹
哦我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚

背叛
雨
不停落下来
花怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀
爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块
就不精采
紧紧相依的心如何
say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡
今后都不管
只要你能愉快
有一句感慨
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在
心

SORRY i am moody today

today woke up 12 after cute cute call mi for 13 times. he said he gave mi that many miss call to wake mi up to meet him for lunch. hmm was feeling super moody today. lost of appetite. gastric relapse.. omg so many pro during exam times. hmm any way sorry cute cute... i was super moody and not as cheerful today. rush down to marina and met him and went for lunch. went to G2000 to take a look at e office pants. hmm will be buying 2 tomorrow. reserved it at marina already. after all of that cute cute went back to work and i head home..
will blog till here for now as i do not have e mood to blog for today.
Friday- Climbing and Exams and Collect HP from Wisma and buy Pants
Saturday ----> Working at West Mall (Nokia)
Sunday -----> Working at West Mall (Nokia)
Monday-Friday -----> Working at Credit Swiss Bank
Tuesday (afterwork) -----> Nokia Training at Marriott

2 Down 1 More To Go

finally, 2 papers down but sad to say 1 more HR paper to go. woke up at 9.30 today to study e last bit of mi pom. while i was studying i caught tigar resting his head on mi pillow and falling asleep.lol. will post e pick below. slack abit at hm and study and than head off to school. manman bought mi lor mee from bukit brumai. yummy the lor mee there rocks. have been eating there since i was a kid, as mi grand parents stay near there.after eating continuing to study. this time nothing went in and was feeling soooooo stresss. think i haven felt so stress for a long long time.i became very gan chiong. lol as nothing is going into mi head . it was all blank. finally drag till 2.55 till hua yu, bing, kenneth and i went into e examination room. lol. when all of us saw e questions, our face all changed. like wtf all e questions that we were given and studied did not come out. stupid pom lec, all of us had found him a asshole since e very first day of class and he is no doubt one. at 4 plus i decided to come out as i felt it was no point staring at e paper when i dun even knoe abit. hiaz anyway i think i try mi best. when i was out side with man man nat bing kenneth as usual waiting for them to smoke, mummy called and said there was i job for mi and whether i wanted anot? e job was at credit swiss bank. cute cute is also working there. and i will be working in e department and i will be his partner.. hmmm should i take this offer? obviosly when i first heard his news i called him and ask him. wonder is he happy about it? hmm hmmm hmm.. will pro work here till product show than sign full time with nokia. have no idea y i suddenly have a lost in appetite again. hmm pro PMS? been constantly having gastric pro once again though i have been eating. hmm hmm .. anyway after exams i will be not so stress already. will pro bring mi mum uncle and grandparents to town restaurant at fullaton hotel for e buffet after i get mi first nokia pay. just finish tution and i am feeling super tired from e memorising and stuff. hmmm think will meet cute cute tomorrow for lunch and on fri will be going to g 2000 to get mi pants and go climb asia to climb and before all that i will have to head down to wisma to collect phone. hmm wonder will i get e Nokia6300 or N76???. work work work !! will blog till here !=) Here is also a link which mi uncle post it on you tube which shows mi dog climbing a fence we created just to get freedom lol sometime last yr. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zH-ma2lVdcE (can stop e video when it reaches 30 sec)

Deployments

Woke up this morning and recieved two msg from cute cute .... after that i drag miself out of bed and went to e com to check mi e mail. got deployment in wisma this fri after exam from 6- 12am yap there is going to be a midnight sale. and sat and sun from 10-9pm... definately i am happy when i get deployments but when i saw i was posted to cherry mobile this weekend , u would not even imagine e look on mi face. there was e first place where i met cute cute and other of mi friends. After looking at e name of e shop i saw person incharge... STEVEN.. omg gold chain. lol he is e shop manager and although he is in his late twenties, he look like he is in his late forties.lol have nothing against him so far though but heard lots bout him. who cares i wont get affected cause i will not be under him, eventually i am still under nokia..lol. just chat with roy on msn and he was also suppose to get posted there but he rejected it cause he did not wanted to see steven lol... dam it ... means no friends for mi.. lol .. On fri after mi exam, thought i will be able to climb on fri or e weekends but end up i got to work on all e days. yap fri got posted to wisma till 12 midnight. think they are having a midnight sale. e offer is quite good so i took e job as i get hourly paid and 20 bucks extra for transport. so y not?? lol buti have to wake up early e next day. having mi POM exams tomorrow and i am only half prepared. will be heading down to city link to meet him for lunch and head back to study. STUDY STUDY STUDY !!! soon i will be able to enjoy work climb and shop as i like. lol before i start onmi degree again. log in to friendster in e morning and got a friend request. it was from xue li. hmmm for a moment i was huh who is that. after much tinking i think i should be timothy's god sister ?? i dun knoe any way she is a nice gal la. as usual, she use to didnt like mi as she found i was dao but after talking and stuff she some how kick e idea that i was dao. lol. got to go and get ready already or someone is gonna complain that i am forever late. will blog till here ..

1 Down 2 More To Go

Finally one paper is down but i still have 2 more to go. Just came back not long from marina square. went there after school to get mi white dress and at e same time bought a ring. lol thank god there was a new piece for it. without thinking twice, i bought it. went to take e mrt hm with cute cute. it was horribly pack. i hate it when i have to get onto a train that is so pack, or rather at peak hours. i just hate crowds. even if i club i will always stand by e side and not squeeze with e rest. mummy bought for us dinner so we had to go hm for dinner.
while walking home we made a u turn to seven eleven to get mi ice cream. yummy lol. in school bing said i am fat. lol.. and i knoe i have been irritating people by keep asking them whether i am fat anot. lol . when we were walking hm, cute cute suddenly told mi someting and i was like huh... oh ok!!! lol felt bit unfortable after hearing it though lol. anyway will maybe continue later. got to go for tuition bye.

http://www.geocities.com/lummoxisallaroundyou/js.html (this is wad i found when i was bored and serving yahoo, was created by jeraldine ages ago)