|| Jas That's Me ||

Moved On

2008-06-16T15:06:00.001+08:00

Hi Peeps,

I have decided to move to http://jastatsme.wordpress.com/

Is All About HATES & DOUBTS In Her

2008-06-12T12:09:00.005+08:00

All she wanted to do was to organise events so that when u come out of camp u wont be feeling bored. However, she didn't knoe that she was such a pain. Do u think she is so free to take e time to do this shiit. She hardly have even enough time for herself or for her friends. For wad ever she have done for u for every occasions, she dun even knoe whether u appreciate it anot? As the reaction u gave was it was just a simple gift from any tim dick and harry. She have been keeping this in her, as even if she voice it out, things are just gonna be e same. Wad can she do? Is trying to make someone happy that hard? I bet she is even trying harder to make u happy than herself. I bet when u read this, you are gonna think to urself or say to urself that wad else can u do to make her happy as u have tried all ways. She planned to take e day off tomorrow for u but yet again after wad u have said, her head is filled of doubts.
All she wants now is to be alone and think over the thinks she have done.

*Wad Do U Mean By Forever? Why Do Peoples' Forever Means A Year Or Two?

How Blur Can 1 Be??

2008-06-11T12:29:00.006+08:00

Yesterday, it was my very first time visiting Tekong. If i did not heard or read about the incidents which happen there, most prop i will consider staying there as a resort. lol It really looked beautiful. Took the ferry there and it totally turn me dizzy. It will be a miss for those guys who were not posted to Tekong. Heard some of my guy friends complaining about the life in Tekong but my dear seems to like it alot though. Beside the fact that his company is filled with mummy's boy who will only complain like a girl.
Aside from all the bitching, last night, we met up with Micheal, Yeo and some of dear's friend. I totally forgotten the name though, i knoe them by the short guy or the tall guy. lol. Went to liquid. Did not stayed for long as i still had to work today. Feel like shit. dear is out but i am working instead of accompanying him. SHIT. only would be able to go out after work and on weekends. I am totally gonna vomit blood while working now. As cap is on leave for the whole week, they send a temp to take over her. Nothing much to complain but just a word. BLUR. Someone just kill me can?? I have been covering her ass since this morning, helping her answer her mistakes. HEllo i am a temp too u knoe. WTF....... cant wait to get out of work today.

i wanna Agnes B coin pouch

Half An Hour To Go

2008-06-09T17:25:00.003+08:00

Yawns... Half and hour to go before i knock off from work. Than will take a slow drive to Plaza Singapura to help up Jordan in Pet Lovers Centre. Yippie tomorrow at least i can catch a tiny bit more sleep as i have took the day off to head down with baby's parents to Tekong for his Passing out Parade. Time do really fly super fast, a blink of eye and 3 months is over. WOW!!
Friday, i will be meeting up with the crazy bunch of girls. Vanessa, Amelia, Claudia, Xin Min, Eunice and a few more i think at Vanessa . Haven been really catching up with them lately. I miss e days which we just go out and go crazy and have fun. If they are reading this i wanna tell them that I MISS U GALS!!! Suddenly got the urge to club. Sadly the close group of people which i hang out with does not favour clubbing. I feel like going for a hair cut. Should i cut my fringe short or leave it? Should i dye my hair or leave it? I truely cant make up my mind though. As i blog. i realised that 13 mins have passed which measn 17 more mins to go. Will stop here and start finishing my paper work.

Just Met You Yesterday And I Am Already Missing You Badly!

The Birth Of a JackAss

2008-06-06T10:31:00.004+08:00

I am so irritated by one guy. Totally a mighty jack-ass. If i was his parents i would rather disown him long ago or kill him at the time of his birth. Every now and than, he will msg me in friendster and tell me shocking news eg like my ex boi friend is getting married and irritating me by asking me stupid question that totally irritates me. Eg... he will ask."You sure u married meh?" Is it of ur problem? Whether i am married anot? At least i know clearly that when i get married is not that I NEED TO but I WAN TO... (wonder would this be too difficult for u to understand?) I would not say that when e couple get married cause the have to, they will not be happy. But sadly for u ... it ended the sad way. Cant u just grow up and get a life and stop irritating people? All u wanna do is to report news to both party right (Timothy and I)? Go ahead and tell the whole wide world how lucky and happy i am with my new life! Your wife is even complaining to me about how irritating u can be so stop pestling me and do something to save ur marriage! So wad even if i am only driving a swift sports and u are driving a wrx. At least i know i am paying at least half the car myself and not getting my parents to pay fully for my erp, petrol and car. Although how much i really like the wrx, i would not wanna make it a burden for me and at the end not allowing me to go shopping and spend on good nice food...

Wad's With That Attitude

2008-06-05T09:37:00.005+08:00

Once again i am bored at work and trying to pass my morning by blogging. Life is passing like a routine. Will go to work in the morning at Fuji Xerox and after that if i am free will help out at Pet Lovers Centre. Thanks to Mic, we got a new logo for 'The Originals' And previously it was 'Expressway Hoggers' but thanks to my dear, meng for coming out with the new name.
This week, my dear will only be able to book out on Saturday noon. =(. Met someone new at work, name Caprina. Super nice girl and someone of my generation. As most of the time when i work at the reception, people who i end up working with are like 40 plus or 50 plus and that is equals to BORING. Anyway, managed to take leave to attend my dear's passing out parade which is next tuesday 10/6/2008. No topic to talk about and wad else besides boring i can say? There are lots of pictures to upload.
Time does really fly. My dear's and my 1st annual anniversary just pass, which is on the 29 of May. I am kind of getting sick of blogging already. There is nothing interesting to blog about. I still haven got an answer for the sales position.. arrr.
Oh ya a latest update. Micheal, De Wei, Melvin, Meng and i might(70%) be heading out ass to Hong Kong at the end of the year. Yippie.. Did someone said SHOPPING? I am dying to shop till i drop. However no matter how excited i can be, it is still pending.
Omg guess wad i just saw? A middle age woman whose dress is uo to her thighs. <---Nothing Wrong With That. BUT there was a huge Tatoo at her thigh area. Yuck! someone please save my eyes. Do u consider this a Fashion Icon or a Fashion Disaster?

*Missing You Badly Each Day Till The Day U 'POP'

Blogging @ Work Once Again

2008-05-26T16:18:00.000+08:00

Once again i am blogging at work. Haven does this even since i stop working at credit swizz. I am super bored just sitting here shaking leg and waiting for phone calls etc. 3 more days to my and meng's 1 yr anniversary. Still thinking hard on wad to surprise him with. will be heading home after work i guess as i am shag tired. This week his parents would not be in town so i guess pro will be staying over at his home.
I am praying hard that i will get the sales job in Fuji Xerox. I wonder y are they making mi life so hard there? Aint i only a small tiny staff there? Why bother creating such a high profile for me? Just to apply for one sales trainee job i got to go all the way to speak to the managing director? lol Indeed they make me feel that as if i am apply for some general manager post or something. Got interview by 1 manager 2 general manager and guess wad? All of them are more than happy to emply me, just that the stupid hr department is making a fuss saying that my mum is doing p&c thus it is hard to emply me and shit. the joke is none of them actually feel that way they even said it was not a problem even the lawyer in the company said it was alright. Funny isnt it .
Will be having my second competition this fri. Pump Fest omg .. butterflies in my tummy again. gonna train these few days. Gonna go back to work and act hardworking for now.

I Need A Way Out

2008-05-24T00:47:00.003+08:00

I am dead pist! Finally today i was given the guts to try the top speed on my car. Weee it totally rocks. Noticed that when i am pist or angry or unhappy i will tend to drive double the speed of my usual.hmm ...
Any way i have totally no idea wad am i thinking right now. Y do i see other couples together happily when their boi friend when they book out and mi here feel like shit. Or would i say is purely just how u prioritise things? Shit la confuse man!! Fuck just let nature takes its course i would say. Am i even consider important to u? Wad is my position! Fuck i would say, "come on jas, SHIT HAPPENS LIFE GOES ON!!"
I am having a mental block right now just wanna we alone and think about things.

*I have no idea wad is the meaning of SECURITY anymore

More Pictures From The Photo Shoot

2008-05-18T23:51:00.003+08:00

*There Is Lots More But, If I Were To Upload all It Might Just Take A Few Hours

Rock Master 08

2008-05-18T12:52:00.002+08:00

Finally i have my own free time to blog. Have been in sp for e past 2 days helping out in Rock Master. Woke up at 6 plus on sat and headed straight don to school as my even starts at 8 .30 and before that i got to help them with e registration. After much consideration, i decided to take part in novice which means all e new climbers will compete against each other. Routes were tricky man. Got to really think think think!! I saw Racheal, my cousin there. She was taking part as well. In the evening, finally e results were out. Did not really expected to get into the semi finals though. out of 70 plus climbers, i came in 28.. wad a lucky number huh? Headed back to Meng home took a shower and had to head to my home to collect some stuff and get a change of clothes. After which we met up with Micheal and De Wei to catch what happen in Vegas. And i end the day by spending e night in sp rock gym.
I am trashy dead tired now. Both mentally and physically. Gonna head back to school later to watch novice man.

*I hope i will not regret my decision. It may look all happy on the outside, but u wont knoe wad is it really is on the inside.

Climb!!

2008-05-15T00:00:00.002+08:00

Today, i woke up like super late around 2.30pm and slack around in e house before rushing to meet Racheal, Ayuni and Nura at climb asia. Today's climbing was shiok man, both Racheal and i did a total of 10 routes all together.. After which i headed to get my nails done as my ingrowth was hurting. Gonna be a very short post today as i am super tired from the climb but it was satisfying.
Only left with less than 24 hrs before my love books out after a long weekend, cant wait to see him. yeppi!

*No Words Can Describe How Much i Miss You

Happy Birthday De Wei

2008-05-13T23:40:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday De Wei....
Yesterday was a real fun day i would say. Micheal came to fetch mi after his work as i was feeling lazy to drive. Head down to cold storage to get e raw food which includes of beef, chicken etc.. Mic was looking around for sour apple so he could buy for mi to drink as it was mi favourite drink. but fail to find it though.*SAD* we ended up getting redbull instead which will go perfectly well with Vodka. Bought everything and had to rush back to micheal's home as melvin was waiting.. De wei came shortly after melvin arrived. Melvin and i prepared the food while de wei planted his fat ass on the sofa and was enjoying some documentry. Micheal only paid lip services and some waitering skills.lol (hope i dun get killed for saying this). Before we officially started the steamboat feast, Micheal decided to give De wei 1 shot of Bacardi 151. It wasn't like any other normal alcohol like Vodka, Chivas or Martell and shit. It was 74% if i did not get it wrong. Imaging ironlivers brother like de wei and micheal had to start away down 1-2 cups of water straight after drinking the shot down..hmm. i really ought to try it someday.
After dinner, we settled in micheal's room and they started drinking like fishes AGAIN... and i just stick to mi Vodka red bull with e minimal alcohol in it. Soon, our mr kpo de wei wanted to try Martell Cordon Bleu. Micheal ask mi if i would wan to give it a taste too. Out of mi kponess, i tried it. I LIKE IT!! Even made a statement asking Micheal to order it so i could share with him on our next outing.. Yummy!! The taste was totally different from Chivas, Black Label and Vodka. it was not bitter, in fact it was slightly sweet and left no after taste in it. Smooth as well i would say.
Lets jump the topic to e happenings of today. Was suppose to visit Hatta in hospital today as i recieved a text msg saying that he fractured his leg and had to be admitted. But he could be discharge today so.. pro will visit him some other time. In the late noon, i made mi way down Sp to meet up with nura and samantha and headed towards Climb Asia. Have not been climbing for bout 2 weeks due to Lung Infection. Racheal was there too so Samantha, Racheal, Janice and i climbed together. Completed quite a few routes and felt satisfied man. Gonna climb again tomorrow as Rock master is round the corner which is this Saturday and Sunday (Qualifying) next Saturday and Sunday (Semi finals and finals). Doubt i will even get top 20 which is to qualify for semi, so i shall just do mi best and gain some experience as it is also mi 1st competition.. I will be competing in e Novice lady and cute cute in the Intemediate man.
Will blog till here for tonight. will try to upload the pictures soon when i get it.
ps: Yesterday we found out that Micheal becomes very sensitive when it comes to ANTS!!! Muahahaha

*Missing You More As Each Second Passes.

2008-05-11T16:51:00.005+08:00

Wonder Y They Named It Halo Bar?

2008-05-11T16:39:00.003+08:00

Back from a long lazy break from not blogging. There are lots of pictures to be uploaded. On fri, De wei celebrated his birthday at Halo Bar. Happen to see winlock there as he was working. Had three drinks, sourapple with 7 up, shirley temple and something that winlock mixed it himself. Thanks to winlock, my drinks for e night was on him.Thanks!! it was also a smoke free day for mi, as i was sick and all mi nannys did not allow mi to even touch a cig.
Yesterday, Mic,Mel,Dewei and i me up at night and headed to newton to have dinner cum supper kind of thing. Ordered crab,hum,bread,sting ray. Yummy!! I have been resting enough for e past few days already. Lung infection is e caused of it. spend a total of 400 plus on all mi medical and medicines.
Haven been driving too as i was on medication thus mic fetched mi to newton and mel fetched Dewei. Tomorrow will be heading to mic home to celebrate for De wei and pro he willbe pist drunk at e end of e session.Really miss cute cute as he is unable to book out this week due to some stupid field camp.
Lets just let the pictures do e talking for now as i got to wash e car.

More Pic From The PhotoShoot

2008-05-03T12:17:00.002+08:00

It's Here!!

2008-04-18T09:40:00.002+08:00

Got up real early as i had a interview to attend today. Getting real tired and sleepy as i haven got enough sleep since yesterday. On wed, i went to school to climb and Arzah some how manage to physco mi to go orchard with Berd and Gary. After shopping with them at orchard, i rushed home and Eric came to fetch mi from mi home to head down to changi to meet the rest. we stayed up till 2 and decided to leave but as we were about to leave, Bing SP motor couldn't start so ..... u knoe wad happen !! Stayed till 3 plus and only manage to get home bout 4 .
Next day, got to wake up early again as i could finally collect mi car. HEE. went to Turf City and Micheal took time off to go as well. At night we met up with the rest and chat , went down to demsy hill and took some pic.
After yesterday, i was so affected by wad a person said. I truely dun understand y i can get along with 99.9 of e parents and not urs. i was so affected till i chould not sleep the whole night. Wonder to share with you or to just keep it within mi. i dun wanna pressure u as i have ur own things already but wad else can i do. i totally dun wish to face them or in fact dun knoe how to.the thouhgt of wad she said keep coming back to mi and i am AFFECTED. I dun see y i should do any thing else when i did try and the response i got was such. TOTALLY FUCKED UP.

1st Day Of Enlistment

2008-04-09T22:23:00.003+08:00

Today is cute cute first day of enlistment at tekong. Only recieved one msg and a calll in the morning from him than i had to wait till night to talk to him again. To be honest, it is really not easy for the person inside and outside camp. It pro takes alot of trust i guess. Thank god he is not e type that is super horribly posessive type, or else he will be suspecting mi here and there by now.
I woke up real early today and decided to head down to ancp to help out Jasmine. Only reached at 10 plus and worked all e way to 6 plus. Had a good talk with Jasmine as she was complaining to mi about our dear incharge. I just hate him to the core right now, he really did his part well by acting a two faced person. Anyways, bad things aside. During our lunch break, Jasmine and i went over to F.O.S and i managed to picked 3 tops which are of reasonable price. Another news that made mi real happy is that, i am finally able to collect mi car on saturday. Yap Saturday. My original plan was to head down to Climb Asia to get mi climbing chalk and climb with some friends there including Hatta. However i suppose there will be some change of plans again.

Planning to change mi headlights to something which is white and mi interior lights to white too. Get 2 pillows and get mi sound stream system done up asap.

The prices are as follows;

Fog Lamp Change To White Bulb - $30
Headlights - $30
Interior - $20
Car Number Plate - $10
Sunshade Front And Back - $30

Pole lights To Led - $10

Total: $130

This car is gonna make be broke. I am gonna slow mod e damm car as so that i wont get sick of it and i wont get so broke. Cute cute will be booking out on e 25/4/2008. Will be picking him up from Pasir Ris as predicting that he will be too tired to take public transport home, and i wont wanna him to take that too if i can ferry him back home. Won't wanna him to trouble his parents to drive all the way there. As for now on, i will try to stay at home as much as i can to save money!! And not to forget, will be going for a interview on Friday for some outdoor camp leader thing. Will blog till here for now.

Busy Day

2008-04-08T00:21:00.010+08:00

1 day to go till cute cute goes into camp. He will be in for 2 weeks straight before he can book out on e weekend again. Today schedule was quite tight. Had many things to do and buy.

