It's Here!!

Got up real early as i had a interview to attend today. Getting real tired and sleepy as i haven got enough sleep since yesterday. On wed, i went to school to climb and Arzah some how manage to physco mi to go orchard with Berd and Gary. After shopping with them at orchard, i rushed home and Eric came to fetch mi from mi home to head down to changi to meet the rest. we stayed up till 2 and decided to leave but as we were about to leave, Bing SP motor couldn't start so ..... u knoe wad happen !! Stayed till 3 plus and only manage to get home bout 4 .
Next day, got to wake up early again as i could finally collect mi car. HEE. went to Turf City and Micheal took time off to go as well. At night we met up with the rest and chat , went down to demsy hill and took some pic.
After yesterday, i was so affected by wad a person said. I truely dun understand y i can get along with 99.9 of e parents and not urs. i was so affected till i chould not sleep the whole night. Wonder to share with you or to just keep it within mi. i dun wanna pressure u as i have ur own things already but wad else can i do. i totally dun wish to face them or in fact dun knoe how to.the thouhgt of wad she said keep coming back to mi and i am AFFECTED. I dun see y i should do any thing else when i did try and the response i got was such. TOTALLY FUCKED UP.

1st Day Of Enlistment

Today is cute cute first day of enlistment at tekong. Only recieved one msg and a calll in the morning from him than i had to wait till night to talk to him again. To be honest, it is really not easy for the person inside and outside camp. It pro takes alot of trust i guess. Thank god he is not e type that is super horribly posessive type, or else he will be suspecting mi here and there by now.
I woke up real early today and decided to head down to ancp to help out Jasmine. Only reached at 10 plus and worked all e way to 6 plus. Had a good talk with Jasmine as she was complaining to mi about our dear incharge. I just hate him to the core right now, he really did his part well by acting a two faced person. Anyways, bad things aside. During our lunch break, Jasmine and i went over to F.O.S and i managed to picked 3 tops which are of reasonable price. Another news that made mi real happy is that, i am finally able to collect mi car on saturday. Yap Saturday. My original plan was to head down to Climb Asia to get mi climbing chalk and climb with some friends there including Hatta. However i suppose there will be some change of plans again.

Planning to change mi headlights to something which is white and mi interior lights to white too. Get 2 pillows and get mi sound stream system done up asap.

The prices are as follows;

Fog Lamp Change To White Bulb - $30
Headlights - $30
Interior - $20
Car Number Plate - $10
Sunshade Front And Back - $30

Pole lights To Led - $10

Total: $130

This car is gonna make be broke. I am gonna slow mod e damm car as so that i wont get sick of it and i wont get so broke. Cute cute will be booking out on e 25/4/2008. Will be picking him up from Pasir Ris as predicting that he will be too tired to take public transport home, and i wont wanna him to take that too if i can ferry him back home. Won't wanna him to trouble his parents to drive all the way there. As for now on, i will try to stay at home as much as i can to save money!! And not to forget, will be going for a interview on Friday for some outdoor camp leader thing. Will blog till here for now.

Busy Day

1 day to go till cute cute goes into camp. He will be in for 2 weeks straight before he can book out on e weekend again. Today schedule was quite tight. Had many things to do and buy.

We first met at dover mrt than headed down to orchard, wheellock place to collect his i pod than went to lucky plaza to get an extra batt from kenneth. After all of those, headed down to heeren and managed to get a pair of shoes and i pod shuffle casing from apple store at wheellock and not to forget a cap from flash and splash for cute cute as he would be botak soon and wanted to bring in something that i got him lol. Went to Cini to take a last neo print before he get his hair shaved off. Soon we headed to mandai area, Qian Ying shop to get Ashley's suppliments (Arthrex and Demertrix). And settled down for tim sum. Had to than rush down to holland v to get his hair shaved. Omg u wont knoe how i felt at that min when i saw his hair slowly being shaved lol not sure y was it mi the one feeling nervous instead lol.

Finally, we reached SP. finish 1 route and flash 1. Haven been climbing so hard at all. Not sure wad motivate mi to climb so hard and push miself so hard. Wonder of i had improved? Gonna train more even though cute cute goes into army. Pro climb at sp on fri and sat at climb asia. Gonna also get e membership thing done and get some chalk as well.

After climbing, headed down to holland v to meet Hatta, mi hamster friend, for a drink and took a couple of pics before leaving. Went to cold storage to get some ingredients for sushi as both of us will be making sushi tomorrow for lunch and pro meet mic and yeo for a drink in the night as they would wanna catch up with him before he get enlisted.

Oh yes, yesterday's shoot was awesome though e weather was freaking hot. imaging u got to perspire in make up. Only managed to get 2 pic so far from Knight Ong. It turned out quite good though. Thank god it did, as i wanted to give cute cute a special and something different before he goes into NS. Nv did i let any of mi exs or attended a shoot with them before as i did not like the idea of mi boi friend getting involve in mi modelling life... So Chan Kar Meng Adrian, now u knoe how DIFFERENT and SPECIAL are u from the rest.

