PATHETIC

Hiaz, i just receive mi starhub monthly bill. once again i bomb it again and it is close to 300 bucks. wonder wad and who did i even msg or call? have been emo e whole day. cute cute came to look for mi after his climbing session. SWEET! and it actually cheered mi up a little. i am feeling so down and wish that i can just break down and cry.. but i have no reasons in doing that. but wad else can i do? i dun wan to spoil anyones mood esspecially cute cute's. tomorrow will be working and will only meet cute cute after training. will have to settle mi bill and pay for dance classes before i can even think of getting anything else. Bye bye puma shoes, crampler, puma watch, shoppings, taxis.... =(


*All I Wanna Do Is To Put My Hands Around You And Whisper Softly I LOVE YOU <3

Pictures Update

Charles(nassa's poly friend), Jun Wei, Kia Hong, Omar, Vanessa, Zhong Ang and Zac

Claudia, Amelia, Vanessa, Mi and Renee(nassa's poly friend)

All the pics above were taken on 14/06 (Vanessa Surprise Birthday Party)


Taken in e cab on our way to Great World City (Man Yun , Mi and Hua Yu)

Also taken in e cab on e way to Great World City , but Hua Yu looks BLUR

Taken some where near the dance floor (Vanessa, Wei Xiong , Mi , Cute Cute)
Credits to mkop.com.sg

E few of us again, this time taken at e roof top of Dxo
Credits to mkop.com.sg




All the above Pics of Mi and Cute Cute are taken in sentosa (KM8) on 18/06

In the process of getting Cute Cute's hair Chopped and Darken
Taken at Devella on 18/06

Emo Day At Home Alone

mi whole body feels like it is going to break down any moment. spend e whole day with cute cute yesterday. accompanied him for nokia interview in e morning waited for him till it ended.than head down to vivo city and had our lunch there and headed to sentosa. cute cute applied for a islander card as well as it will save all e time to line up and get e entrance ticket and it gives mi an excuss to go sentosa more often too. lol. we decided to switch cards thus he will be keeping mine and i will be keeping his. while sun tanning in km8. both of us kind of fell asleep yawnz, think a reason is that we were both tired as we woke up super early in e morning. ordered pretty much drinks yesterday compared to normal times as e weather wa freaking crazy. hot like no ones bussiness... toook some pics as well.. after that we took a cad to chinese garden mrt to get out hair done as cute cute had to dye his hair to a darker colour due to his job in nokia. and for mi, i did high lights of red... after that we met mi mum for dinner somewhere near mi hm.
today is a pretty emo day for mi. why is it so that people can get emo for nothing?? i am to stay at hm all day as i am not quite feeling well, having running nose and head ache. ordered mac to eat as i was too lazy to head out to get food, but after seeing e food i did not felt like eating. think now cute cute would be climbing with his friends at SP, did not wanna go as i felt he should have some time to spend with his friends.. have been listening to songs by simple plan , good charlotte, Blink 182, All american rejects and Bowling for soup. there was one song that attracted mi to it ,although it was old some i think it bring lots of meaning to it. UNTITLED by simple plan. but one advice when u are emo dun listen to it, it will mkae you cry.lol
Tomorrow that is wed and thursday will be working in mi mum office doing some office work and after that for e two days, i have to rush to Marriot for nokia training. and will be working on sat and sunday at jurong point. so if anyone is thinking of changing thier hp to nokia come look for mi lol.. there are some pro with e hotmail. i sent out an e mail to one of e nokia person incharge that i will be attending training but she did not recieve and at e end i got told off saying that i should register before e closing date and lucky there were still space for mi to attend. WTF. lucky i saw e e mail and realised mi name was not registered. any way now everything is being solved already.
think will not be meeting cute cute for long tomorrow thursday sat and sunday, have to work. SOB SOB... got too many things i wanna buy so i have to work hard and get it. shall blog till here for now and yes btw e pics that were taken in DXO with vanessa, wei xiong and cute cute are out shall upload it as well .