We first met at dover mrt than headed down to orchard, wheellock place to collect his i pod than went to lucky plaza to get an extra batt from kenneth. After all of those, headed down to heeren and managed to get a pair of shoes and i pod shuffle casing from apple store at wheellock and not to forget a cap from flash and splash for cute cute as he would be botak soon and wanted to bring in something that i got him lol. Went to Cini to take a last neo print before he get his hair shaved off. Soon we headed to mandai area, Qian Ying shop to get Ashley's suppliments (Arthrex and Demertrix). And settled down for tim sum. Had to than rush down to holland v to get his hair shaved. Omg u wont knoe how i felt at that min when i saw his hair slowly being shaved lol not sure y was it mi the one feeling nervous instead lol.

Finally, we reached SP. finish 1 route and flash 1. Haven been climbing so hard at all. Not sure wad motivate mi to climb so hard and push miself so hard. Wonder of i had improved? Gonna train more even though cute cute goes into army. Pro climb at sp on fri and sat at climb asia. Gonna also get e membership thing done and get some chalk as well.

After climbing, headed down to holland v to meet Hatta, mi hamster friend, for a drink and took a couple of pics before leaving. Went to cold storage to get some ingredients for sushi as both of us will be making sushi tomorrow for lunch and pro meet mic and yeo for a drink in the night as they would wanna catch up with him before he get enlisted.

Oh yes, yesterday's shoot was awesome though e weather was freaking hot. imaging u got to perspire in make up. Only managed to get 2 pic so far from Knight Ong. It turned out quite good though. Thank god it did, as i wanted to give cute cute a special and something different before he goes into NS. Nv did i let any of mi exs or attended a shoot with them before as i did not like the idea of mi boi friend getting involve in mi modelling life... So Chan Kar Meng Adrian, now u knoe how DIFFERENT and SPECIAL are u from the rest.

Will blog till here as it is already very draggy. Nights!

PS: Have anyone seen the Singapore version of Shutter?

Back

2008-04-02T17:06:00.004+08:00

My blog is starting to collect dust i guess. life have been normal for me nothing interesting though. have been going to work and climbing for e past few months. Was working in pet lovers and am still there now, but the dif is that in e past i was put in charge of one shop but now i choose to leave e company and just help out as a part timer.Am running between vivo, holland v and anchor point (my old home).
Right now time is passing real slowly,i have been waiting for close to a 2 months and am still waiting for e car keys to finally reach my hands. yap got myself a swift sports manual, gun metal grey. hope it will look as nice as i expect it to be. Recently boulder active was held outside plaza singapura. sad to say i did not join, as i stopped climbing for a month was feel i was not qualified for it. never the less, i was there way early in the morning with adrian, kenneth, terry etc. All of them took part. Anyway i hope to join rock master in may.
I am bored at home. Hoping to make sushi but am super lazy too, suppose to make cup cake but at e end lazy too. Adrian is enlisting into army soon. Will only bo out after 2 weeks. His plan was to stay a night or two at siloso beach resort. also is the place where we spend his birthday last yr.

Adrian, Me, Ashley, and Tigar might be having a photo shoot this sun hee. Excited

back at e hates of hell

2008-01-18T00:20:00.000+08:00

for e past few days, it have been pretty shitty for me. Nearly went into a depression as i was so stress . However, finally one issue is being solved and which is e most important one. I got all i wanna say out of my lungs. There will be a jay chou concert held in e indoor stadiums on fri which is tomorrow and sat. Cute cute managed to get one pair of free vip tickets from his uncle thus we will be heading to e sat concert. How exciting ya. After going through so much thing with cute cute, i really appreciate tat he was there for me all e time. And after a big arguement we finally known how much we felt for each other.
So far work is good. Enjoying every min at centre point with ping timothy and angela. How ever e fun is not gonna last long . Today jordan spoke to me telling me tat i will be transfering back to ps. Hai and tat fat piece of lard will be at centre point. Wtf. All she did was to picture things in a way tat it looks pretty but in actual fact it is all bull shit. I got bitten once by trusting her and listening to her thus now i am shy . Finally i got use to centre point and now ya wanna me back at ps.
Enough of unhappy things for now. Cute cute and i are gonna get e nintendo ds dog best friend limited edition. I will be going for e corgi and e mini pincher hee. Cant wait to get it too.
For e car , i have decided to only get it in april. Wads e rush right lol.
Hopefully when i go over to centre point. I will not end up pulling hair every night.

in need of a life

2008-01-11T12:27:00.000+08:00

work have been quite tiring this two days due to people getting sick and even myself. Have been also working night shift with ping and realised tat she is quite a understanding yet nice person to talk to and talk cock too as well lol. Sales haven been tat good this few weeks but hope it will buck up soon. Tat day was speaking to mic and he told me tat don know due to wad, i have changed i was not as patient as before or i do not go about doing thing as calm as before. Did i change ? Yes to be honest i just alot of things in me i don wanna talk about it. Wad is e point? Not as if it will disappear. I am just pretty lost and i don know where to stop. Tat day while i was walking out to buy food with angela , guess wad i saw? Timothy ! He was acting so dao did not even say hi just siam me. Wth.... Once u do something just on impulse or without thinking one term, e change of u regrating is high and regrating is e only thing u can do. Somethings can be changed but some cant it will also leave a scar in u. And it did in me .just one small mistake and u regrate.

welcome 2008

2008-01-06T11:05:00.000+08:00

Time flies,now it is already 2008. Finally i am also posted to centrepoint. life just rocks here. i just hated working in Plaza sinagpura. no one just knoe how much i hated going to work when i was working there. however, people here in centrepoint are dif. they make u feel welcome and even wanna come to work even if u are sick.kk enough about work.
my job issue have been resolved, however sad to say there are other worst issues that surfaced. i am hopping to start my degree by this yr however... hiaz but due to many issues i guess i got to wait. everyone who reads that i feel i should not get a car will this i am out of my mind and insane. however i did not have e urge to get a car now. even if i get one, it will be for e sick of convinience. maybe when i was younger by 2 yrs, i might feel i would wanna a car so that i would be able to gain attentions and shit. but to be honest wad is the point of it?? wad is e point of using ur parents money to buy something so ex and use it to show off so u can attract gals or guys attention?
meng and i have been together for 7 months close to 8 however, no doubts that there are still lots of disagreement with each other. having to wake up in e morning feeling like shit cause of a swollen eye is bad enough, however after reading mengs blog i felt worst. not able to go to hong kong is worst. it left my freaking disappointed. however, yesterday i recieve a i pod red from him. it was sweet of him though. just have to pray hard everything just goes smoothly.
we will be going for incubus concert and jay zhou. we got e jay chou concert for free.
my new yr resolution is just for everything to go smoothly and all my family memebers including all my hamham ashley and tigar to be healthy.

2007-12-11T00:36:00.000+08:00

Zodiac Signs

ARIES - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.
TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good
fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!
GEMINI - Irresistible
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out.
Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.
CANCER - The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak.Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.
LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.
VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please.
LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying...
SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.
SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.
CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always
gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.
AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in
long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.
PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.

crash and burn

2007-12-09T12:13:00.000+08:00

right now, meng is in malaysia and i am right here in singapore. at first it kind of feels wierd without him as normally every time when i am out of e shop, i will call him while both of us are working. however right now, hmm hmm ... last night, i recieved a msg from him. it wasl ike finally..!!! at least thank god i was not as affected as i thought i would be, so when it is time for him to go army and go back to malaysia during chinese new yr, i would be ok, means i will be able to adapt to e changes.
many things have happened in e shop. compititions are everywhere. how i wish i cann just get a proper job in e marketing department or go back to study.

2007-11-25T12:58:00.000+08:00

today is a sunday when everyone is at home sleeping or preparing to go church or out with their family , a death occur in my home .
Yesterday we happened to notice a hamster who broke his leg when we were choosing hamster for our customer. So we decided to put him aside as we did not wanted to cost any more injury to him . At night i decided to bring him home as he would be alone in e cold store room and will be without water . He was not eating fine or drinking fine at all . He was only using his two hands to move around . Cute cute and i decided to call him terry as we thought his will power was as strong as terry fox . How ever this morning zhen i woke up i found him not moving. Even no matter how hard i shake him . He was dead . I am so heart broken when i saw him . He looked like he was sleeping but e fact is he is dead . He was so guai and cute . Hai . Hai hope he is happy now in some where else in e world or where ever. Now i am rushing to work after burying him downstairs my home . Rest in peace terry.

stress stress stress

2007-11-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

firstly i would like to proudly announce tat i got a total of ten hamsters. Dunhill,winston,jingle,rudoph,bobo,chacha,feifei and lucky. Among all of them, lucky is e poor thing one, as he has skin pro tat needs to be treated. I just love all of them to bits just like how i love tigar.
Work is pretty stress for me. Lack of staff and tough competitions too. Sometimes is not tat i don work hard enough but i just work too hard and don know whether i am at e right track anot . Hai wad should i do? All u tell me is not to think so negative. E other person involve in e competition is pretty strong and experience too. I am pro just scared of failure. Sometimes i don even feel like socialising or even speaking a word. Other than these, every thing is fine at work. Nice environment to work in which u have to advice people on their pets and stuff.
There is so many things in my head right now tat i don know how to even express it out. I know u are there for me. I know u are doing alot for me. But i don wanna saying things tat will make us end up quarreling. I just wanna us to be happy and treasure e times tat we are together.
After tat night , i feel more secure towards us. How ever tat day i just felt a sudden insecurity in everything. My position in us in everything. I am afraid tat i might lose everything . Hmm hmm any way just recieve a call tat i got to work morning cause of some stupid reasons so i got to stop here than . . .

Speechless

2007-11-13T08:03:00.001+08:00

A Mistake Which Is To Late To Be Learnt

A Change in Job

2007-11-10T14:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my last day at Funan aka Nokia. Got a new Job at PS in Pets' Lovers Centre. Tuesday will officially be my first day there and linkin park concert will also be on that day. yippie. though it is like balcany sits, i got it free man, lol . so who cares.
yesterday finish work at 8.30 and headded down to PS with kenneth and we played arcade. haven been so care free for a long time already. finally i am able to take a break after a long stressful 2 months at nokia.
today i shall be a good gal and stay at hm till late afternoon ,when i will meet up with mi mdis ex classmates in diploma. haven seen them for ages. some have gone out to work and others have gone into NS.
suppose to climb in SP today but mi boi friend and mi mum put a stop for mi not to go there and climb due to some reasons though.miss climbing. miss wearing home clothes,hmmm hmmm.
will stop here.

Suzuki Swift Sports

2007-11-01T08:56:00.000+08:00

i am so glad that something have been possible for mi. Suzuki Swift Sports. went to pay the booking fees with mummy on sunday however, only can collect e car next yr hopefully jan. wil be working hard helping to pay for the car though. finally decided on a gun metal grey instead of yellow and white, as yellow is all over the road and white is hard to take care, so i suppose grey is still the best lol.
today is mi off day. gonna head down to cute cute hm to fetch him so we can head to paya labar for his interview. hmmm pet shop .. how i wish i got the chance to work in a pet shop too man. hope to head to Sp to climb today. i think pro i have to start all over again for climbing as i have not been even climbing for e past one month due to being sick and mi busy schedule. however i was told by cute ucte that we had invitation to Tp to climb/.. hmmm hmmm. lol lol ..
there are some conflict between mi mum and mi boy friend. i am so caught in the middle. hia wad do i do. ?? or do i just dun do any thing?? I DUN KNOE....
I got Linkin Park Tickets.. YEH YEH YEH!! FOC.. cool gonna catch them in indoor stadium,
lol..lol..LINKIN PARK!!.

Tired. Tired .Tired

2007-10-25T14:11:00.000+08:00

yap today is mi off day. and it is gonna be one which is gonna be boring and tired i would say. many nice unforgetable things and many shits and quarrels had happened. hmm and i am tired of all e quarrels and shits. super tired. just had a major quarrel with mi parents, and i got to finally get the things i wanted to say long ago out of mi heart. it was a real relieve i would say. every issue is mi who is the problematic one i suppose.. i am so tired extremly tired just wanna be alone at times cause no one can help mi or listen to mi as i understand miself the best.yap i am having the time of the month now and feeling like shit and pro emo man.
any way, enough of those shit. that day went to test drive the suzuki swift sports and the feeling was WOW.. no doubts that the pick up of that car is good. i cant wait to own that car..one pro now, i do not have a idea which colour to get though. hmm... yap i got people calling mi spoilt and stuff but hello i am also paying part of it.. working mi ass off to be able to at least pay some. and if the car has successful come, i will need to work mi ass off again to do changes to it. like sound system,rims and stuff... lol..
today, in the morning, suddenly got an unexpected friend came to ask mi izzit i had an accident .. !!!! wtf. he seems to knoe things which is happening man. omg.. who e hell did he even heard it from? gonna stop here will try to upload a video clip.

The Happenings In Siloso Beach Resort

2007-10-24T23:52:00.001+08:00

Thats Wad I Need

2007-10-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

I seriously need to start dolling myself up again!! Need to get something done to my hair, Dress properly and not just grab anything from e cardboard.

Great Weekend Just Pass

2007-10-22T14:43:00.000+08:00

wow. fri sat and sun was a cool and fun weekend. friday morning, woke up at 8 in e morning and met micheal at mi hm, drove to his hm and park e car there and he gave mi a ride on his Mx5 as i was too stone and tired to drive cause reached hm only at 12 plus 1 e night before. yawns.. lol after that we went to get something to eat and drove to bukit timah, hillcrese to collect lana chocolate cake. picked it up and rushed to west mall to get some candles and stuff. since it was on e way, i dropped by at mi sec school too. spoke to mr tan and mrs chan tt. e 2 teachers who encouraged mi e most during mi school days. After everything, i headed down to cute ucte hm to fetch him. as usual he was not ready yet. still in his PJs... lol. had lunch at his hm as his dad cooked... after him taking his own sweet time, lol we headed down to vivo to get some beers, soda water and ,drinks , chips and mi tooth brush. finally we chould check in into e hotel (siloso beach resort). after times and times staying in hotels, i suddenly do not have e feeling or ever stay in a chalet. we checked in at e reception and got our room which is room number 620.
e room was quite up to standard and it was overlooking the palawan beach and cafe delmar.
rested and headed out to fetch mic, de wei and melvin at mic hm. we reached kind of early though so we went up to his hm. saw mian mian and as usual she went round and round and round. lol. even 50 times wont be a problem for her man. lol
all of them got cute ucte real pist high in e night. i was looking after him as i did not wanted any thing to happen man. got him to cut e cake and blew e candle before he fell asleep. lol. mic, de wei and yeo got him feather light condoms.. i was like zzzz wtf. and a card which insulted woman ... lol.. i got cute cute a globe t shirt , dog tag and a combine pic of us and not to forget a card. hope he like it. e next day we headed to e pool to swim and after that cute ucte and i went to vivo, we got a pair of identical shoes...after that we headed back to e hotel to rest and after that i brought him to had a chocolate buffet. yummy. baby's fav is chocolate. lol lol. and we went down to MOS with his friends.
at about 5 plus we reached e hotel and bathe and had cup noodles. lol. and slept, as i was already feeling sick. mi nose was running and was coughing very badly and e night before i had asthma. i have been having asthma attacks quite often this few days..pro not enough sleep and rest. we only woke up at 3 plus 4 and had a late checked out...
oh yes oh yes. we bought a pair of furry hamster. lol lol. thier names are, dunhill and winston. also bought them thier hm and food. super active and one keep climbing. lol i see a potential in it in rock climbing. lol lol. some more is dun have to use leg one lo. it is at cute cute hm and i am to go there once a week to clean them. hmmm. hmmm.
yes i am dead sick now only wen to work for a few hours and went to see doc and came hm. gonna get some rest now. Cheers

The 1st and Last Clue To My Lame Birthday Plan

2007-10-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

hmm hmm. today i came back quite early after work. was a good gal. met mic at marina square... damm did not wanted to bao toh him cause he said not to mention BUT fuck. it got mi hair messed up cause he did not wanted to whine up e windows earlier.dammm. ya that MX 5... i was wondering whether i would be seen if i sat in the car. lol lol. damm damm damm nv will i forgive him for that.
oh yes. hiaz everything was suppose to be a small surprise but zzzz no idea who said it out.. zzzz thanks ar... any way plan A distroyed , plan B is still on. muhahaha. just a small clue, you are gonna become fat after ur birthday or in other words actually on e day. lol lol.wadever ...lol lol. k i am getting excited.. hmm i just love planning stuff and see it go well.. yeh yeh.. hehehe.
hey man, he is a lucky bitch! i dun even get so many people to celebrate mi birthday. gonna take loads and loads of pics during e 3 days. yeh yeh..lol..tomorrow still got to work.. hiaz.. it is getting bored. not as exciting as before.any way who cares another 2 more days of work than i will off for 3 days.. oh yeh!!!
kk k gonna just stop here for now.