Will blog till here as it is already very draggy. Nights!

PS: Have anyone seen the Singapore version of Shutter?

Back

My blog is starting to collect dust i guess. life have been normal for me nothing interesting though. have been going to work and climbing for e past few months. Was working in pet lovers and am still there now, but the dif is that in e past i was put in charge of one shop but now i choose to leave e company and just help out as a part timer.Am running between vivo, holland v and anchor point (my old home).
Right now time is passing real slowly,i have been waiting for close to a 2 months and am still waiting for e car keys to finally reach my hands. yap got myself a swift sports manual, gun metal grey. hope it will look as nice as i expect it to be. Recently boulder active was held outside plaza singapura. sad to say i did not join, as i stopped climbing for a month was feel i was not qualified for it. never the less, i was there way early in the morning with adrian, kenneth, terry etc. All of them took part. Anyway i hope to join rock master in may.
I am bored at home. Hoping to make sushi but am super lazy too, suppose to make cup cake but at e end lazy too. Adrian is enlisting into army soon. Will only bo out after 2 weeks. His plan was to stay a night or two at siloso beach resort. also is the place where we spend his birthday last yr.

Adrian, Me, Ashley, and Tigar might be having a photo shoot this sun hee. Excited

back at e hates of hell

for e past few days, it have been pretty shitty for me. Nearly went into a depression as i was so stress . However, finally one issue is being solved and which is e most important one. I got all i wanna say out of my lungs. There will be a jay chou concert held in e indoor stadiums on fri which is tomorrow and sat. Cute cute managed to get one pair of free vip tickets from his uncle thus we will be heading to e sat concert. How exciting ya. After going through so much thing with cute cute, i really appreciate tat he was there for me all e time. And after a big arguement we finally known how much we felt for each other.
So far work is good. Enjoying every min at centre point with ping timothy and angela. How ever e fun is not gonna last long . Today jordan spoke to me telling me tat i will be transfering back to ps. Hai and tat fat piece of lard will be at centre point. Wtf. All she did was to picture things in a way tat it looks pretty but in actual fact it is all bull shit. I got bitten once by trusting her and listening to her thus now i am shy . Finally i got use to centre point and now ya wanna me back at ps.
Enough of unhappy things for now. Cute cute and i are gonna get e nintendo ds dog best friend limited edition. I will be going for e corgi and e mini pincher hee. Cant wait to get it too.
For e car , i have decided to only get it in april. Wads e rush right lol.
Hopefully when i go over to centre point. I will not end up pulling hair every night.

in need of a life

work have been quite tiring this two days due to people getting sick and even myself. Have been also working night shift with ping and realised tat she is quite a understanding yet nice person to talk to and talk cock too as well lol. Sales haven been tat good this few weeks but hope it will buck up soon. Tat day was speaking to mic and he told me tat don know due to wad, i have changed i was not as patient as before or i do not go about doing thing as calm as before. Did i change ? Yes to be honest i just alot of things in me i don wanna talk about it. Wad is e point? Not as if it will disappear. I am just pretty lost and i don know where to stop. Tat day while i was walking out to buy food with angela , guess wad i saw? Timothy ! He was acting so dao did not even say hi just siam me. Wth.... Once u do something just on impulse or without thinking one term, e change of u regrating is high and regrating is e only thing u can do. Somethings can be changed but some cant it will also leave a scar in u. And it did in me .just one small mistake and u regrate.

welcome 2008

Time flies,now it is already 2008. Finally i am also posted to centrepoint. life just rocks here. i just hated working in Plaza sinagpura. no one just knoe how much i hated going to work when i was working there. however, people here in centrepoint are dif. they make u feel welcome and even wanna come to work even if u are sick.kk enough about work.
my job issue have been resolved, however sad to say there are other worst issues that surfaced. i am hopping to start my degree by this yr however... hiaz but due to many issues i guess i got to wait. everyone who reads that i feel i should not get a car will this i am out of my mind and insane. however i did not have e urge to get a car now. even if i get one, it will be for e sick of convinience. maybe when i was younger by 2 yrs, i might feel i would wanna a car so that i would be able to gain attentions and shit. but to be honest wad is the point of it?? wad is e point of using ur parents money to buy something so ex and use it to show off so u can attract gals or guys attention?
meng and i have been together for 7 months close to 8 however, no doubts that there are still lots of disagreement with each other. having to wake up in e morning feeling like shit cause of a swollen eye is bad enough, however after reading mengs blog i felt worst. not able to go to hong kong is worst. it left my freaking disappointed. however, yesterday i recieve a i pod red from him. it was sweet of him though. just have to pray hard everything just goes smoothly.
we will be going for incubus concert and jay zhou. we got e jay chou concert for free.
my new yr resolution is just for everything to go smoothly and all my family memebers including all my hamham ashley and tigar to be healthy.