HOLIDAY

have been sleeping late for e past few nights without fail. on Friday night Wei Xiong, Vanessa, cute cute and i went to DXO. it was van first time clubbing since she hit 18. at first e crowd was not there, however e crowd only started to come in at 12 plus. think this few days have been falling in with orange juice. yummy!!!
on sat that was also yesterday went to orchard with cute cute and i had a appointment with auntie Nancy to do mi eye brows. cute cute was suppose to meet mi at 1.30 BUT lol he was late as he could not wake up. mi mum and him were talking till 5 plus in e morning after clubbing. so in e end met him at 3 and we could not get a cab as it was raining heavily. went to far east to meet Nat and her boi friend and friend. they were doing their eye brows too. after that we headed to metro and he got his belt and i got mi wallet.Milena walk to check out e fees for e hip hop classes at Jitter Bugs Swingapore (http://www.swingapore.com/hiphop.htm). cute cute and i decided to sign up for it after he got his pay, as he had other commitments. After checking e prices, he bought mi to a place that he worked before, outback steak house... we had finger food as there were food waiting for mi to finish at hm. e cheese fries rockz. lol lol. As we were walking to e mrt we kept stopping at every shop like Adidas, body shop etc.... we end up buying a blusher for miself and a face wash for cute cute.. when we reach Jurong, we got some pic developed.
today actually was suppose to meet cute cute but e weather changed thus we could not bring our dogs to west coast park.. SAD SOB.. and mi acting smart thinking that as his parents will be coming back today and he would like to spend time with them, i went to make appointment for nails thinking that he would like to stay at hm instead... ARRRRRR...!!! we will be meeting tomorrow though for his interview.. ALL e Best!! Ya Can Do It!!!
ALot of things have been happening this few days... i just dun knoe y things must end up this way. i dun deny that i am not at all affected by all e happenings. y must it be sound like it is all mi and her fault. y?? someone just tell mi y. sometimes i find it so hard to express mi feelings, as i dun wan anyone, especially someone who is super close to mi to feel affected.. will blog till here for now, just pray that everything will turn out fine..

*will post pics when i come back later (stay tune)

In e afternoon, head down to forum to meet cute cute as he was there to collect his watch. after that we head down to PP (pacific plaza). went in to ADIDAS, saw a jacket that cost 149 bucks, AND i fell in love with it.. crap.. could not find anything at all in e whole building. but cute cute found a top in quick silver and bought it at a reasonable price. we proceed to far east and only got a brown belt from 77th street. next stop was taka and again we did not buy anything from there. Heeren was e place that we spend most of our money. cute cute and i got our ear pierced and bought alot of stuff. head down to cini to had our dinner there. ordered snails, wings and steaks. after dinner went to 7.11 to get cigs. was telling cute cute that i wont get check but then aunty was like "can i have ur IC pls" -_-"'. lol. and he was just behind laughing and giggling away.. WTF..

Things we bought today:

1) 2 pair of e same slippers

2) 4 tops (quick silver,4 skin,flash imp)

3) 1 necklace (flash imp)

4) 2 creatures (action city)

5) 1 belt (77th street)

6) 1 card holder with money clip (fossil)

7) Berms (flash and splash)

Cute cute came up to mi hm and played with mi dog (tigar). he keeps saying that tigar love him ... like zzz. lol. wadever lol.. enjoyed mi day today, except there were somethings that left mi affected... but overall i was happy lol ... cute cute.. will post pic that was taken in eski bar yesterday and in orchard today.

talking last night. went to eski bar with melvin, mic, dewei, lin zhe and cute cute. when i was not noticing, he ordered a shirleys temple for mi... SWEET.. when it cam i was like huh.. whose drink?lol ... we went into e ice freezing cold room. thank god i was wearing mic jacket.. cute cute was freezing and shivering.. lol..after that we headed to liquid to chill out.lol play tai ti and they called mi a NOOB.. mic gave us a lift to mi hm. stayed downstairs mi block for awhile and were talking.. headed up after mi mum called mi to go hm lol. when we reached mi door step, tigar was barking away and when mi mum opened e door, he rushed out and just sat in front of cute cute and wanted him to carry... lol... wth... any way will stop here for e day. NIGHTZ

Old Pic From Sec School

These are some pics that i grabbed from vanessa's blog. ENJOY!!