So Far So Good

2007-10-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

hmm hmm so far every thing have been quite good at work. cute cute is working with mi in e same location and it kind of encourage mi to go work more. baby birthday is round e corner and yap will be celebrating with him. hope he is looking forward to it as much as i am. we booked sentosa beach resort 3 day 2 nights. and got a few surprises awaiting with e help of some people. hmm hmm pro he will nv ever guess wad it will be. lol hope he will like it. hmm hmm.. hmm hmm.. on fri morning, i would have to get some things done first before i fetch cute cute to head down to sentosa .on e first night which is fri night, mic de wei and melvin will be meeting us pro for dinner as well. than they pro will drink till quite late.hmmm next day will spend e day with baby and at night ... muhahahahaha. baby figure it out urself. lol lol .. hahaha. yap.. stupid boi keep telling mi dun need to give him present. lol.. lol.. muahahahahaha... =X .. k wad ever i am going nuts.
starting to get quite pist off my mi company and thinking of changing. mi aunty will be helpping mi pull string into a advertising company. many people says it is not easy getting a job in there. so if i am offered why not give it a try since i will be majoring in marketing in future...
cute cute got his enlistment already. 13 march 2008. hmm guess i will be missing him when he is in camp. tekong.!!!! wad a place .. wad if they dun have reception.?? means i cant call or msg him .. !!!! arrr.... zzz i am just thinking too much again lol lol. think when he is in camp, i will pro go back to school and study or work and study at night. have been spending almost every day with cute ucte, wonder wad will happen when he enter camp though.hiaz hiaz. hmm hmm wad ever it is, i am looking forward to his birthday. lol lol ..
however, e past few days, he have been acting weridly. it kind of worried mi. is cause i have no idea wad is thinking about at all. it really did freak mi out though. hope those issues are over now and we can carry on our normal life again. tomorrow will be another day at work. got to sleep early..so shall just stop here than.

Get On With Life Bitch!!

2007-10-01T13:57:00.001+08:00

yap i have got to learn to get on with life even though shits does happens. hmm yesterday went for a photo shoot. e concept totally rock. was taking pic outside velvet dragon and i have decided to visit that place this wed since thursday i am on off. i got to start clubbing and be young again man. enough of rotting and chilling. i am young so act young and have a young and unhealthy life style man. lol.. i miss climbing , i miss all e people there. just miss climbing hope i will be able to make mi way there this week at else 2 or 3 times... hmmm... in e working world since everyone is fake, y not u play a part in it too and be fake. i got to learn how to be real fake man while working. with mi freak and stupid self, i wont get far nor promoted at all. y should i help people cover thier ass or even treat one with sincere and respect? so to conclude, u got to be FAKE while working always cover ur ass and just cover ur ass. but at e same time knoe who is real to u and repay him....
believe or not i have not tried shots. k maybe once. lol. was telling de wei about it and he said try it while in velvet dragon la .... lol ... shots... hmm hmm hmm hmm. though i had quite lot of sleep today, i am still feeling tired. and trying to carry on with life and e most i can do now is guard miself against everything.
am hearing a song right now.... wads love??? its should be all about us it should be all about trust....hmmm hmm hmm. just to think back, i have gone through lots of shits and after all, i have learn new lessons... so it is not that bad after all at least i got to learn something new.
am on MC today. i have not even recover every since before kl trip.. omg it is like close to 1 -2 months. wad is wrong with mi body system.???

confuse

2007-10-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

i m at a lost , i dun knoe wad to do any more!! someone help mi pls pls help mi... y am i always like a sucker. i got enough of all e shits. i cant take it any more, mentally, emotionally and physically. i just wan to hide in a corner all by miself and cry miself to sleep.just tell mi wad should i do. wad ever i say is always not taken serious. could all those shit be avoided? can it? someone answer mi pls. i need a aim in mi life again. now all i can say is mi life just suck. when will i be able to get up on mi feets again. hiaz..

back to reality

2007-09-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

finally all e misunderstanding at work is being settled already. so glad, however there will be manay changes. mark, mi ic will be transfered out and a new ic will be replacing him. Eugene will be transfered out too and he still owe mi, byran and xin ru 38 dollars in total. i sometimes wonder how is he gonna survive alone when he is in another outlet without us buying drink for him... so in funan, it will be only mi , xin ru and bryan. sad sad!!!

tomorrow will be working closing shift so pro will be heading down to e bank with cute cute to create a joint account and than to funan as he starts work at 1 at a shop which is just 6 sec walking distance from mi shop. lol. and after work will be heading to a ktv pub to celebrate eddie's birthday. sunday got to wake up extra early as i will be having a photo shoot with knight ong shi fu lol lol. will be held at central mall though. and after that head down to work at funan again.

cute cute birthday is round e corner. hmmm 3 weeks from now. we decided to book a room at sentosa beach resort 3 days 2 nights.hmmm hmmm hmmm.. muhahahahahaha... took 3 days of no pay leave so i will be able to spend his birthday with him. will pro ask his friends out to chill on his birthday too. hmmmmm...

just got back from training and kind of got mi eyes on a pair of rings. looked nice and best of all, it do not look common though. not like those which all couples will get. hmm hmm.. went down to sentosa on thursday with cute cute which was on mi off day. took quite alot of pics there while chilling out at mi usual fav place.. KM8.. just love that place, as it just have a very peaceful and away from e urban life feeling. but sad to say, heard that they will be closing down at e end of e yr.. SAD SAD..

will pro stop blogging here and head to bed or else i wont be able to wake up.yawns...

here are some outdated photos which have not been posted:

Welcome To My Life

2007-09-23T23:05:00.001+08:00

finally i can update mi blog again. was tired from work and shits that was happening recently. backstabbing and everything. who can i trust now? who can i actually put mi trust in now? everyone is just trying to cover thier own ass... i just dun understand, why do people wanna fight to sell hand sets when no many how many they sell, they will still get e fixed full commission. isn't it funny? lol lol.
today a big big incident actually happen to mi. i told a customer e wrong price of e phone. i told him it was $128 but it was $238. zzzzz yap and at e end i had to top up $110 using mi own money. wtf. for a moment i was shock and just did not knoe what to do. and soon i could not control mi emotions and started breaking into tears. funny thing is that i cried till mi lens dropped out from mi eyes. zzzz. i had to run to get solution and force it back into mi eyes. eee i knoe it sounds disgusting though lol. soon i also found out that mi lens was cracked. it had broke at e sides. but wad to do i cant make do without lens so have to just ta han abit before i get mi pay and get a new pair....
recently i have been feeling real down. nothing seems to be going right. i cant take it any more... sometimes, i just wanna be alone. i am just not confident enough in miself. always thinking about e negative issues. cant soneone just assure mi??
sad sad, have not been climbing for e past one week due to e busy schedule and i miss climbing to bits.....

cute cute birthday is round e corner. hmmm hmmm hmmm.....

This Is What The Working World Is All About

2007-09-20T18:22:00.000+08:00

this few nights, have been coming back late and stuff so did not have e time to really blog much. many things have been happening at work. first is e commission issue however thank god i am not involve in it at all. other than that, next came e crashing of e laptop. e lap top suddenly just crash and no one wants to own up at all. come on own up and stop getting e whole group into trouble and worst of get our ic mark into big shit. yesterday was mi off day and headed down to sentosa with cute cute to chill however, i recieve a call from mark saying that one speaker was stolen.. wtf... how on earth did e speakers get stolen in e first place. anit they suppose to be alert no matter how much they slack.??? here, this is e worst thing. though mark and i were not at e scene, we too had to play a part by contributing 20 bucks for e speakers. do they even have any shame by asking two people who were not at e shop to share e burden and cost? wadever.. shall stop bitcching about some people here.lets go back to normal life.
have been spending most of mi time with cute cute e past few days. he has found a job and he is back into e mobile industry.these two days was call to attend some training insteading of going to work. oh yes. cute cute and i got another new phone. some nokia phone,6120Classic. same colour too. WHITE and a new pair of watch for casual wear.
this few days many unhappy things had happened. office sits and yesterday just got a big argument with cute cute. i was not understanding enough though. SORRY!! and nw mi results. hiaz i screwed it up. i am now thinking twice on whether to continuing mi studies anot. COnfuse indeed.for half of yesterday i was thinking of this particular question. how do u know how much e other party feels for u? hmmm hard question right. even so if he or her tells u slot or wad so ever, how would u knoe is true? properly it will be a unsolve question... hmm wull pro blog til here for now.

Work Work Work

2007-09-11T22:27:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging for a long long time due to working. many things kind of happen at work that kind of stress us out alot. but i took a great break during e weekends. Climb On!! e whole event rocks although it proved that i sucked at climbing though. this yr e shirt looked a bit budget.. lol.. mummy rented a car for mi on fri so i could like drive to tamp instead of like taking public transport that required soooo much more time.
on sat after e competition, cute cute , hakim, a couple of his friends and i went to funeral for a friend concert. OMG it rocks... although at first i got hit elbow and stepped by people. e songs were great and i am gonna get thier cd... after e concert, we headed down to east coast to slack and chit chat.
e next day i had to wake up early in e morning to ferry cute cute ass to tamp for his turn at e competition.his results were pretty good. after e whole comp we headed to somewhere which is near tamp to eat. and after that we headed hm as i had to work e next day.
have been eating alot at work as there was nothing else to do except eating eating and eating. people are finding mi not usual as i am eating so much. but e pro is after eating lunch, i dun eat dinner any more. so wad is wrong??
linkin park is coming to singapore, hope to get free tickets from nokia though as they are part of e concert . will be meeting cute cute after work tomorrow to head to sp to climb and hope to meet up with micheal.
last few days many things had happened and those things made mi realised y is it important to trust someone. but at e same time e other party should at least give some assurance...
is it mi or not that i am just oversensitive about things. pro i just get jealous too easily.
will blog till here..
check out this video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zf4EZtY5Zm8

Sick Once again

2007-09-07T08:15:00.001+08:00

haven been blogging for a long long time due to e lack of time as i am working full time at nokia now. was posted to funan and that place is fun. people there are nice and e manager too. after coming back from malaysia, i kind of fell sick again. lost mi voice and now down with a flu. yesterday i spend mi off day helping mark with his car repair as he did not had e time to do it. lol. thanks to cute cute, i actually got into e parking lot a few times successfully. e car that he drove was bit dif from normal cars. it was a subaru TS. which means is a all wheel drive thus e turning is dif. tomorrow and sunday will be on leave again. Climb On... it will be held at near tap mrt. hope to get e car so it wont be so troublesome for us to travel up and down. after that will be heading hm first before heading for funeral for a friend concert. will blog till here for now as i have to get ready for work.

DRIVING

2007-09-06T00:29:00.000+08:00

Auto Suck Manual Rocks

I Am Back!!!

2007-09-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

i am back from kl, but i dun feel happy at all. i miss kl, camp5 ,swiss in, and everyone. i miss walking from hotel to some shops to eat in e middle of e night and cracking lame jokes as we walk.
camp5 just rocks. it is big and there are lots of different walls and different routes to try out. top rope, lead climbing, bouldering etc...sad to say, i only tried bouldering,lead climbing and top rope. it was FUN... e first day of camp 5, i tried out top ropes first. yes i am afraid of heights. imaging, after chalking mi hands while climbing, it is still wet. even when i am not climbing and just looking up or down, mi hands will start to water. after doing e high walls, i went to boulder. i admit i just suck at climbing high wall man, mi endurance is SHIT...no stamina at all.
on e second day of e trip, all of us were too lazy and tired to even climb so the whole day wad we did was to sleep slack sleep slack sleep. one day wasted.
third day of e trip aka second day at camp 5, i tried auto belay and still continued to boulder.
third day at camp 5, after much encouragement from e gals, i finally tried out mi first route in lead climbing. it really did project itself very scary as some of them like bert, actually injured themself cause they did not clip properly. and also wad i was scared that was, mi climbing is not up to standard yet .... but who cares? evenually i tried it. damm this require even more energy and stamina than top rope man. i was like sweating like a pig wheni finished e route. even fell asleep while recharging mi energy before i boulder.
realised, during this trip, i tried routes that i did not even thought of trying in e past or even ever thought i could do it. love camp5 i would not think twice if someone were to ask mi along to kl man lol lol.
wanted to get a pair of yoga pants from e pro shop but firstly, it did not have mi size, it was too big. secondly, i found out from cute cute that he bought it for his ex gal friend. i was like -_- lol...
end up, i did not buy anything at all except a chalk ball.
besides climbing, i also went shopping. bought alot of things, tops, hypertune mag, undies,slipper, skirt and black pants and not to forget a necklace which is e same as cute cute...
felt bit disappointed that i was not able to go back with e rest of e group to singapore instead, cute cute parents came to pick us up in e morning.
and not to forget, i came back with lots of minor injuries. on mi knee leg hands fingers.... lol lol. i have taken leave for sat and sun for climb on competition. but lol i am still considering. mi mind was set till cute cute told mi i had to take part in open category as e novice is full. arrrrrr.. damm damm damm. any way i am just going there to gain experience and not win. like how on earth to? lol lol. will up load some pics of e trip another day maybe tomorrow.

Everything is Changing

2007-08-26T22:25:00.001+08:00

there is still 2 more days till i will be in KL with cute cute 24/7. it will officially e first time that i will be travelling without mi parents... NOOB right? lol haven even packed mi bag yet. have been busy with work and have to finish 3 days work within 2 days. hope i will be able to do it though. took e work hm to finish and e rest i will have to finish it in work as it requires e computer in e office. would pro have to work ot till super later tomorrow, till i get all e work done. hope when i am in malaysia, i wont waste mi time not able to do routes.
am still wondering whether to just take a cab down to golden mile or meet cute cute at his hm and his mum will fetch us down. hmmm hmmm hmmm.
have been having head ache , tummy cramp and giddiness today. hmm due to ...........!!! hope all this shit will be gone by e time i go malaysia. will be away from tuesday to sunday. will start work at nokia officially on e wed. got posted to funan. means will be working with mark...DA GE..
2 days back, on fri. met cute cute for lunch and after work i went hm to see e doc for a check up and after that jason came to pick mi and sent mi to sp. haven been climbing on wed and fri due to being sick. down with a terrible flu. on sat cute cute and i headed down to aunty jenny to get mi nails done and after that we did a mini shopping. we end up buying same ear studs, he bought his cross chain and chalk for climbing.
did not meet him today although we were suppose to meet as he was to help mi with mi work. but due to some change in last min plans, we did not meet. not sure yet on will we be meeting tomorrow anot for lunch.
will stop here have to continue mi work.

Untitled

2007-08-25T13:48:00.000+08:00

3 More Days To KL Malaysia
[Malaysia Truely Asia]

Last Day At Credit Suisse

2007-08-21T08:56:00.000+08:00

finally, today is mi last day at credit suisse. no more indexing and looking at documents which half of the things i dunb knoe what it is all about!!yeppie!! however, it also means i wont be working with cute cute any more!=( no one to disturb mi when i am falling asleep or bored at work. so from tomorrow onwards, i will have be independant already..... tomorrow will be a new start at fuji xerox. instead of heading down to e office tomorrow at fuji xerox tower, will be heading to hyatt hotel instead. will be attched there for 2 days due to some product show which is organised by them. love working in product show, as u can get to interact with customers and get to see dif dif types of weird and funny people, their actions and behaviours. this time, mi boss appointed mi to be at e reception. STRESS.. lol.. and worst i am incharge of e laptop. that means, i have to get e business cards for e clients and key in and try to look for thier record in e comp. it sounds easy right? yes it is not that dif but e pro only comes in when there are a crowd waiting to get thier name sign in and u just cant find e record of e first client. lol. e timing to report there is abit shitty though. 8 O'CLOCK in morning. was telling mi mum that, y not she just book a room in hyatt for mi to stay over so i wont be late e next day. lol. although she was not so crazy to do that, she offered to pay for mi cab from hm to hyatt for both days.
today i will be only working half day, as i have to reach nokia office at 3 to sign some contract. got some doubts to clarify with them. when mi nokia job start, i will only need to report work at either at 10.30am or 12pm but i will have to work till 6.30pm or 8pm.
went to sp yesterday and climb, however there were not much people there think it is because it was e exam period. climb with prajakta.. finished 2 routes that cute cute gave mi, one from last week and one new one. actually it was 3 routes altogether, and one more route that i created.see when u are in e good mood, u will tend to climg better. lol i was complaining to cute cute that mi route is kind of stupid, but he said that no route is stupid as long u can finish it. though i was sick yesterday, it did not restrict mi from climbing. mi daddy came to fetch mi and cute cute from school, home. when i reached hm, found out that i was running a fever......
got to get back to work now. dun wanna get shack on mi last day at work...lol

Losing My Way

2007-08-19T21:47:00.000+08:00

woke up real early this morning at around 7.15 in e morning to fetch mi dad to e ferry terminal to his work place. after fetching him there, head down to where i use to stay to have breakfast at e market there. e food still rocks. good food with a cheap price. after eating finally could head hm to get some rest before i had to get up to bathe tigar and bathe miself and head to fetch mi dad back. went to mi grand dad hm to visit mi great grand mother and grand father (father's side) and had mi lunch over there, had lor mee.yummy.
head back hm at about 2 plus and rest again before i head to fetch cute cute together with mi mum. head down to mazda showroom and suzuki show room. had mi eyes on 2 cars, mazda 3 sp 1.6 and suzuki swift sports.e dif is that one is manual and one is auto. mi mum likes e madza but it is auto.. hmm.hmm. on our way to pandan cres, i forgot e way and did not print out e directions for it, and as usual got scolded again. hiaz hiaz. after seeing e cars, i went to mi e other grandparents hm to have mi dinner.
i am having some major attitude pro and mood swing. dun able to torlerate things as much as last time. i hope it is only for a short period of time though.
tomorrow is a day back to work. hmm how boring can it be in life? as for climbing, i still am interested in climbing but am getting sick and tired of pushing miself and not seeing any results. in simple words i suck at it. ya i knoe i dun do all e hand exercises and stuff... there is nothing that i am good at or infact NOTHING... mi self esteem is totally gone. i cant do it CANT!! i am going to give mi last shot again hoping that it will help this time. but i am not gonna pint too much hope on miself any more. e higher e hope i have, e higher e disappointment i will get.
think i am falling sick soon,been sneezing for e whole day and mi nose have been watering. having bad sorethroat as well. will to get well before e kl trip as i dun wanna be a sick duck on e way to kl. lol lol.
think will blog till here for now.

Another wet cold weather

2007-08-18T14:37:00.000+08:00

wow !! today's weather was siok !! slept till 12 plus 1 in e afternoon lol. at around 10 plus mummy opened e door and let tigar in e room and yap he took half of mi bed. it was raining so he is naturally scared of e thunder. after a good night sleep, i felt so much betterafter wad happened yesterday.
mumy cooked lunch today so i end up lunching at hm and around 4 plus will be heading down to e ford and peugeot show room to pick up and look at e cars before deciding wad car will we settle down for. yap i ain't gonna get mi fav wrx any more. SAD SAD SAD!!! =( doubt i will have e ability to control e car yet, and dun wanna mi parents to get worried. so i will just settle either a ford focus 1.6 5 dr manual or a peugeot 1.6 5 dr auto. ya i knoe it suck to get a auto but , peugeot 307 dun come in manual. i actually log on e website to check out how it look like and i kind of fell in love with it. is a simple yet elegent yet sporty car. nv in mi life did i ever thought of getting a car with a hatch back.
after work yesterday, cute cute and i did nt head down to sp to climb although by right we were suppose to. we headed to his hm instead. same old mi, i fell asleep. lol. showered and felt so much more refresh. after that we headed down to clementi to meet hatta, hakim and bert (that one who looks like edison) lol think when cute cute see this, he will be pro laughing his ass off. still remembered, there was once i text him that bert look like edison chen, and he told mi hatta and him were like laughing his ass off. lol lol.
was bored so decided to look through some blogs. cam across one, e owner is a guy but his blog was pink. omg . mi jaw dropped when i saw it. if a gal like mi can dun really favour pink, wad more a guy?
i am starting to miss sec school life, e stress compared to now is nothing at all. all we had to do is to get our ass of e bed and head down to school everyday. there is a standard uniform to wear so u can even close both of ur eyes in e morning to wear ur clothes as u dun even need to choose. Now, u have to choose wad u wanna wear to school every day. might be going back to sec school on teachers' day. hmm but when is it? can someone just refresh mi memory by dropping mi a tag telling mi?
my singtel bill came yesterday and it was like 68 dollars. lol yap pao again!!! but not too bad this time compared to mi starhub bill which pao at 389 dollars. thats is y people always say, during e start of a relationship, it is always e sweetest and it is also e highest in e hp bill. lol lol.
finally , there is 2 days for mi to recharge mi energy before i head back to work on monday again.
i MISS manyun. it have been ages since i last sit down with her at tcc or sake to chat. man man if u are seeing this, I MISS U.. lol lol. i also wanna go K box!! IVY when when when?? Friday??
after advance diploma, everyone have gone their own way. kenneth and nat started work dun knoe where, msg him also dun knoe how to reply one. hua yu, going to start degree. man man still jobless but partime at 5 star working. Bing, wokring at k box i think or going army as well. And mi?, also working!! as for diploma, danny is working, this time selling guess watches. eric, working in a bank i think standrad charter. chris, chris where are you? i suppose as usual drinking lol. sherman aka puching, in army. wei yang, in army (police) too. peh, betting on his football matches. tommy, have no idea wad is he doing now. lol.
will blog till here first, need to get ready to go out.

Friday Rainy Wet Day

2007-08-17T14:12:00.000+08:00

just arrived at work. was suppose to reach work at 8.30 every morning but today had some problems so only came to work at 2pm. met cute cute first than we headed over to marina square for lunch. Long John. yummy chrispy Shrimps. my Fav. this few days have been hearing lots and lots of people getting sick and stuff. cute cute is sick as well. subborn too. ask him wear jacket but at first be did not wanted to listen.
was at hm this morning and looking for mi pair of jeans, but could not find any as all of them were sent to wash. damm finally i found one pair of jeans which i always wear when i was in sec 2. lol .. yuck hate wearing jeans which is above e hip. felt so uncomfortable. hope to get mi pay next week as i am currently broke like crap. still need to buy quite alot of stuff for e malaysia trip. omg so many things. next week thursday will have to attend a training by nokia again. it has beenages since i last went for training.
now i am enjoying a hot english breakfast tea with milk and blogging. tonight doubt we will be going climbing. e most, we will do is head down to sp and slack in e gym.
sometimes i wonder whether am i really not cut out for climbing??? hiaz. finally tomorrow is saturday. i would be able to sleep till e sun set also no problem. hope to climb tomorrow if possible.
there is still a week and a half to wait before e KL trip. cause of this trip, i have costed lots of inconvinience for lots of people. suprisingly, mi dad is ok with mi going malaysia. lol lol. there is nothing to do . i am bored. in fact there are alot of things to do and i dun feel like working anymore. working sucks except for e money nothing else is attractive. have to go back to work so i shall just stop here.

Everything is Changing

2007-08-14T18:00:00.000+08:00

hmm wad do i have to blog about today? now is current after work and i am still in office as i am waiting for cute cute to come back before we can head down to Jurong East to meet melvin and kor kor to catch The Simpsons. finally i get to watch simpsons. currently he is still at e interview place. all e best !! i do hope he get selected for e job as i knoe he will enjoy there more than working here just like how i would enjoy working in nokia. hmm hmmm hope to get posted in either suntec or funan as, it wont be so ma fun as in to change train here and there.

today i have been very cranky. have no idea y just that i dun really feel like talking at all. WHY?? to mi, mi life seem to have changed. hiaz. it is hard to explain... nothing have been going right except e fact that i pass i tp on mi first try and that is wad i really wanted. other than that nothing is going right. there are more quarrels with everyone. wad am i thinking.... i just need a life and a simple and happy life you knoe.!! okok i shall stop blogging about those emo shit.

went for a 2 hour lunch break with cute cute this afternoon. went to take neo print and wa la, we took 2 .. it kind of got us broke lol. lol. so after work i will be heading down to collect e neo print as it had some pro in printing .... will try to post it as well. think shall just blog till here but before i end this post , i would like to thank man man and ivy for being there when i needed them especially man man thankz gals.

Pass Or Fail

2007-08-13T16:34:00.001+08:00

just came back to bbdc. hmm how do i even express how i am feeling now? lol e thing that i have been waiting for sooo long have finally came!!! yes mi driving licence lol with 16 points. who cares how many points i got as long i passed. lol lol
.. omg i am soo happy that when e tester told mi that i pass, i was smiling from ear to ear. e past few days i was in doubt whether i was able to pass it on e first time anot as many people of mi age actually fail it a few times before they passed it. OVERJOYED is currently spelled on mi forehead. i would like to thank all e people who encouraged mi before mi test like kor kor, jason, my mum, even my grandmother. and a big THANK YOU to cute cute. and not to forget mi veru own kor kor mic. lol chin chow!!. oh my he is going kill mi if he sees this. lol lol. just got hm after rushing here and there, as i did not got ready enough cash and e stupid passport photo.
still feeling bit sick now though due to mi passing i felt a bit better. will be headed down to cute cute working place to meet him and down to sp to climb yeh.. CLIMB. time do flies, still remember when i first started driving, i kept stepping on e brakes like no ones bussiness as if it owed mi money but now a few months passed, i got mi licence. how long was it. hmmmm 5 months and 8 days. wow. wow. wow. cute cute and i will be spending our 3 rd month in kl. isn't that cool. lol . things have been going quite smoothly for us and mi. however there is one sucker or mother fucker who kept using mi name to tag at cute cute blog. wad e hell is he proving? lol who is he? all i can say is that he is only making a fool out of himself. it only prove how childish and how "well" his parents actually brought him up. who cares about him. he has just proved that he is just one childish useless lifeless KID who is trying to find a life from other peoples' life. lol. gtg or else i am going to be late.

Bike Licence

2007-08-12T12:00:00.000+08:00

Omg just came back from driving lessons. was talking to mr pang who is mi driving instructor about motor bike. he urge mi to get mi motor bike licence too. omg .. i kept telling him that i will not be able to stand or even reach e floor lol. he actually went to pull a bike and ask mi to sit on it and try. wow . actually i could reach e floor.. lol. after sitting on e bike, i was abit gian to get mi bike licence too. but if i get it, i will pro get it without mi parent consent. lol. omg it rocks. bike is more affordable and it is fun and more exciting when u do cornering. BUT. there will always be e dangerous part of it. hmmm. will consentrate on getting mi car licence first than focus on mi bike licence. when cute cute see this podt, he will tel mi that he wanna tke his bike licence.. lol.. lol..
last night, mic de wei melvin cute cute and i went to catch Rush Hour 3. it was a good show. i give it 4 out of 5. funny and entertaining .soon, i will be in nokia. i prefer slaes job more to office work as i will get to meet more people and really gain experience from there which i need if i wanna work as a PR.not much to blog this few days though. so shall stop here.

Back to Work

2007-08-10T09:41:00.000+08:00

Is a friday and i am at work now. today is a dress down day that means, i am in jeans and shirt now. feel so relax compared to e stupid office wear that i have to wear from mon to fri. woke up yesterday early, had tuition and met cute cute to head down to far east to remove mi ingrowth. if i had a choice, i would rather stay at hm instead of going out on national day. before heading to far east, since aunty jenny called and ask was it possible to go at 6.30 instead, he and i head down to marina square to get our puma bag for will play a part in our malaysia trip. oh yes how can i forget to mention about mi new phone. LOVE IT. it rocks. at least compared to k800i , it is not as common. i dun see like 7 out of 10 people carry this phone on e train or on e streets. evrything thing is perfect from e plastic cover to e phone colour BUT there is still sort of one thing, e memory card. waiting for cute cute to buy it from his friend as he can get it at a cheaper price. having a finance exam tomorrow, so i wont be climbing today. SAD. SAD. i will only be able to climb tomorrow after 3 plus which is after mi driving. hope to catch simpsons on sunday after driving as well heard it was a good show. hmm wad else have i to get. mi heels, adidas small bag, flats for work, clothes.... i am taking half day leave today as i have to go driving. haven been driving for a month, think i have forgotten all e things i have to remember.
same bag, same watch, same hp, same ear-ring, same hp strip, same hp pouch, same chalk bag, same climbing shoe bag... wad else is coming up..?? lol
now cute cute is in a another part of e office doing swift copy and i am here slacking away like no ones business. oh yes, cute cute and i got a pair of similar hp numbers. lol just a difference in one no. an important date of mine is nearing. i am feeling nervious. super nervious.. i have waited long infact super long for this event.
weird, yesterday mi dad suddenly ask mi, when is ur tp?? than i was like HUH.?? cause all along he was quite against mi taking driving.he said once that i will be a rackless and dangerous driver. like as if!! was looking through e internet, checking for e prices of oriantial and marina mandrine. i was thinkign of booking a room for new day day so we can view e fire works in a more cosy area instead of having to sqeeze with e crowd. however e final prices of it is not out yet and they can advice mi on wad type of rooms to book so that i can get a good view of e fire works. will be onleave on monday. yeh finally there is a day i can sleep till at least 12 noon. a long break for mi to rest and recharged miself... will stop till here,have to get back to work.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oDNkLM2aK-g

Good Sunny Day

2007-08-10T00:18:00.001+08:00

Same Phone. Same Slippers. Same Bag. Same Ear-ring. Same Watch. Same Chalk Bag.
wad else?? more to come as e cash comes

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

EmO eMo EmO eMo

2007-08-08T13:43:00.000+08:00

just got back from lunch break. have a pretty late breakfast so as for lunch, cute cute and i ended up walking to suntec to submit his application form to adidas and after that we walked around. there is sooo many things i wanna get. clothes, shoes,bags,water bottle.... etc..... but it is time for mi to control mi spending as i will need it more in malaysia.
finally i got a new watch. haven got a new watch since chinese new yr. love this watch though it is bit too big for mi. recieve a call from nokia yesterday and they said they will be offering mi a job. as for e price it is quite good as i am not planning to work long there as i wanna go back to studying. will post a photo of e watches when i get hm and hopefully get e time to do it. was not suppose to climb today but due to some changes, yippie , i am able to climb tonight.as least that is one good news i got this morning. think i am falling sick. woke up with terrible head ache and decided to just stay on e bed till i feel better to head to e toilet and wash up and get ready for work. i did not even bother not to choose wad to wear this morning. just took wad ever that was in mi closet. that is y i look so aunty today with e stupid specs. when i left e hm it is close to 8 o clock already so i decided to take a cab down instead. since clementi was on e way, detour there to pick cute cute up and head down to work together. guess how much e cab fare cost! $20.60 .. OMG.. lol think can take from mi hm to orchard and take back hm.
looking forward to malaysia trip.. just need to get away from all e stressful shit in singapore. it seems that everything is not going right for mi. is it mi or wad? always hear people say life suck life suck, but are they doing anything about it to improve situation. cause i am definately not. wad can i do ?? these two days i have been very emo. not smiling and laughing as much, not craping and laming as much too. just wanna keep to miself and stay away from e crowd. i hope soon i will be better. cause i dun wanna be labelled as a emo child.
damm just recieve a msg form ivy saying that mi batch lots of failure for econs nad those who pass only had Cs and Ds. i just pray i get a D i also happy already. really dun wanna fail man. wad a bad news for e day. lots of major activities are coming up that cause mi to get pretty gan jiong (nervous)... omg omg omg omg omg. yap OMG.!!! will be starting mi nokia job on e 4 of sep. one day after coming back from malaysia. hope i will get posted to either wisma or funan. as sale at these two places will be better. lol but seriously who cares? i will be getting e full commission even whether i sell any phone or not. lol.when i start e job, i will have very little time to do things i wanna do.. but for climbing, no matter how busy i am, i will definately dig out for it. i wanna mi phone...!!! damm have to wait till fri before i can get mi hands on it and start using it. i just realised someone in mi diploma class is working in e same company as mi. lol wad a small world. if i am not wrong, his name is Edwin.. also known as e brainy guy of e class for business law. thought he was still studying... hahahaha.
I NEED A BREAK.... MALAYSIA...
will blog till here for now got to get back to work as i was indexing half way. lol

Tuesday Yawny Morning

2007-08-07T10:38:00.000+08:00

i wonder how those working adults can endure years and years of sitting in front of the computer doing the same old thing over and over again and again. i have been in work for close to 2 weeks already and it is not fun at all. u have to wake up at 6.15 in e morning, get ready and wash up. squeeze with e morning crowd and when you reach work, u have to settle down and start doing ur work. after work if it is a mon, wed or fri, i will go to sp to climb till 10 and by the tim ei reach hm it will be close to 12. than i will pack mi things bathe change and by e time i sleep, it will be 1. the next day, e same routine over and over again. have been sitting in front in front of the computer doing mi work and have yawn close to 20 times since i started on mi work.

another one hour plus till it is lunch time. yappie. lol wadever!!! will be going for luch as usual with cute cute and we will be buying the watch today. lol lol .. finally i am able to get mi hands on shopping again. have been saving money e past few days so bit budget. cause i have to get lots of things for e trip. might be just doing OT today so that i will be able to earn more and spend more lolol muahahahahaha. wow.. lol lol .. i think i am turning nuts and crazy. too much indexing.

oh yes! yesterday was mi interview with nokia. two people interviewed mi . Hazal and kelvin. kelvin sounded very nice and friendly however on e other hand, hazal sounded more bitchy during e interview. both pf them are quite nice. but hazal dun look very please with mi performance and e way i present miself and also maybe because i was late.OPPZ. yap LATE.. any way, if i get e job than good for mi but if i dun just look for another job lo. lol nothing to be worried about as i am still young. lol. after the inteview, i went over to Ultrex that is also known as URL.to hand zhen lin mi time sheet. stayed there for a while to charge mi handphone and chatted with zhenlin and cogin before i headed back to office again. after work, we went climbing at sp. wow just love yesterday. i was able to finish e routes that hatta and cute cute gave mi. maybe cause they gave mi a easier ruotes so i was able to complete it. mi fingers are aching and abit swollen. mi finger joints are not straight anymore. but who cares, i enjoy climbing i dun mind sacrificing for it. the date of e malaysia trip have been changed to 28Aug-2Sep. thought i would not be able to go. but yes i am going. Rachel, Ayuni,Aisha,Nura if u gals are reading this. this msg is for u .. COME ON GALS, GO MALAYSIA, ONCE IN A LIFE TIME TO GO WITH YOUR FRIENDS!!.. lol cause i doubt there will be many gals going... After climbing, we went to clementi to eat. and after that, mummy came to fetch mi from there. excited.. will be going to get e same Puma Bag as cute cute, same 25 hrs watch, just that miis e female design and his is e male one. oh yes, did i mention that i sold mi k800i. i knoe alot of people will think i am crazy to do that as it has a 3.2 mega pixal cyber shoot camera and bla bla bla bla. but too bad i sold it and ordered another phone.S500i . it is more of a bimbo phone which does not have any major functions besides a 2 mega pixal camera. 2 G phone. but e more i look at it, e more i like it. heard from kelvin's friend that e phone's no 1 keypad will break into 2 . lol??? so i shall just properbly take a gamble to get e phone. thats mi , a person who likes to take risks. sad i have no phone on mi now. using mi company's phone Nokia 6300. hiaz hiaz hiaz have to wait till fri till i can get e phone as we ordered it cause it is out of stock. cant climb on wed and fri hiaz. got a finance paper on sat morning.will blog till here, got to get back to work or else they will shack mi lo.. e pics below are e phone look like!

Picture Taken During Cherry Mobile Road Show

2007-08-04T12:31:00.000+08:00

X_X

2007-08-03T17:16:00.000+08:00

working now as usual and it is boring and tiring. got a call from vanessa this morning, the person who are in incharge of e part timers. she wanted mi to help her work today at marina as she was having rashes. but i had mine own work to attend. lol later found out angeline took over e job.
as usual went to work early ine morning ... was early so i walked super slowly back to e office, bought bread talk for breakfast and walked all e way to marina to get starbucks. yummy. had a change in craving today so i decided to get vanilla latte instead. it was yummy.! reach office started indexing like siao.. hmm wonder why do i even index so fast for? not as if each i have a target to hit than when i hit it, i will get commission. lol stupid right!today is dress down day. but i wore dress with a black polo tee. wanted to wear jeans but karen said we could not wear. so i did not dare to wear. for next fri , i am going to FUCK CARE... damm stupid wonder y she give e wrong info..? dammdammdamm!! work ot till 9 plus yesterday,yap could claim cab fare and dinner allowance. having mi mini self declare break now. relaxing and slacking away.i am hungry again. due to all e energy i use in indexing.. i miss mi afternoon nap.. i miss hibernating.
hopefully they dun change e date of going malaysia to this month. or else cute cute and i would not be able to make it. sian. i am looking forward to it though. after having lunch at marina square, we window shopped awhile before heading back to e office. caught mi eye on a adidas small bag for makeup and a Gola BIG BIG bag. wow!!! when i get mine pay , i will pro be getting e big bag, small bag, 25 hrs watch, sonyericsson s500 and some singlet and running shorts for climbing and settel mi bill. dammm i am going broke or infact i am broke. e way i am buying things , is like as if i am getting thousands of dollars. but infact for this month will be only getting 121 bucks. lol as i only worked two days before i submitted mi time sheet. hmm will pro save day by day allowance and e money mi garndparents give mi. maybe save 10 bucks per day. possible??? lol lol .have no idea where to go after today's OT. might be staying for OT for a while than go off to some where it is more relaxing. time does flies when u are working and have alot of things to do. i did not even knoe it was like 5.30 already. no wonder everyone is starting to leave e office. YAWNZ i am tired. very tired. will be taking time off on monday to go for nokia interview. hope it will go smoothly. will have to bring mi application form, resume and certs along..
hmm i admit i am getting attitude this few days. dun knoe y ? get aggitated very easily too. wad is wrong with mi.. i am feeling super pressured by e cash out flow. got e urge to work on weekends and give tuition too. but if i do that i wont be able to spend time with him. how how how??? y cant cash come in and go out smoothly?? WHY WHY WHY???
will blog till here today..

Error! Error! Error!

2007-08-02T09:29:00.000+08:00

yap i am in office blogging again lol .since yesterday i have been trying to generate one stupid file which consist of 27 data. and guess wad? i did e smae file over and over for 3 times. and it still appear to have error. this did really spoiled mi mood for yesterday!!!! asfor today, i tried again thinking that as i succeed in generating other files, i woul dbe able to do this as welll. but when i tried to save, it can out error! FUCK!!! it is gone once again!!! 4th tiime omg... SHIT!!! feel like just tearing e damm set of papers.
have been having a terrible head ache since e time i woke up. went to dover to meet cute cute and headed to work together! feel hungry now! very hungry.. having tummy pain and head ache and bit giddy too. i am so restless.!!! now cute cute is away doing swiss copy!! and i am here rotting doing some stupid indexing.lots of work to do today so i will pro be working OT tonight.
looking forward to go malaysia to climb.. wow.. only drank milo in e morning when i reach office!! yawns .. i am so tired.. yesterday went to sp to climb. it was shit !!! i am not able to do anything at all... crap... I DID NOT IMPROVE!!starting to get more and more impatient with miself already! y cant i do things or routes or moves which others can? hia.. WEAK!!! damm it. during luch time yesterday, cute cute and i went to line up for donuts as i was craving for it. i was pretty shock as all e long. when i ask him to queue with mi, he will scold mi siao!! ya SIAO..but suprising... yesterday he queued with mi!!! lol yummy we bought half a dozen to ourself and half a dozen for e office and e reat 2 dozen, we helpped people to buy. we also bought one extra glazed to enjoy while rushing back to e office. lol YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY...
will be heading down to marina square later for lunch and at e same time look at shoes!! yap wanna get another covered shoes as it will look better with office pants and i cant wear open toe shoes for e time being as one of mi toe nail broke. lol it was actually broken half way already. hmm wonder will nokia take mi in for full time? as i really need a job to keep mi going. if they reject mi, where am i going to work? there is still 45 mins more before i can have mi lunch. am starving like no ones business. have been skipping meals thus stupid gastric is back. even now if i eat i will still get gastric. PAIN PAIN PAIN. cute cute is just behind mi doing some stupid scanning and mi? i am just happily blogging away although mi boss is just next to mi! lol like who cares ? i did mi work.lol.
will be having mi finance sub paper next sat. sianz back to studying. crappy. yucky. and after that, i will be free. at least for a while before i get back to school for degree. talking bout going back to school, it suddenly reminded mi of cute cute NS. when he goes in NS, i will be going school going out with friends. no more going out with him ... only on weekends, hopefully that he would not be tired to go out! Finally tomorrow is fri. will be dress down day. hello jeans 3/4 and short skirts and short dresses. good bye formal wear. lol lol. will blog till here for now.

During Office Hours

2007-07-31T12:24:00.000+08:00

lol. now i am in e office and blogging away. waiting for cute cute to finish his scanning so we can head down to eat. hungry...did not eat breakfast for 2 days already! HUNGRY!! since there is nothing to do, shall just blog some not so intersting things about yesterday happening! Went to working in e morning e crowd was madness !! hate e morning crowd !!! went to work than after that went to climb asia to get our chalk bag. got 2 one for mi and one for cute cute! will post a pic of it when i get hm and got e time! when i was working for nokia, met 3 other new promotors. we took a group pic will also pro post it when i get hm..
yesterday was a night mare! i haven been so stress out at work before. i could not actually control mi emotions that i had to rush down to e smoking area and just have some time to miself... hmm.. at times i will feel super useless as there is nothing i can do well in! climbing hiaz.. when will i improve?? it seems i have not progress at all. was suppose to meet hua yu man man and nat and kenneth for supper but e timing that they were meeting was too late for mi. i still have to wake up at 6 plus in e morning yawnzz. went climbing at SP yesterday. WOW shiok.. especially when i start getting blister again lol lol lol..
mi climbing shoes are getting very extremly tight. maybe cause mi toes are swollen!!
have to wear office wear to office everyday !! it is so stuffy in it. i miss e times when i can just wear berms and t shirt... looking forward to e weekends, as i will be able to sleep later and slack mi way through e days.
Am rather broke this few days and for e next months or so. have to settle mi starhub bill as i still owe them money.. hiaz. wanna take up e climbing courses but at e same time i wanna get e tights from climb asia.
yesterday while climbing, cute cute tore his finger skin.. PAIN!!! there was blood too.. omg!! all i could do is to stand there gong gong dont knoe wad to do. i realised everytime when he is down or sad or in e bad mood, i will not be able to comfort him or cheer him up. or maybe rather he will be able to confide in his friends better! hmm than wad is mi role???
any way IVY if u are reading this, this msg is for u... I WANNA DONUTS... hot DOnuts.... can i get one dozen?? lol lol
will be taking time off on monday and heading down to nokia for an interview for e full time job.hmm will i get e job?? i dun knoe lol lol
product show is round e corner! just love to work in product show as u will get to meet alot of different types of people there!!
will blog till here and head for luch maybe will be blogging later if i have nothing else to complete!

Exams Are OVER

2007-07-28T09:11:00.000+08:00

GOOD MORNING!!! Finally exams of mi final module of advance diploma are OVER!! i repeat OVER...(erm actually not quite over though lol still have a finace paper in after national day lol. will be taking e sub paper as during that time of e exam, i had an asthma attack. yap i am very prone to it. i do shortness of breath every now and than without anyone knoeing so SHHH. lol . BUT it is not going to stop mi from doing things and sports i wanna do.) if i pass all of these papers means i can proceed to e degree level (yr 2). went through lots of stress e pass 1 week i got to say! and finally is over. am suppose to work at cherry mobile today, and by right i was suppose to start work at 11 but due to mi blurness, i tought it was at 10 and i got ass off e bed at 8.15 and got ready and changed by 8.50. omg i just wasted 1 hour of mi precious sleeping time.damm.. after exams yesterday, kenneth, hua yu , nat , man man and i took quite a few pic as it was officially e last day of school.that means after yesterday, we wont be in e same class again joking crapping lame jokes, playying around in class anymore. suppose only man man and i are going to take e degree ,marketing program. gonna miss u guys and e good and bad times we have together.it suddenly makes mi think about mi pri school, when it was e last day of p6. all of us cried like there was no tomorrow. lol. as for secondary school, i was not so attach to e school and class, so it was not so emotional though.will post up e pics. after that man man and i took e mrt together, i got off at city hall and i dun knoe where she got off lol. i headed over to marina and met cute cute to get mi pants. will be working at e same office with cute cute from mon onwards. will have to dress in office wear. hate e stupid idea cause due to mi being very small size, when i dress in office, i look like a kid in thier parents office wear. will try to post a pis up as well for that.after getting mi pants, we headed over to wisma. while walking along city link, a pair of charles and keith shoes.wow it look comfi though.. thankz claudia for entertaining mi request and getting mi nokia6300 as it is slim enough for mi to just carry around without thinking twice. i rather carry a slim and simple phone that one stupid N95 which is sooo big and bulky... after taking and buying everything i had, cute cute and i headed to e new open climb asia. had our eyes on a chalk bag, got e person to reserve it so we can head down on mon to get it after work. lol. yap we will getting e same chalk bag. since there were lots of people there, we change directions and headed back to sp. getting mi legs cramp up in that small shoes, getting blister and chalk all over mi. The feeling is SHIOK man. lol BUT still could not finish e route.. hiaz..YYYYYYY..there will be a malaysia trip planned ,properbly around september time and e trip is maining going there to climb. wow lol . will be 20 plus of 30 plus people going i think. 220 for transport, lodging and for e climbing there. however expenses will be on ourselves. gonna work now as hard as i can to earn lol. haha. will pro have to apply leave. omg feel so bad even before i start nokia, i have to apply leave already.. lol (BAD impression). it will be lots of us giong together, so it will be safety and suprising mi mum agreed on it. lol. still have one hour more till i will leave mi hm for work. omg how blur can i be.??? lol.. was talking to ivy last night and advicing her over some relationship issues, sorry ivy if i was too hush in e words or e way i spoke. just wanted to tell u, y do u wanna put ur self to that level and bother about her for. do u wanna be labelled as crazy woman just like how we label her?? think cute cute will be only looking for mi for dinner. hmm hmm hmm yawns . lack of sleep and food. have not been eating well yesterday. there was a major war in mi tummy yesterday. (gastric VS cramps) wonder who won though lol?? kk wadever stop e crap jas.. !!! lol felt better today. think there is some haze in e air today. this is also one factor that will trigger mi breathing problems! stupid haze!

will be cute cute and mi 2 months together in 1 day time which is tomorrow. and i will be working at e place we first met. lol but e only difference now is that no more cute cute working with mi and going breaks with mi no more him looking down from 4 story will not be able to check with him on some specs of phones any more.lol.. time flys...lol.. lol mi TP driving test is round e corner. got to start practicing and correct all mi errors and be "zhia" at it. pray hard i will pass e first time though. so it will be more convinient for cute cute and i when we go out during unfavourable weathers and when we go chalet and when we go climbing, we wont have to walk all e way to take mrt or bus.!!! think will pro stop here for e day!

*ps: will upload e pics another time, as blogger in currently down. thus i cant upload any pics.

Meaningful Songs

2007-07-26T20:03:00.000+08:00

These 3 chinese songs are my favourite when it comes to k box and emoing!
The lyrics brings alot of meanings.. that is one thing nice about chinese songs!

叶子
叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你

非你莫属
懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦懂
得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
看那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇迹
哦我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚

背叛
雨
不停落下来
花怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀
爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块
就不精采
紧紧相依的心如何
say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡
今后都不管
只要你能愉快
有一句感慨
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在
心

SORRY i am moody today

2007-07-26T16:45:00.000+08:00

today woke up 12 after cute cute call mi for 13 times. he said he gave mi that many miss call to wake mi up to meet him for lunch. hmm was feeling super moody today. lost of appetite. gastric relapse.. omg so many pro during exam times. hmm any way sorry cute cute... i was super moody and not as cheerful today. rush down to marina and met him and went for lunch. went to G2000 to take a look at e office pants. hmm will be buying 2 tomorrow. reserved it at marina already. after all of that cute cute went back to work and i head home..
will blog till here for now as i do not have e mood to blog for today.
Friday- Climbing and Exams and Collect HP from Wisma and buy Pants
Saturday ----> Working at West Mall (Nokia)
Sunday -----> Working at West Mall (Nokia)
Monday-Friday -----> Working at Credit Swiss Bank
Tuesday (afterwork) -----> Nokia Training at Marriott

2 Down 1 More To Go

2007-07-25T20:25:00.000+08:00

finally, 2 papers down but sad to say 1 more HR paper to go. woke up at 9.30 today to study e last bit of mi pom. while i was studying i caught tigar resting his head on mi pillow and falling asleep.lol. will post e pick below. slack abit at hm and study and than head off to school. manman bought mi lor mee from bukit brumai. yummy the lor mee there rocks. have been eating there since i was a kid, as mi grand parents stay near there.after eating continuing to study. this time nothing went in and was feeling soooooo stresss. think i haven felt so stress for a long long time.i became very gan chiong. lol as nothing is going into mi head . it was all blank. finally drag till 2.55 till hua yu, bing, kenneth and i went into e examination room. lol. when all of us saw e questions, our face all changed. like wtf all e questions that we were given and studied did not come out. stupid pom lec, all of us had found him a asshole since e very first day of class and he is no doubt one. at 4 plus i decided to come out as i felt it was no point staring at e paper when i dun even knoe abit. hiaz anyway i think i try mi best. when i was out side with man man nat bing kenneth as usual waiting for them to smoke, mummy called and said there was i job for mi and whether i wanted anot? e job was at credit swiss bank. cute cute is also working there. and i will be working in e department and i will be his partner.. hmmm should i take this offer? obviosly when i first heard his news i called him and ask him. wonder is he happy about it? hmm hmmm hmm.. will pro work here till product show than sign full time with nokia. have no idea y i suddenly have a lost in appetite again. hmm pro PMS? been constantly having gastric pro once again though i have been eating. hmm hmm .. anyway after exams i will be not so stress already. will pro bring mi mum uncle and grandparents to town restaurant at fullaton hotel for e buffet after i get mi first nokia pay. just finish tution and i am feeling super tired from e memorising and stuff. hmmm think will meet cute cute tomorrow for lunch and on fri will be going to g 2000 to get mi pants and go climb asia to climb and before all that i will have to head down to wisma to collect phone. hmm wonder will i get e Nokia6300 or N76???. work work work !! will blog till here !=) Here is also a link which mi uncle post it on you tube which shows mi dog climbing a fence we created just to get freedom lol sometime last yr. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zH-ma2lVdcE (can stop e video when it reaches 30 sec)

Deployments

2007-07-24T12:27:00.000+08:00

Woke up this morning and recieved two msg from cute cute .... after that i drag miself out of bed and went to e com to check mi e mail. got deployment in wisma this fri after exam from 6- 12am yap there is going to be a midnight sale. and sat and sun from 10-9pm... definately i am happy when i get deployments but when i saw i was posted to cherry mobile this weekend , u would not even imagine e look on mi face. there was e first place where i met cute cute and other of mi friends. After looking at e name of e shop i saw person incharge... STEVEN.. omg gold chain. lol he is e shop manager and although he is in his late twenties, he look like he is in his late forties.lol have nothing against him so far though but heard lots bout him. who cares i wont get affected cause i will not be under him, eventually i am still under nokia..lol. just chat with roy on msn and he was also suppose to get posted there but he rejected it cause he did not wanted to see steven lol... dam it ... means no friends for mi.. lol .. On fri after mi exam, thought i will be able to climb on fri or e weekends but end up i got to work on all e days. yap fri got posted to wisma till 12 midnight. think they are having a midnight sale. e offer is quite good so i took e job as i get hourly paid and 20 bucks extra for transport. so y not?? lol buti have to wake up early e next day. having mi POM exams tomorrow and i am only half prepared. will be heading down to city link to meet him for lunch and head back to study. STUDY STUDY STUDY !!! soon i will be able to enjoy work climb and shop as i like. lol before i start onmi degree again. log in to friendster in e morning and got a friend request. it was from xue li. hmmm for a moment i was huh who is that. after much tinking i think i should be timothy's god sister ?? i dun knoe any way she is a nice gal la. as usual, she use to didnt like mi as she found i was dao but after talking and stuff she some how kick e idea that i was dao. lol. got to go and get ready already or someone is gonna complain that i am forever late. will blog till here ..

1 Down 2 More To Go

2007-07-23T20:10:00.000+08:00

Finally one paper is down but i still have 2 more to go. Just came back not long from marina square. went there after school to get mi white dress and at e same time bought a ring. lol thank god there was a new piece for it. without thinking twice, i bought it. went to take e mrt hm with cute cute. it was horribly pack. i hate it when i have to get onto a train that is so pack, or rather at peak hours. i just hate crowds. even if i club i will always stand by e side and not squeeze with e rest. mummy bought for us dinner so we had to go hm for dinner.
while walking home we made a u turn to seven eleven to get mi ice cream. yummy lol. in school bing said i am fat. lol.. and i knoe i have been irritating people by keep asking them whether i am fat anot. lol . when we were walking hm, cute cute suddenly told mi someting and i was like huh... oh ok!!! lol felt bit unfortable after hearing it though lol. anyway will maybe continue later. got to go for tuition bye.

http://www.geocities.com/lummoxisallaroundyou/js.html (this is wad i found when i was bored and serving yahoo, was created by jeraldine ages ago)

2007-07-23T09:43:00.000+08:00

Just woke up at 9.30 and i am suppose to be revising mi work and stuff but ended up blogging again. i have no idea y for this time exam i simply have no concentration at all. wad wrong with me? everyone around me are encouraging mi to study and give it e last shot as this are e last 3 papers (besides mi finance) if mi advance diploma. Yawns just feeling tired although i had a good sleep yesterday.
once i wake up in e morning , i will have a habit of calling cute cute, but i forgot that every time when i call him it was always 12 plus and today when i called at 9 plus i got rejected,lol . oppz i forgot he was working and it was only 9 plus. during tuition yesterday, i found out that i had not enough pen for mi exam for today. so since he was at IMM, gothim to get mi 2 pen and pencil leads. all together it cost 5 bucks and he was so sweet to bring it to mi hm althought i woould say is quite inconvinient as mi hm is not like just next to IMM.. THANKZ. lol .. will be heading for school at 12 plus 1 so i wont be late for exams. anyway even if we are early, we always had e habit to still outside till 2.30 till we go in. and pro around 4 or earlier we will be out already.
On friday, when ivy and i were shopping at marina square and city link, i kind of feel in love with one white dress, it did caught mi eye.i tried it on and wa la... it fits well lol. wanted to get it that day, but it was e last piece so evenually i gave it up. will be heading down to Marina Square today to see if they have stock there anot. and while i was chatting with ivy yesterday, she told mi she wanted to get it as well as she liked it too and it was very nice. lol .. last night i was suppose to help ivy set up her tag board, but was not able at e end as i was too tired. will pro do it tomorrow or wad.
this whole week is going to be a emo and streesful week for mi as i will be having exams on mon, wed and fri that means i would have to study on all days. wont have time for climbing, cute cute and everything too. while i was chatting iwth cute cute yes, he was telling mi that e gal who he went out with yes, wears fake lashes. it reminds mi of e firt topic we touched on when we first met lol. time do pass very fast, soon i will be completing mi advance dip and working, than soon i will be starting on mi degree 2nd yr. soon cute ucte and i will be 2 months. wow everything seems to be happening so fast. wad chatting with sean (from nokia) last night as well on msn and he was telling mi, on e last training which i did not attend as i helpped to cover some full timers, someone actually went up to him and ask him , "where is ur gal friend" think if i was there both our reactions will be HUH...???? lol as when he told mi i huh first than burst into laughter. when i told cute cute he said that, that ishow people like to assume things.
Will be studying at hm again tonight and pro he will be working OT and heading to SP to climb.. SAD SAD ... i wanna climb i miss climbing, i miss all e blisters , i miss the feeling of cramping mi toes and feet into that small shoes, i miss e feeling of having chalk all over mi face too, i miss getting blue black due to banging miself on e wall, i miss falling from that level....... I JUST MISS CLIMBING... =(
Did not meet cute cute yesterday and not sure about whether i will be meeting him today anot? pro will be super tiny little time for him during mi exam period.. sorry.. hope to have more time again when mi whole exams come to an end.
sometime last week, eugene called mi and ask mi to pei him go out as he was feeling down, and i rejected him due to exams as i had to study. i feel kind of guilty though, as everytime when he call mi to either chat, go out or accompany him cause he is feeling sad, i will either be going out, studying , busy or working...
will be stopping here for today. have to start revising soon..

Examinations Emo

2007-07-22T12:20:00.000+08:00

woke up super early yesterday morning to head down to school to get some past yrs papers. was suppose to take a bus, but e weather suddenly changed, forcing mi to change mi mind and take a cab instead. school on sat is very different, as it is super quiet compared to during e weekdays. was feeling bit hungry so decided to get some food while waiting for cute cute to arrived. while waiting for him, i also headed to e student services to ask about mi degree course. still cant make up mi mind whether to head to UK to study on mi 3 yr anot. alot things and people in singapore are a factor that is stopping mi to go over to study. met cute cute and we headed up to e library to get mi notes.i could hardly get any as e past yr papers there are not up dated. after getting e notes, we took a cab back to jurong to meet mi mummy and headed to IMM.bought pretty much stuff from there and had lunch. cute cute bought a formal belt. and unfortunately upon buying his belt we had some misunderstandings. but everything was solved. after that we head back to mi hm. again i was so tired and fell asleep in cute cute arms. lol was super tired. met cute cute again at night to catch a movie. we suppose to watch invisable target. but due to some stupid screwed system of shaw, we end up booking in lido. so end up watch condemned. it was a very good show though. it kind of rocks too. after e show we headed to mi hm. cute cute explained to mi y he wanted to get e belt. he said cause it had bad memories about his ex gal friend who took his money n stuff. obvious e first thing that came into mi mind was whether he still could not get over his ex? i did not wan to end up being with a guy wose heart is with someone else.call mi selfish or wad but that is mi. than cute cute scolded mi stupid as he said if he could not get over her, he will not be with mi now. like how i knoe ar. lol. ivy juat called mi and told mi e puppy that she was helping her aunty to look after just pass away. RIP. and e most disgusting thing i ever heard is that her aunty ask her to just throw waay into e bin. WTF. it is also a living thing la. if it was mi aunty i would just tell her if her son or daughty die also just throw into e rubbish bin la... can these people be more responsible if she does not have e time than dun breed dogs la. ya puppies are cute, but they are hard to take care too.
will be having mi econs paper tomorrow, and will be studying real hard today and try to score well ... was watching tv and realised that guys who wear e army uniform with e right built and height can look sexy and cute too. lol. wow ... lol... lol... will blog till here for now.

ALL E BEST TO THOSE WHO ARE TAKING ECONS PAPER TOMORROW!!

Slacking + Eating = Fat

2007-07-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

Have been so called studying, slacking, sleeping and eating these few days. running out of cash soon as well lol. just recoloured mi hair today. woke up only at 1 plus. wow it was a real good whether to sleep in man. was raining heavily. decided to order mac delivery. was eating and chatting with ivy on e phone at e same time. after eating went to bathe and head down to have mi hair done. stayed there till it was 6 than took e mrt back to Jurong to meet mi mummy and cute cute.
will be heading down to marina tomorrow to meet cute cute and ivy for lunch . and ivy wans to line up for e stupid donuts. lol . was looking through pics of mi and cute cute taken in km8 sentosa. really miss that place as i have not been going there for a period of time due to mi being busy. pro will miss e place even more when it closes down end of e yr. that place have many of mi memories there. both good and bad. and not to forget it is a real good place to chill and just relax whether is it at night or morning or afternoon. i feel more comfortable there compared to cafe del mar. will really have head there one day after mi exams.. it is a MUST.. lol.. had just added ivy's link in as well and it is written in her blog that she created e blog for mi lol. lol. omg y is it starting to sound les.lol. these few weeks of in fact the next few weeks as well cute cute will be busy with work.. work work work.. i have to soon look for a job as well as mi exams are coming to an end. had a few choices of jobs. around august time i will be working for mi Fuji Xerox as they will be having a product show. after that will pro sign full time with nokia or if possible join one of e advertising firms that i can get lobang from mi aunty. wonder when i am taking degree will there be any attachments???
Was told that cute cute medical check up will be on 24/9. ARMY!!!. damm it. e thought of him going army turns mi emo. wonder how some gals can be so happy when thier boifriend go army man. is really unbelieveable. will blog till here.

Trust NO one in e world

2007-07-18T18:52:00.000+08:00

climbing yesterday was good. just so addicted to climbing however, wont be able to do it so often now as i have exams. went down to city hall to meet cute cute this afternoon for lunch. we ate sakee sushi. yummy. lol omg i am growing fat.lol after that cute cute went back to work and i headed home. was too tired to carry miself around though. was suppose to go driving but ended up pisting mi instructor by not going. lol.so end up slacking at hm looking for songs. yesterday went out with ivy and sze min. she had her tattoo down and it was cute. will post a pic up soon. during e process she was grabbing our hands.. lol i knoe it was painful. it is e main reason y i am not getting mine done lol. after that we went to take neo print. after that met cute cute and head down to sp to climb. this time nora thought mi to climb properly. lol finally !!!
right now mi mood is shit. would be able to kill anyone now who pist mi off. so much for mi trusting u and telling u mi secerts and stuff and you end up not keeping ur promise. Fuck it. wad is this world going to be? who can i trust now?? wad is friendship? i seriously have no idea. is this considered backstabbing or betraying? is there any motive for treating mi so nice? it is all bull shit. (who ever is reading this PLS dun not ask mi who is it). jas chill chill.!! would pro be going MIA from most of mi friends and concentrate on mi studies and job. i have enough of people talking shit about mi. come on get a fucking life. if u dun like any thing about mi, than thats too bad as wad i am is not for u to choose. not happy with mi ? than fuck off. DUN act as nice and angel like infront of mi and behind mi back backstab mi. i seriously had enough of it.shall just blog till here.

Tattoo

2007-07-17T12:55:00.000+08:00

just came back from e gym with ivy. wow did exercises that was for mi tighs, arms and legs.. lol felt so refresh. will be meet sze min and ivy as sze min is thinking of putting tattoo lol .. i had that idea before, always wanting to put one behind mi neck. i will pro put REN (in chinese) 忍. as e pro with mi is that i am very bad tempered. mi singtel bill just came. wow hundred plus again sianz.. lol.. now i have more commitments. i have 2 bills to pay miself . at least i feel proud paying for mi own bill lol.. to some some people is like wad ever right lol..will blog till here for e time being as i need to get ready and meet ivy and after that meet cute cute to head to sp for climbing .

DOGGIES

2007-07-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

After tution headed down to Pasir Ris farm way 1 to check out a abundent hasky. it was in good condition except that it was kind of thin. could see cute cute was real into bring it hm but doubt he will be able to as he already have one and she is just a puppy. At that particular shop i had my eyes on a very cute jap spitz, it kept rolling and bitting its own tighs. lol most of e time it was entertaining mi, but it was too cute for me. After that we headed down to farm way 2 to check out more farms that breed pups. went to one and had our eyes on a short coat chihuahua. e colour was beautiful. and saw couple of mini maltise. we headed over to pet movers next and there were lots of dogs there most breed in fact. cute cute had his eyes on a hasky. he was ooo tempted to get it lol u could just see it in his face and eyes too. finally we head over to erricson. there place is a stupid place to get dogs. they feed e dogs little and dun even bother about e welfare of e dogs at all. this time, i had eyes for a female husky that looked so innocent and blur. arrr so cute. but sad to say i did not get it although i wanted it.lol i have already not much time with tigar wad more another dog. hiaz.. mummy called and told mi to take a cab home and she will pay for it. lol yeh free ride. lol the whole stupid cab fare cost about $20.20. wow from pasir ris to jurong east. is like from one side of e island to e other man..
tried msging cute cute a few times but he did not reply. so tried calling him but no one answered too. was kind of worried as i did not knoe wad happened to him. he finally chat with mi on msn and told mi that he was feeling down and pist. while waiting for his reply. i did some pic thingy of both of us and hope he will like it and cheer him up though cause i felt quite helpless when he called mi and shared his problems. i am sorry baby i really dun not knoe how to comfort u when u are feeling so pist and angry... just wanna tell you i will be there any thing just call or msg mi...sorry... hope to see u cheerful again ...
will blog till here..

2007-07-15T22:29:00.001+08:00

Tired Eyes

2007-07-15T10:12:00.000+08:00

Just woke up and only was able to fall a sleep at around 2 plus 3. had a arguement with cute cute and i had to get it solve before i could fall a sleep. i am a person that i like to get things solved before i go to sleep, hate to drag problems to e next day. wad is e point and it will end up spoiling e next day. Having a Major head pain now. thing cause 1st i had not enough sleep 2nd i forced miself to wake up. so as to get ready before tuition so i can just head out with cute cute to see e husky after tuition.
after the arguement with him, was actually thinking through wad he said. mi being lazy and how am i suppose to able to achieve wad i wanna do being lazy?? i have made up mi mind, i will visit e gym 3 times per week. at night will star with 20 push ups 20 sit ups from than i will slowly increase. dam lol i have not been doing push ups and sit ups for ages man, think ever since i stopped npcc. today is e opening day of climb asia, and pro cute cute and i will head down and maybe i will get mi chalk bag.
Cant wait for mi exams to finish, so i can focus on climbing. for now piority is exams. who lieks exams ? lol but e stupid grad is needed in e socity now. wonder did i regrat not going for e new paper new face semi finals anot? did i regrat not taking mi os and able to enter poly anot? did i regrat not visiting mi grandmother before she pass away? did i regrat not taking every oppotunity i had in life,instead wasting it? why is there so many regrats in life? but yet again wad is e point of regrating when it is already over? sometimes i can be so tired of everything that i just wanna drop everything in singapore and head to uk to study. but again i will be super selfish as mi parents, grandparents and cute cute are here.
was thinking of doing e first yr of mi degree in singapore and e sec yr transfer to uk to study. by than he will be army. . . any way will e heading to e bathroom now as it is already 10.28 lol .

CLIMBING...

2007-07-14T12:24:00.000+08:00

Went to work yesterday at Funan.. BUT athough mi work started at 4, went to city link there to meet cute cute for lunch. recieved a call from man man and she told mi she was going to suntec to study. when i reached city hall, he was still ot ready to go for lunch as he still had some unfinished work to complete so i went over to suntec to look for man man n nat. after recieving his call i headed down to look for him. we had some stupid jap fast food. after that i head down to some climbing shop near funan and bought some climbing shoe bag for him and mi. after buying, i head down to work. cute cute was sweet to wait for mi till mi work end and we headed down to liquid kitchen for dinner and a dink lol.
this morning woke up quite late and had to rush a bit through mi lunch and head down to dover and meet cute cute. we climb till it was 5 as he and mi had to head hm for dinner and mi fingers and hands had no more strength. sometimes when climbing i get fustrated with miself saying that y cant i do that move y cant i do this move. why do i take so long to learn am i dumb or wad. hiaz jus wanna climb more practicce more and get better at it.stupid exams will be coming up e week after next and that will stop mi from climbing more than once a week. hiaz will only climb more often after mi exams had end and i will have all e time to climb. am still thinking whether to take up full time at nokia or get another job that is related to marketing since i will be majoring in marketing. if i work in nokia i will not be able to climb as often as job will be till 8 plus 9 every day. so i would pro get a job in an office or something where e timing is till 5 at most 6. that way i will have more time for climbing and cute cute.. and i got a new fresh blister!! now i got 7 blisters... check it out man !!!!!!
just had a mini arguement with cute cute as he thought i was angry or unhappy about headed to farm way 2 to take a look at e abunden hasky. i felt so guilty now as i reacted wrongly by nagging at him and giving e wrong impression that i m unhappy .. sorry baby.. i did not mean that though .. if i did not wanna go i wont even go through all e trouble and push mi tuition to a ealier time. really hope he will understand e misunderstanding.
Any ways will be working at Funan on monday again and will be climbing on tuesday at sp.. yehhhh cant wait... and after that i have to really put mi heart abd soul at least try to as it will be mi last 4 sub before i complete Advance Dip.. YEHHHHH will stop here for e night.

Changes!!!!

2007-07-12T23:22:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging after resting mi fingers for a few days due to some stupid internet connection of mine.. was suppose to go training tomorrow but it was a last min change thati have to work at funan.. was suppose to go for e semi finals on sat but decided not to go in e end as well. i just wanna improve on mi climbing. climbing climbing climbing.. i wanna improve on that... okok chill jas chill lol.. will be meeting cute cute for lunch tomorrow at around 1 than will pro slack around till it is time for mi work to start. he will be meeting mi after mi work too. finding him sweeter as each day passes. wanted to buy him e 2 shirts that he got his eye on at G2000, but his mum decided to get it for him. lol will be climbing again sat.. cant wait .. although mi hand is half dead n look stupid. lol. will blog till here due to some connection error.. nights

Pictures Part 2

2007-07-12T20:29:00.001+08:00

This are e pics that were taken in Sp climbing gym. hmm wonder when than i would be able to climb like aisha and ayumi. hiaz.. lol have to really say that i have been pushing miself more now compared to before when i first started. sometimes i would be able to do it but sometimes i just cant. wad is wrong with mi??? e 2 pics of cute cute were taken in e mrt on our way from dover. went down to marina square after mi school to meet him than head down to dover (sp) to climb. had 6 blisters on mi hand lol. though it is painful, it feels shiok after climbing... really wish and hop and must improve on mi climbing.. SADDD... someone help mi!!!

Pictures Part 1

2007-07-12T16:37:00.000+08:00

These are e photos that we took on e last day of school that was yesterday.. gonna really miss mi classmates as not all of us will be taking degree course together. e lec in grey that we took photo with, is call Miss Peggy Yeo.. she is a very nice lec, have been having her for econs since diploma level.

Stay Tune for pictures part 2 where there are pics that are taken in Sp Climbing gym!

Photos Photos Photos

2007-07-10T21:41:00.000+08:00

Back!!!

2007-07-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

Have not been updating mi blog due to some stupid internet connections error... yesterday was e 2nd last day of school.. drag miself off from e bed and headed down to far east to meet man man and nat to get our nails done... did not wanted to get mi nails done at first due to short of cash and wad is e point if i am going to climb.. lol but at e end still gave in, and did it ... was feeling uncomfortable as i had in growth.. so only aunty jenny can get that stupid piece out for mi.. lol after that we headed downstairs to some shop that sells hair clips and stuff. wanted to get a clip that i had mi eyes on for a long long time but ended up not buying AGAIN... dammm. it cost 8.90 for a small hair clip.. after that we head down to school.. at around 5, i went to man man hm to get bathe and changed into something more formal to head down to one fullaton (town restaurant). kenneth came to fetch us but we were still late.. was suppose to reach there at 7 but ended reaching there at 7.45. hua yu treat us to international buffet.. food was good. we took a few photos too.. will load it up.. after that had to meet cute cute as he had to fetch mi hm.. as usual i was late n this time he was super pist with mi. he bought ice cream for mi, it was so sweet of him to do it..love him lotss.. muacxz..although i was super full till i nearly puke. i finish most of e ice cream and e cone that he bought as i did not wanted to waste any bit of wad he bought hee..lol after that he send mi hm and he bought food to mi hm to eat. after eating he went hm as he had to report to work at 8.30 today.
today woke up at eleven and head down to china town to meet man man as she wanted to get a pair of lens.. lol e process of her getting her lens into her eyes, remind mi when i was 16 and when i first learnt how to put on mi lens.. after that we walked around for a while than headed to marina square as i was going to meet cute cute after his work at 5.30.... we settled down at starbucks to had coffee and some cakes.. yummy.. after that we walked around at marina square for a while till i met cute cute.. he looked super cute in office wear. was teasing him saying that he look like mi suger daddy as i looked like a kid..lol.. and guess wad people actually ask him whether he was married.. OMG..lol lol lol.. after meeting him we headed down to gap at suntec to check out his shirt.. saw a sleeveless top but it did not had mi size.. =(.. e shirt that he wanted did not had his size too. lol saw his friend who i saw once or twice while climbing at sp. after that we head down to starbucks to slack..
mr cute cute complained that he was tired so we took a train back and on e way back i fell a sleep while standing lol..he dropped at clementi and i dropped at jurong as he was dead tired. went to e watch shop and wanted to get e strip for mi guess watch but e uncle insisted i brouhgt e watch to comfirm on e model.
cute cute have recieved his medical letter for ns.. shit... that means he is one step closer to getting into ns... SOB... i dun wan him in there, although every guy have to go through it. will pro miss him when he enter. hiaz.. hope i will get mi licence and car by than too.. so he does not need to take public transport as he will be dead tired by e time he book out... damm it i will really miss him... will only get to meet him on weekends when he book out.wont even have e chance to argue with him any more... SOBBB...will end here..

Busy Mi

2007-07-08T14:04:00.000+08:00

haven been updating mi blog for a couple of days. have been busy with school. on fri cute cute went down to get mi and his climbing shoes, wheil i was studying in school. chould not go as i had full day school, so he went with his friends. finally i got a pair of climbing shoes and a a pair of tiger shoes from limited edition.will post e photos of them below e tiger shoes might look bot dirty as i have been wearing it and had no time to wipe it.on friday there was a mini comp at sp and cute cute participated in it. heard that e routes were real hard. though he did not complete e routes, i am sure he tried his best. he was also down with a flu that day. after e comp, i was planning to climb, but it only ended at 9 plus. so i decided to go down on sat to climb instead. after e comp, we headed down to juroong to have our dinner. did not eat much pro just cheese fries. could tell that cute cute was kind of dissappointed and tired due to e comp.

on sat that was yesterday, woke up at 12 and had to rush down to bbdc for driving... after driving met cute cute at clementi. we than took a bus down to queens way to change his pants as e sales lady gave him e wrong model. lol. i also ended up buying a wrist band too. after that we took a cab to sp. i climbed and end up having lots of blister. i have to really work on mi arms and legs and foot work.... =(... will stop hhere for now.

SAKEee

2007-07-04T09:46:00.000+08:00

is another early day for mi. man man woke mi up in e morning by calling mi and i woke up in a shock. lol. last night went to watch transformers with kor kor and ah kong and melvin. e show was great and we are now planning to catch die hard 4.0 too. lol After the show kor kor sent cute cute and i back to mi hm than from there cute cute took a cab back. was in mi room with mi mum and she suddenly ask mi about marriage stuff, at first was kind of shock. many things had happened in mi life. i dun deny i nv had e thought, but maybe once at most twice, but there are far too much commitments in marriage... not talking about now but even in future, mi career will come first. have no idea although this relationship is only one months plus but to mi it feels like pro a few months have passed. any way wad am i thinking..?? i dun knoe..?? after seeing e msging cute cute send i kind of agree in wad he say. e relationship is still too early to talk about any other things. is kind of true la. i got to get that stupid thinking away.. HAPPY MI... lol back to mi happy self and do things i wanna do and live life to e fullest. suppose honey Moon period is over for us. had a few arguments, but at e end we still could settle it by not having major quarrels.
will be meeting man man for sake today. lol going to sake means she has things to share with mi . as that is e place where we are troubled we will go there together and eat and at e same time share our problems about life, relationship and everything. yap and last night, was having some weird dreams.it was e whole scenario of e past?????? will be heading for thoery lesson after school and pro head to mi grandparents hm for dinner. wont be meeting cute cute today.maybe tomorrow. wheni woke up in e morning i felt super lousy, as yes while waiting for cute cute msg i fell asleep but when i checked mi phone today, i did not recieve any. pro said something wrong yes thus he felt that it was not needed to be replied. and also no good night msg =(.. lol... cheer up jas.. shit happens life goes on.lol .. will blog till here for now.

TrAnSfOrMeRs

2007-07-03T12:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday met cute cute at around 10 plus in e morning...he was sleeping like a dead pig... after that we met his friend Hatta and his gal friend Aisha at pennisular to take a look at climbing shoes. tried on a few and found that one of them that cost 142 bucks was super comfi although it was super tight. after that he went to school with Hatta and Aisha and i headed hm alone to get mi stuff as it was a last min thing of going to sp ... wanted to climb but due to some inconvinient issues, i ended up not climbing. SAd while everyone was doing so i was itting there msging man man and ivy... at night we went to clementi for dinner cum supper. After eating headed hm by cab. upon going into e lift to mi hm, a crazy guy suddenly came to mi and ask mi for money, i was shock as it totally caught mi by suprise. i told sorry i dun knoe you but he insisted that i give him money so i just ignored and went into e lift thinking he will just leave mi alone. but he followed mi in. lol i than ran out and took e other lift and quickly closed e door. the guy was dressed in presentable clothes and looked in e pink of health.

this morning i was awaken by a msg tone. it was from new paper new face. told mi to go down to subaru hub next sunday that is also e 14/7 for an audition to e finals. hmm still thinking whether i wanna go anot. as if i got rejected i will be pretty disappointed. i send in mi application some time last month as jeremy uncle have always encouraged mi to join e new paper new face and fhm. BUT fhm is totally out of mi mind. wont wanna be posing or walking in bikini and thick make up ... and wad will mi parents and ralative think of mi ?? a slut? but for new paper new face i did not expected to even qualified for e semi finals and e pic that i sent, is totally a crappy side of mi. was a pic that a photographer took for mi during a competition some time last yr or e yr before.. lol.. still considering whether to take up e challenge or not. hmmmm. any way will be heading down to jurong point to change transformer with cute cute, kor kor(mic), melvin and ah kong(dewei). heard from lots of people that it is a good show. will stop here for now as i have to ready and head to school.
g et

Emotional Feak

2007-07-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

just woke up from a nap. felt super tired today due to jogging in e morning and some other sudden happenings.lol am also more moody than usual and emo too. was watching huan huan ai and kept sobbing during sad parts.. wonder y in every month, sure there will be one or two days that i will feel this way.. symptoms ----> feel like crying for no reason, think about rubbish stuff, just wanna be alone and not talk, and again just wanna cry, and cry and cry... omg wad is wrong man??
After running alone as cute cute was sleeping like a PIG at mi hm and i tried to wake him up but failed. and he was also sleeping so soundly that i did not wanted to wake him as knew he did not had any sleep last night. so i end up jobbing round mi estate. OMG haven been jogging for a while and oi felt totally dead after the jog. after jogging came back and washed up and bathe and headed down to bbdc. they actually transferred mi instructor out from mi fixed group without a notice from anyone to mi. not saying as if i am some big fuck or something but at least have e decency to let mi knoe as i am also paying for e fixed group. any way will see wad is e out come of tomorrow when they call back. after that head down to Jurong Entertainment and wanted to catch a show but end up not as cute cute was complaining about e seats and stuff..so we end up trying to catch some stupid toys and slacking around. bought some animate as it was on offer from poh kim (4 boxes for 29.90). that is like wow.... at a unbelievable price.
After that we head to mi hm and i went out to have dinner with mi family and he went to meet his friends. After dinner, was talking to ivy. we ended up talking about relationship issues. most pro besides Man Man, i can also share with ivy mi pros. thankful to have these 2 friends around mi or else i will pro go nuts man. lol. at least to knoe they are real all e time and not just being fake when they are with u. am in deep in thoughts now or pro most of e time.sometimes wonder izzit beacuse i am just thinking too much for most of e things and over thinking or i do really have lots of pro.
i knoe i have an serious attitude pro and is trying real hard to change it. and many people may think i got e bo chup attitude. but e fact is that y do i always have to show to e world wad am i thinking and wad am i going through.??? Remembered someone telling mi this when i was in sec 2. Jas no matter who will u be in e future, u have to treasure him and just one pro change ur attitude. lol yap someone told that to mi in a chalet way early in e morning like 2 plus.. for those who have known mi since sec one, u will see how much changes i have made after sec 2.
any way shall blog till here for e night.Nightz

I dun Wan to Be FAT....

2007-07-01T08:16:00.000+08:00

decided to blog after cute cute said mi blog was collecting dust last night. have been going out with cute cute and going to school for e pass few days. thursday after school headed down to sp to climb. though, i just only started to climb, i find climbing an addiction man... lol... after that, went supper with cute cute and his friend (Hatta) hope i got his name right though. lol he is a friendly guy.

on friday met man man and nat and hua yu in e morning to play badminton in e morning , but i was an hour late ... SORRY guys. after that we headed to class . i was with a super big and heavy bag , 2 rackets and a shoes bag. decided to leave during break time to get hm and drop mi things and have a change of shoes and bags. cute cute was with his friends so we ended up meeting at mi hm and than head down to orchard to summit mi time sheet and for training at 4 season hotel with nokia AGAIN.. yap again but who cares AGAIN means more money will be coming in. isn't that good. than i can buy things i wanna get.lol But without mi notice , i brought e wrong time sheet. so i had to go back another day to summit. SAD... damm it. went for e training and it was held cause of some change in name in e company and stuff.. did not went that badly. sat with mark de ge and sean. made 2 more new friends that were very tall. e lady is 179 and her boi friend is 186. omg..i went to actually ask her how to grow taller ar ?? got any tips lol ...cute cute sent mi to training and after that met his friends in town too.. lol after that we met again ar Paragon. and headed down to Liquid Kitchen to meet korkor. e cab queue was nuts. it was as if it was for free. decided to call a cab in e end.

sat. both of us slept till 1 plus close to 2. yawns.. after that head down to wisma again to hand up mi time sheet. and far east to take a look at a berms cute cute had his eyes on. at e end , i was e one who got a cargos. bought it at a guys shop that sold bottems. had stupid and werid stares from people as i was like trying on guy pants in e guy shop... lol cant believe it i cant actually fit into a guy s pants, lol... am i getting fat or wad.??? after that we met mummy at clementi and after much phycoing from mi we decided to eat Botak Jones.e food were in super big portions. but yummy .. u could see e tummy form after all of us had ate... lol.. after that head hm and am currenly watching a show name Huan Huan Ai. the cast is e same as Er Mo Zhai Shen Bian (devil beside you)..the show rocks... e actor rocks too.. OMG . his name is AH Meng..super cute guy... lol... (http://www.wiki.d-addicts.com/Mike_He)

today will be heading to run either in e gym or tracks ... and have to head to bbdc to put money in mi account so i cant continue with driving.. wanna get mi licence so it willo be more convinient when it comes to rainy day or burning hot sunny day, as cute cute is lazy and he does not wanna take his.. lol.. cute cute and i have been chasing people for money that they owe us.. from his is cherry mobile and mi is timothy ng.. he owes mi 50 and he is avoiding mi sms. wad a ball less shit or either his balls are for show only...i wanna get e 50 and have no link iwth him any more...will blog till here than .. bye

換換愛

恶魔在身边

Happy 1 month and 2 days to cute cute lol..and .. all e best tto Claudia for her contest in teenage idol..

ECONS

2007-06-28T11:03:00.000+08:00

wont be blogging much today as i have to rush to school for a econs test. wont wanna be late for it though.. and after that will be meeting cute cute to climb in SP..went to ViVO city with him to get a handphone strip each and a lighter from mueee.. the hp strip was engraved our name will try to post a pic up. might be blogging more tonight. tata

*all e best to people who are in mi class and taking e ECONS test today

WEDNESDAY

2007-06-27T11:48:00.000+08:00

yesterday after school i met cute cute at e mrt , was late for 30 mins... oppz.. man man and i saved a kitten who was stuck in a flower pot. when i reached mrt station. cute cute kept naging..."u knoe ar this is e 5th train already le........" lol SORRY cute cute for making u wait. lol after that we head down to orchard Isatan, as he had to meet his mother and brother to pass them his debit card.... met his mum and brother and said hi. did not talk much as i was pretty shy lol lol yap SHY keke. after settleing stuff there, we head over to Pacific Plaza. was looking around for a hp pouch but, did not find any there. soon we head over to Far East Plaza. (cute cute always says it is mi area, cause he always calls mi ah lian)-_-"'.... went to 77th street and saw a Billabong hp pouch that cost 10.20 each. cute cute and i decided to get it as it was nice.. lol was having tummy pain e whole trip. Cute cute dropped at dover as he was heading to school to climb and mi head to JURONG and hm to STUDY... F**K...
this morning when i woke up saw tigar bitting mi hp pouch .... i wasl ike half asleep and when i saw i immediately woke up. smack him and who one earch is e F**ker who let him into mi room... thank god he only bit e strip and not e pouch itself.. i decided to tae out e strip from e pouch. SADSADSAD i feel so guilty and disappointed with miself for not taking care of e pouch properly.. and because it was bought by cute cute.. SORRY...suppose to be running or swimming now. but due to waking up too late and mi laziness, i decided to just stay at hm and slack before i head down to school. irritating mi dog spoilt mi whole day by bitting mi property. not as if i left it on e floor but i left it on mi bed.. how on earth did it even get it...?? i am feeling super pist and aggitated...ARRRRRRR.. think if anyone is going to step on mi tail, i would definately snap.
still wondering whether to take Marketing or Accounts and Finance ? it is really a hard decision to make though.
think will stop blogging here.

Wad Happen?

2007-06-26T10:16:00.000+08:00

was planning to go and climb today after sch, but nat say she had to come as i could not finish preparing for thursday's econs class test. felt disappointed at first. last night after tuition, i started to feel uncomfortable in mi, than toward e end of e night , i started to get gastric problems. not that i did not eat dinner, i actually finished e whole packet of rice. ate e end i could not take it and went to e toilet and puke continuous for 2 times. was actually talking to cute cute and watching Hong Kong series. had to ask him to call back 5 mins later. will be meeting man man for lunch than head down to school.
realised there are abit of changes in life recently. everything is starting not to go e way it is suppose to go again. WHY??? i just wanna be miself and do e things i wanna do!
Kor kor is finally back from Australia, he came all e Way to mi hm around 12 plus 1 to pass mi APPLE strudel that he brought from Australia back to Singapore. Thankz KOR
Was suppose to plan a chalet for end of this months but apparently, some people cant make thier own decision and make up their minds causing mi difficulties to book e chalets thus now it is fully booked already.
was chatting with cas yes, and realised that we went into a relationship at e same date.29/5/07. the way that costed us to like e guy is also e same. and when mi ex and i broke, she and her ex also broke.lol OMG... one big similarity is that BOTH our boi friend are PIGS.. eat and sleep..lol.
will need to get ready and head out of e home soon or else will be late to meet man man. so much for now. tata!!

Donuts.... Save MOney

2007-06-25T13:02:00.000+08:00

Colourful donuts. Any takers

Donuts Look emo

Moto and Goals for 3 months

Notice to donut customers

My Voiiiiiiceeee!!!

2007-06-25T11:26:00.000+08:00

have been working for e pass two days and unfortunately, i fell sick. kind of lost mi voice and having bad bad sore throat. for e two days at Jurong Point Working, cute cute was sweet enough to meet and pick mi after work.
1st Day (sat)
first day, i woke up at 9 and was like rushing to work , as nokia said i had to reach e road show by 10.30. so again instead of taking e mrt down, i heading down taking cab instead. did not wanted to be late for e first day. when i reached e road show was not even open yet. -_-"' yap i should have taken a pic if mi loook and post it up as well. thank god man man was accompanying mi by chatting with mi on e line. Finally at 11.10 saw sights of people wearing e starhub t shirt. Yes she was one of e staff.. at first, e people look super unfriendly but as u get to knoe them better, they are not too bad ... lol..served alot of wierd customer in Jp. Lots of China man and woman who are rude and do not even knoe e basic Li MAO.... dun understand, y cant they call people by using excusse me instead of poking people. Why are china poeple than and now so dif. OMG.... Another group of people are e bungalas. they call people by SISTA.... lol and they will ask whole shit of questions and at e end oh ok thank you... Worst thing is when u are checking e price fore them, they will always come close to u and pop their head next to urs trying to see e paper as well. around 7 plus, one of mi colleague, and i went shopping. thankz to e shop manager, NICK , he was nice enough to allow us to go. at around 9 vute cute came to pick mi up and we happen to see Jun Rong and his friend in sub way and cute cute's friend. Jun Rong hair is like a brush now lol. wonder when cute cute enter army how will it be??
2nd Day (Sun)
Went to work this time at only 11.15. wa late so mummy offered to ferry mi to work. it was a more boring day as 2 of e more friendly staff were on leave. SADD so e whole day was BORING... only towards e end of e day, one indian couple came and they wanted to sign up for e cable tv connection... half of e time i have no idea wad they were saying. lol. was telling cute cute that i will nv buy shoes or foot wear for mi boi friend. as e 2 times i bought converse foot wear for mi exs, one week later or so, e realtionship will end..lol than cute cute said maybe is cause oof e brand, but if buy puma or nike will be 1 month later or 1 yr later..-_-"'..
Just read cute cute blog a few mins ago. wad he blog on 24/6/07 was very sweet. he is a person who cares but do not like to show it. he pays attention and notice every single thing bout you but he likes to act as if he do not care and bo chup...lol who cares. when you like a person accept him or her for who he or her is and not who u wan him or her to be.
After being in 2 super long term relationship, i have learnt to control mi temper better and to treasure things more before they are gone.i also became more mature about relationship stuff. Dun wanna repeat e same old mistakes and at e end loss everything again. NAy way wad is e past is e past. wad is most important is mi present and future. will blog till here for today. TuLu!

Tired

2007-06-22T20:40:00.000+08:00

I am feeling so tired now. Physically tired and mentally tired. Will be dragging miself to work tomorrow at Jurong Point 2nd level somewhere near Toys R Us. So if ya are thinking of buying E65 or E61i, look for mi there. it will be a road show any way. this morning went to Raffles City to queue for donuts for around 3 hours. it is really tiring. bought a total of 3 dozens. 1st dozen is for cute cute, 2nd dozon is for nat mi tuition teacher 1/2 of e 3rd dozen is for miself and e other 1/2 is for mi grandparents. hope all of them esppecially cute cute will enjoy e donuts.

Donut Factory

2007-06-22T10:39:00.000+08:00

for e last few days, i have been pretty busy so did not really have e time to blog. yesterday was suppose to work, however, i manage to finish 2 days work in 1 day. so did not have to do to work yesterday. end up going climbing with cute cute at SP. at first i did not wanted to climb as there were all unfamiliar faces so it is natural to get a shy right. BUTTTT, i am a person who cannot just sit there and see people do e sports i like, i would wanna try it miself. whether will i be able to do it anot , I WILL TRY. this is only e sencind time i have climbed, but really love it . i dun even mind getting mi nails cut. in e past i wont even cut mi nails for god sake. lol. After climbing went for e nokia training part 2. nearly fell asleep in there as e air con was freaking cold. met 2 friends there just joint , Sean and Timothy.i just realised that i am considered quite lucky already, as there is one guy who joint e same time as mi but till now he have not got even one deployment yet. and this weekend will be mi 3rd. after training, cute cute came to Marriot to pick mi up to head down to clementi to meet his friend for supper BUT, his friend did not turn up without even a notice. Wonder how cute cute can be so patient. if it was mi i pro just fuck e person.
will be meeting man man nat hua yu and kennethat city hall mrt in a hour time. we will be going to line up for donuts.. there guys if ya have extra time or just wanna try some good stuff, head down to Raffle City and at B1 there is a donut shop that sells really good donuts. DONUT FACTORY. can check out e flavours from www.donutfactory.com.sg. But a negative thing is that e queue is super long. you can end up waiting for 2 -3 hrs.lol but it is worth. will have to get ready now . so shall just stop here for today.... TATA bye

2007-06-19T21:08:00.001+08:00

PATHETIC

2007-06-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

Hiaz, i just receive mi starhub monthly bill. once again i bomb it again and it is close to 300 bucks. wonder wad and who did i even msg or call? have been emo e whole day. cute cute came to look for mi after his climbing session. SWEET! and it actually cheered mi up a little. i am feeling so down and wish that i can just break down and cry.. but i have no reasons in doing that. but wad else can i do? i dun wan to spoil anyones mood esspecially cute cute's. tomorrow will be working and will only meet cute cute after training. will have to settle mi bill and pay for dance classes before i can even think of getting anything else. Bye bye puma shoes, crampler, puma watch, shoppings, taxis.... =(

*All I Wanna Do Is To Put My Hands Around You And Whisper Softly I LOVE YOU <3

Pictures Update

2007-06-19T16:18:00.000+08:00

Charles(nassa's poly friend), Jun Wei, Kia Hong, Omar, Vanessa, Zhong Ang and Zac

Claudia, Amelia, Vanessa, Mi and Renee(nassa's poly friend)

All the pics above were taken on 14/06 (Vanessa Surprise Birthday Party)

Taken in e cab on our way to Great World City (Man Yun , Mi and Hua Yu)

Also taken in e cab on e way to Great World City , but Hua Yu looks BLUR

Taken some where near the dance floor (Vanessa, Wei Xiong , Mi , Cute Cute)
Credits to mkop.com.sg

E few of us again, this time taken at e roof top of Dxo
Credits to mkop.com.sg

All the above Pics of Mi and Cute Cute are taken in sentosa (KM8) on 18/06

In the process of getting Cute Cute's hair Chopped and Darken
Taken at Devella on 18/06

Emo Day At Home Alone

2007-06-19T12:41:00.000+08:00

mi whole body feels like it is going to break down any moment. spend e whole day with cute cute yesterday. accompanied him for nokia interview in e morning waited for him till it ended.than head down to vivo city and had our lunch there and headed to sentosa. cute cute applied for a islander card as well as it will save all e time to line up and get e entrance ticket and it gives mi an excuss to go sentosa more often too. lol. we decided to switch cards thus he will be keeping mine and i will be keeping his. while sun tanning in km8. both of us kind of fell asleep yawnz, think a reason is that we were both tired as we woke up super early in e morning. ordered pretty much drinks yesterday compared to normal times as e weather wa freaking crazy. hot like no ones bussiness... toook some pics as well.. after that we took a cad to chinese garden mrt to get out hair done as cute cute had to dye his hair to a darker colour due to his job in nokia. and for mi, i did high lights of red... after that we met mi mum for dinner somewhere near mi hm.
today is a pretty emo day for mi. why is it so that people can get emo for nothing?? i am to stay at hm all day as i am not quite feeling well, having running nose and head ache. ordered mac to eat as i was too lazy to head out to get food, but after seeing e food i did not felt like eating. think now cute cute would be climbing with his friends at SP, did not wanna go as i felt he should have some time to spend with his friends.. have been listening to songs by simple plan , good charlotte, Blink 182, All american rejects and Bowling for soup. there was one song that attracted mi to it ,although it was old some i think it bring lots of meaning to it. UNTITLED by simple plan. but one advice when u are emo dun listen to it, it will mkae you cry.lol
Tomorrow that is wed and thursday will be working in mi mum office doing some office work and after that for e two days, i have to rush to Marriot for nokia training. and will be working on sat and sunday at jurong point. so if anyone is thinking of changing thier hp to nokia come look for mi lol.. there are some pro with e hotmail. i sent out an e mail to one of e nokia person incharge that i will be attending training but she did not recieve and at e end i got told off saying that i should register before e closing date and lucky there were still space for mi to attend. WTF. lucky i saw e e mail and realised mi name was not registered. any way now everything is being solved already.
think will not be meeting cute cute for long tomorrow thursday sat and sunday, have to work. SOB SOB... got too many things i wanna buy so i have to work hard and get it. shall blog till here for now and yes btw e pics that were taken in DXO with vanessa, wei xiong and cute cute are out shall upload it as well .

HOLIDAY

2007-06-17T11:12:00.000+08:00

have been sleeping late for e past few nights without fail. on Friday night Wei Xiong, Vanessa, cute cute and i went to DXO. it was van first time clubbing since she hit 18. at first e crowd was not there, however e crowd only started to come in at 12 plus. think this few days have been falling in with orange juice. yummy!!!
on sat that was also yesterday went to orchard with cute cute and i had a appointment with auntie Nancy to do mi eye brows. cute cute was suppose to meet mi at 1.30 BUT lol he was late as he could not wake up. mi mum and him were talking till 5 plus in e morning after clubbing. so in e end met him at 3 and we could not get a cab as it was raining heavily. went to far east to meet Nat and her boi friend and friend. they were doing their eye brows too. after that we headed to metro and he got his belt and i got mi wallet.Milena walk to check out e fees for e hip hop classes at Jitter Bugs Swingapore (http://www.swingapore.com/hiphop.htm). cute cute and i decided to sign up for it after he got his pay, as he had other commitments. After checking e prices, he bought mi to a place that he worked before, outback steak house... we had finger food as there were food waiting for mi to finish at hm. e cheese fries rockz. lol lol. As we were walking to e mrt we kept stopping at every shop like Adidas, body shop etc.... we end up buying a blusher for miself and a face wash for cute cute.. when we reach Jurong, we got some pic developed.
today actually was suppose to meet cute cute but e weather changed thus we could not bring our dogs to west coast park.. SAD SOB.. and mi acting smart thinking that as his parents will be coming back today and he would like to spend time with them, i went to make appointment for nails thinking that he would like to stay at hm instead... ARRRRRR...!!! we will be meeting tomorrow though for his interview.. ALL e Best!! Ya Can Do It!!!
ALot of things have been happening this few days... i just dun knoe y things must end up this way. i dun deny that i am not at all affected by all e happenings. y must it be sound like it is all mi and her fault. y?? someone just tell mi y. sometimes i find it so hard to express mi feelings, as i dun wan anyone, especially someone who is super close to mi to feel affected.. will blog till here for now, just pray that everything will turn out fine..

*will post pics when i come back later (stay tune)

2007-06-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

In e afternoon, head down to forum to meet cute cute as he was there to collect his watch. after that we head down to PP (pacific plaza). went in to ADIDAS, saw a jacket that cost 149 bucks, AND i fell in love with it.. crap.. could not find anything at all in e whole building. but cute cute found a top in quick silver and bought it at a reasonable price. we proceed to far east and only got a brown belt from 77th street. next stop was taka and again we did not buy anything from there. Heeren was e place that we spend most of our money. cute cute and i got our ear pierced and bought alot of stuff. head down to cini to had our dinner there. ordered snails, wings and steaks. after dinner went to 7.11 to get cigs. was telling cute cute that i wont get check but then aunty was like "can i have ur IC pls" -_-"'. lol. and he was just behind laughing and giggling away.. WTF..

Things we bought today:

1) 2 pair of e same slippers

2) 4 tops (quick silver,4 skin,flash imp)

3) 1 necklace (flash imp)

4) 2 creatures (action city)

5) 1 belt (77th street)

6) 1 card holder with money clip (fossil)

7) Berms (flash and splash)

Cute cute came up to mi hm and played with mi dog (tigar). he keeps saying that tigar love him ... like zzz. lol. wadever lol.. enjoyed mi day today, except there were somethings that left mi affected... but overall i was happy lol ... cute cute.. will post pic that was taken in eski bar yesterday and in orchard today.

talking last night. went to eski bar with melvin, mic, dewei, lin zhe and cute cute. when i was not noticing, he ordered a shirleys temple for mi... SWEET.. when it cam i was like huh.. whose drink?lol ... we went into e ice freezing cold room. thank god i was wearing mic jacket.. cute cute was freezing and shivering.. lol..after that we headed to liquid to chill out.lol play tai ti and they called mi a NOOB.. mic gave us a lift to mi hm. stayed downstairs mi block for awhile and were talking.. headed up after mi mum called mi to go hm lol. when we reached mi door step, tigar was barking away and when mi mum opened e door, he rushed out and just sat in front of cute cute and wanted him to carry... lol... wth... any way will stop here for e day. NIGHTZ

Old Pic From Sec School

2007-06-09T21:30:00.003+08:00

These are some pics that i grabbed from vanessa's blog. ENJOY!!

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Moved On

Is All About HATES & DOUBTS In Her

How Blur Can 1 Be??

Half An Hour To Go

The Birth Of a JackAss

Wad's With That Attitude

Blogging @ Work Once Again

I Need A Way Out

More Pictures From The Photo Shoot

Rock Master 08

Climb!!

Happy Birthday De Wei

Wonder Y They Named It Halo Bar?

More Pic From The PhotoShoot

It's Here!!

1st Day Of Enlistment

Busy Day

Back

back at e hates of hell

in need of a life

welcome 2008

crash and burn

stress stress stress

Speechless

A Change in Job

Suzuki Swift Sports

Tired. Tired .Tired

The Happenings In Siloso Beach Resort

Thats Wad I Need

Great Weekend Just Pass

The 1st and Last Clue To My Lame Birthday Plan

So Far So Good

Get On With Life Bitch!!

confuse

back to reality

Welcome To My Life

This Is What The Working World Is All About

Work Work Work

Sick Once again

DRIVING

I Am Back!!!

Everything is Changing

Untitled

Last Day At Credit Suisse

Losing My Way

Another wet cold weather

Friday Rainy Wet Day

Everything is Changing

Pass Or Fail

Bike Licence

Back to Work

Good Sunny Day

EmO eMo EmO eMo

Tuesday Yawny Morning

Picture Taken During Cherry Mobile Road Show

X_X

Error! Error! Error!

During Office Hours

Exams Are OVER

Meaningful Songs

SORRY i am moody today

2 Down 1 More To Go

Deployments

1 Down 2 More To Go

Examinations Emo

Slacking + Eating = Fat

Trust NO one in e world

Tattoo

DOGGIES

Tired Eyes

CLIMBING...

Changes!!!!

Pictures Part 2

Pictures Part 1

Photos Photos Photos

Back!!!

Busy Mi

SAKEee

TrAnSfOrMeRs

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